You make me smile

A gust of wind blew my hair right into my face. I reached out my hand to get the hair out of me. It's quite windy today and I feel good about it. Here I am once again dreaming about love. This time someone else crossed my mind. Someone I didn't expect I'll be thingking of. Guess who... you're right Shun. I admit it he is kind of handsome and he can pass the standards, but then a boy with a long black hair and loves to be alone is not the ideal man I am dreaming of.

Since the day that I and Shun have met we've always been together. I think it's safe to say that we're friends. We hang around almost everyday. The cliff by the sea was our favorite place to stay. We would go there and talk about our favorite things and what happened to us in our childhood. Of course the topic about love won't fade away. He once told me that someone had broke his heart she was his first love and heartbreak too. He described her as a girl full of mysteries because he didn't know pretty much about her. All he knows is that he saved her from those thugs and from that day he had fallen inlove with her even until now. He never told me more than that, maybe because he doesn't want to remember it. I began to get curios about who that girl is but i decided not to ask him for he might not like it. At times Katie would come with us and we would play with her in the park. Sometimes we would go out for the rides and out shopping too. We were different from each other he liked being silent while I'm the exact opposite but we still get along well.

I heard a loud knock on the door and I made my way down stairs to find out who it was. I walked pass the the hallway and noticed the sun was almost setting. It was breathtaking to watch but i heard the knock once again and I hurried to the door.

"Who could it be? A thought entered my mind. Could it be Shun? But why on earth am I expecting him to stop by? Oh well, better open the door to find out."

As I opened the door it made a creeking sound just like the ones in horror movies. But the one standing outside was not the one you'll see in a horror movie. It was someone which you can see in a fairytale. A fairytale that has a happy ending. Who am i kidding? There is no fairytale without a happy ending, would they even call it fairytale if it ended miserable? Of course not! Talking to myself again. Is that the only thing I can do? I think you already know who's out there. The one i was thinking about just minutes ago.

"So what brings you here?" as if i don't know the answer. Obviously he came to see me. Duh!

"Just came to ask if you would want to watch sunset with me." Did he just aked me to go with him? Oh my, why am I even feeling this way.

"That'll be cool. Let's go." I started to feel uneasy. But why? I don't usually feel this way. What is happening to me? But anyway let's focus on what's happening with us.

We went to our favorite coffee shop. It had all sorts of sweets that we both like. I ordered one strawberry cake without strawberries. How akward right? How can you call it a strawberry cake when it doesn't have any strawberry in it. But I like it that way. He just ordered his usual chocolate moose and an icecream coffee for both of us. Instead of going to the cliff where we usually watch the sunset he took me to the forest particularly to the biggest tree in the forest. He let me climb up first then he followed me. It was a good place to watch the sunset. It was amazing to stay there. You can really see the beauty of the sun and the village as well. I ate the treats we bought and it was delicious. Even more delicious when you're watching the sunset.

"Breathtaking isn't it?" Shun said while looking at the sunset. "It's been a long time since I saw something like this."

"It is beautiful. Like there is no end."

I noticed he was feeling sad. Maybe bad memories from his past came back. I wanted to comfort him but I don't know how.

"Holding that back won't make you feel any better. I'm your friend Shun, I'm always here to listen to your problems."

"Her name is Fabia." Finally he started talking. Her name sounded familiar. Right I remember now, he once sadi it out loud. "I met her the same way I met you, you keep reminding me of moment I saw her I fell inlove in an instant. We get along well and luckily she liked me too. Later on we were an item. We promised each other that we would be together. One day I saw her holding hands standing close to smoeone dreams were shattered and my heart was broken. From that day I wished all my feelings to be gone, but until now it still didn't fade away."

"That is kind of bad. But you know people has reasons why they do such things. Maybe she had a reason too but she just falied to tell you. Things happen for a purpose, what if she wasn't the one for you that's why she's gone."

"You're probably right. Thanks for listening to me."

"No problem, just doing what I should be doing. Shall we head back now?"

"I guess we should."

"Wait, how are we going to get out of here? It's too high for me to jump from here." And suddenly a hand reached out to me.

"Hold my hand, I'll keep you safe."

I looked at his hand and then right into his eyes. I was a bit scared but the look in his eyes tells me that he won't let me fall. I held his hand and he tightened the grip. I felt a little blush in my cheeks and I looked down to hide it. He then covered me with his arms which really amde me blush even more.

"On three, then jump. Okay?"

"Okay" I said still hiding my blush. Now I'm red as tomato. Well who won't be when someone as good looking as he holds you like this.

"One, two, three, jump!

If you were in the hands of someone like him. You wouldn't bother if you two fall forever you wouldn't want that moment to end. Thud! We ended lying on the ground. Let me correct that he was lying on the ground I was on top of him. I only see this happening on movies and in my dreams but this time it is real. Are we going to feel the feeling I'm expecting to feel? Maybe what's happening in movies will also happen to us. But that is quite impossible.

"That was not good at all. At least someone here got a soft landing." He said in a kidding voice.

"Well yeah, thanks to you." I stood on the ground and held out my hand for him to stand up.

I really think he's getting comfortable with me. Why? Because since the time I helped him stand up he didn't get his hand off mine. I've been trying to get it off but it's to no avail. As we were approaching the town he suddenly stopped.

"You don't mind if I hold your hand right?" That was a question I didn't expect at all. Half of me says it's fine but half of me says no. I started to blush once more and this time I guess he saw it.

"I guess it's fine but it would be better if you won't." With those words he let go of my hand. We walked in silence. The street lights were so bright and the stars above were wonderfull. On the next street we saw the men that attacked me weeks ago. Shun saw the fright in my eyes. He grabbed my hand and came closer to me.

"You'll be safe with me, I promise." When he said those words to me I feel really safe. I feel protected from all danger. We walked pass through those men. I hope none of them noticed us or even remembered our faces. At last the sight of them were gone. I felt safer now. After few more minutes we reached my house. Grand pa wasn't around for he was in a trip to Moscow. He said he had left something important back in our house their so he needs to get it back.

"I think I should go in now. Thanks for everything. See you tomorrow."

"I'll go with you upstairs. Just want to make sure you'll be fine especially that youre alone."

When we got up there he went in my room too.

"You have a nice view here." He was talking about the terrace that had a clear view of the forest. It was nice indeed. I went right next to him.

"I need to go now, Katie's waiting for me." But before he left he did something that shocked me. He kissed me on the lips. That was my first kiss you know, and he stole it. The kiss was so gentle I barely felt it but still he did kiss me. I blushed again and this time my face was really really red.

"You make me smile when you blush. Good night."

I couldn't say anything. I can't even open my mouth. I stared at him and looked at him jump from ceiling to ceiling until he reached their house. Did that just happen to me? I couldn't believe it. I had my first kiss. I can't explain what i'm feeling right now. I feel chills inside me and butterflies in my stomach. When I think of it I don't want to remember it, but when I don't remember it I think of it again. Ugh! I'm really going crazy! He said good night. I don't even know if I'll still have a good night. The thought of it kept me up until midnight. I can't sleep at all. Everytime I close my eyes all that appeared was the moment he kissed me. It repeated over and over again. What could he be doing right now? Is he also thinking about what he did to me. Why did he do it? Could this be love I'm feeling right now? Is this the love story I was waiting for? Maybe not because it wasn't the way I'm expecting it to be. My heart says that he is the one for me but that is not going to happen. He's just my friend. Not anything more than that. Thoughts still came to my mind. I got tired of thingking and fortunately or unfortunately I fell asleep. At last I'm off to dreamland.