Author's Note: Hey everyone, enjoy chapter three!

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Summary: Journal entries of Jack and Kate reveal secrets about their feelings and who they trust and don't trust on the Island.

-WELCOME TO MY LIFE-

-BY ALLIKAT225-

-CHAPTER THREE-

I think that I have pretty much everyone figured out on this island.

Everyone that is, except Kate.

I don't know why but I have the feeling she's carrying a heavy burden, that something from her past is still haunting her.

I feel like she's hiding it from me, and trust me, that's not a good feeling.

Kate's a very hard person to figure out. She doesn't wear her heart on her sleeve like everyone else does.

I want to learn more about her. I want to lift that burden off her shoulders.

I have to try at least. I mean after all…

I love her.

-Jack

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"Ok, we're here." Danielle said.

She looked at everybody and then at the ship.

"The explosives are in a crate in the hull of the ship." And with that, she left.

"Wait! Whose gonna get us back?" Jack called after Danielle, but she was gone.

Jack turned to the group.

"Does anybody know how to get us back? Jack asked.

"I was paying attention to the route she took," Locke said. "I'm sure I could do it."

Jack looked from Locke to Kate. She nodded. Jack looked back at Locke.

"Fine." He said.

Locke looked at Artz and Hurley. "We'll go get the explosives."

Hurley looked at him in disbelief. "Oh no, I'm not going near any dynamite."

"Hugo, we need your help lifting the crate. You don't have to handle the explosives." Locke told him.

Hurley sighed as they put down their bags and headed toward the "Black Rock,"

leaving Jack and Kate alone.

Kate sat down on a nearby rock.

"I hope the dynamite still works." She said.

"Yeah, that would really suck if it didn't." Jack said as he sat next to her.

Kate tapped her fingers on the rock, and hummed a little song.

Jack could tell that she was getting bored.

"Wanna play a game?" Jack asked. "It will help pass the time."

"What kind of game?" Kate said.

"We have to say something about ourselves and the other person has to guess if it's the truth or a lie." Jack explained.

"ok, you first." Kate said.

Jack sighed. "Let's see um…my favorite movie is The Emperor's New Groove."

Kate laughed. "I'm thinking that's a lie."

"Nope." Jack smiled.

"Seriously?" Kate grinned. "Isn't that the one about the emperor who gets turned into a llama?"

"So you have seen it?"

"Once or Twice." She giggled.

Jack laughed. "Your turn."

"Ok uh…when I was a kid, I was afraid of the dark." Kate said.

Jack looked at her. "False."

"How'd you guess?" Kate smiled.

"Well someone who insists that they go on a life threatening mission to get explosives, shouldn't be afraid of the dark." Jack told her.

"Good point." Kate said. "Your turn."

"Ok." Jack said. He decided to put a more serious spin on things.

"I was married to a woman that I didn't love." He said.

Kate took a deep breath and prayed that she was right. "False?"

Jack swallowed hard.

"It's true." He said. "100 percent."

"Oh." Kate said in a whisper.

He didn't reply.

"Why did you marry her then?" Kate pressed.

Jack took a deep breath. "I saved her life."

Kate didn't say anything.

"I know it was wrong, and when I look back on it, I don't know why I even went through with it." Jack said.

Kate looked at him.

"Listen, Jack, if it makes you feel any better the man I loved is dead."

Jack met her gaze. "Kate, I'm so sorry."

She continued. "And the worst part is that I'm the one who killed him, by complete and total accident."

"Wow." Jack said. He didn't know what else to say.

Kate nodded. "Yeah, I feel that way to."

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