His Mistake Her Heartbreak

Chapter 3

TJ was at their Florida home looking at apartments to live in he sighs thinking about Nattie hearing the front door shut he looks at the closed door curiously as it opened revealing Nattie who gulped as she sees him, giving her a small smile he turned to the computer again seeing an apartment for sale just around the corner clicking it he runs his hand over his head and turns to Nattie sighing seeing the sad look in her eyes.

"Hey" he whispers breaking the silence. Nattie's head snapped up and looks at him a timid smile came onto her features as her heart began to pound. 'Don't cry Natalie just try to talk to him'

"Hey" she mutters softly looking out of the living room window out at the sun. TJ gulps 'At least try TJ if she doesn't talk to you then she doesn't talk to you' a voice in his head tells him. TJ stands up and sits next to her softly making Nattie gulp she just wanted to bury her head into his chest as cry.

"Nattie... I know you don't want to talk to me I understand I have hurt you so badly and I am so sorry if I could have a time machine I'd stop everything that happened and make sure you never got hurt" he says softly tears coming to his eyes, Nattie looks up at him softly tears falling down her cheek as her heart broke all over again just hearing his voice she feels his softly hands wipe her tears away as she nods not knowing what to say.

"I kn-know" she whispers unable to talk loudly "y-you live he-here I'll m-move if you wa-want me to" she stutters softly she knew they needed to talk they had been together for 9 years and had been friends for almost 20years she couldn't let so much of her life go like that even if they just stayed friends she knew she couldn't let him go no matter how much he had hurt her.

TJ frowns softly and looks into her eyes and shakes his head "No I don't want you to have to do that I should since this was my fault." he takes her hand kissing the back of it missing this he feels her fall into his chest crying hard he gulps and tries not to cry himself holding her close to him "I'm so sorry Nattie. I love you so much I never wanted to hurt you" he says with tears falling down his face feeling her shaking in his arms he strokes her hair back softly. He sat there holding her for at least 1 hour, when she had calmed down he wipes her eyes softly wiping the make-up smears he hated her wearing make-up he always thought she was just perfect in her own natural way he kisses the top of her head softly "How about I move into one of the guest rooms?" he suggests feeling her nod he smiles maybe she would forgive him... in time but until she did he was going to show her and prove to her how much he loved her and that he would be there for her.

Nattie sat on her bed softly looking at a picture of her and TJ from when they where younger and he had just got back from Japan his hands where on her lower back holding her close their eyes connected and foreheads touching both was smiling huge. Nattie lets tears fall again as she strokes his cheek on the picture. Hearing a knock on the door she looks up seeing TJ enter she smiles sadly

at him "Hey" she wipes her tears away as he sits on the bottom of the bed.

"Hey.. I was making some dinner do you want any? It's your favourite.. Sushi" he smiles his dimples showing making her smile back at him.

"Okay do you need any help?" she asks, TJ shakes his head softly

"Nope already made" he smiles at her and stands up, Nattie knew he was trying to make her forgive him which she wanted to do she knew he was really sorry but she just couldn't forgive him that easily. Eating their dinner was just awkward usually they had loads to talk about but today there was just silence at the table gulping down her wine Nattie looks at TJ

"I'm going out tonight with Beth" she says softly needing out she just wanted to talk to him,

"Cool where you going?" he asks softly feeling protective over her 'It's not your place to be protective' the voice came back in his head.

"Just out for a drink I should be back early so you don't have to lock up" she smiles and puts their plates in the dishwasher walking out she goes to get ready.

TJ just sighed and looked at Gismo who was lying on the chair next to him. "Well I guess it's just be and you" he says picking him up walking into the living room and sitting on the sofa turning the T.V on. A hour later Nattie had left with Beth who wouldn't stop giving TJ death stares.

With Nattie

After drinking down 5 vodka shots drinking 4 double vodka and coke it was clear the 3rd generation diva was drunk as Beth continued to lecture her about TJ and how she was being stupid into letting him live there.

"Hey sexy wanna dance?" a guy asked placing his hand on Nattie's butt grinding against her Nattie tried pushing him away but he didn't listen and kissed her Nattie was too drunk and tried harder only to have someone push him off her she looked up to see Mike Mizanin and gulps softly as he picks her up carrying her home. On the way she tells him that she didn't want to dance with him cause she loved TJ and she didn't want to hurt him because he was special to her and he would always have her heart. Laughing at her drunk state he knocks on the door as walked in with her looking at TJ who looked at them confused as Nattie stands up immediately falling laughing at herself as she rocks slightly,

"That was fun" she giggles "TJ stop moving you giving me a headache" she says putting her hand out still giggling. Mike laughed at her and shakes his head,

"Well she's all yours... later" he walks out.

TJ looks at Nattie who was poking the sofa trying to figure out why it was there trying not to laugh at her TJ walks forward picking her up "Come one lets get you in bed" he smiles and carries her upstairs softly changing her into some pj's and smiles at her softly. She sits up kissing him deeply pushing him back on the bed her hands roam all over his body as much as TJ wanted too he refused to while she was in this state and pulls away stroking her cheek.

"Nattie No" he says making her pout tears enter her eyes.

"I guess Brie was right I'm not good enough for you" she says slurring TJ gulps shaking his head at her.

"Hey don't be stupid you are more than good enough I just don't want too not while you are in this state you will hate me if I took advantage of you" he softly says pulling her into a hug feeling her push away and run to the bathroom he follows her as she throws up violently stroking her back and pulling her hair into a bobble he smiles kissing the top of her head "Is that better?" he asks as she nods he picks her up and carries her too bed lying her down "I'm gonna go get you some water"

When he gets the water he sees her fast asleep smiling to himself he places the water and some pain killers next to the bed knowing she would need them in the morning feeling her take his hand when he turns away he looks at her. Her eyes where sad and she looked like she was going to cry he sits next to her and strokes her cheek "What's wrong?" he asks softly.

"I love you TJ I do more than anything I want to forgive you but I can't for some stupid reason I'm scared if I do I will get hurt again and this feeling hurts more than any move in the ring." she cries softly TJ gulps feeling tears in his eyes.

"I won't hurt you Nattie I know it will take you a while to forgive me but I promise I will make it up to you somehow" he strokes her tears away as she nods softly.

"Hold me?" she asks softly TJ nods and crawls in next to her pulling her close to him looking down at her he smiles seeing her immediately fall asleep kissing her head softly he falls asleep.

Nattie felt safe and happy as he holds her close to him she sighs softly in her sleep a flashback coming into her head.

Nattie's Dream/Flashback

It was the first anniversary of Nattie and TJ being together and Nattie sighs wishing her dad would just give up on the over protective father bit. He was hard on TJ when ever he came round he was tough on him and would glare at him from across the table and make sly comments about him. TJ walks up to her room after Ellie let him in glad it wasn't Jim he would swear at him and shut the door in his face but that didn't keep him away as the was a tree right next to Nattie's room which he would climb up and Nattie would make sure her door was locked and just smile glad TJ was there with her. Walking into her room he smiles at her on the bed he had told her he was wrestling today but after asking Ross for the day with Nattie he said yes and TJ went out to set everything up.

"Hey beautiful" he smiles as she looks up at him her eyes widening she jumps off her bed and into his arms giggling "wow someone's exited to see me" he grins kissing her softly "Here" he passes her a bag smiling "I'll be back in a hour and a half and I want you wearing that" he smiles and kisses her again walking out smiling at Ellie and walks out. After he had gone Ellie walks up to her daughter who was holding the most amazing dress up it was a chocolate brown colour which had a green ribbon belt under the breast it looked like it would go just under Nattie's knees.

"Go shower baby I'll help you get ready" she smiles as Nattie nods exited she goes shower quickly and comes out smiling at her mum who was setting everything up "Sit" Ellie ordered with a smile.

Nattie loves it when her mum did her hair it always fell into place after blow drying it her hair fell into curls which Ellie softly pinned half up making them fall down like a ponytail would after she had done her hair she helped with her make-up which Nattie stopped wearing as TJ told her he thought she was more beautiful without. Ellie knew TJ was perfect for Nattie he was everything she could ask for her middle daughter. She didn't do much with her face just softly doing her eyes and lips and applying some blusher Ellie walks over to the dress she placed on Nattie's bed helping her in it she softly zips her up and fastens the ribbon.

"You look amazing" she beams and kisses Nattie's head.

"Thankyou mummy" Nattie smiles looking into the mirror she walks to her closet and pulls out some brown heels they weren't that big she had bought them a while ago they where suede and had a frilly piece that went down her foot she smiles at her mum and puts the shoes on hearing Jim come home she sighs knowing he wouldn't go easy on the pair.

Walking downstairs Jim spots Nattie so dressed up and frowns knowing she was going out with TJ today he didn't understand why she liked him so much he was just some kid but he had enough of arguing with Nattie who had expressed an interest in wrestling he also blamed TJ for that before they had got together Nattie wasn't interested but now she was training and it was only he who thought she shouldn't be. Hearing the door go Nattie smiles and opens it seeing TJ stood there his mouth wide open as he was about to say something but the words went from his mind as he saw her look so beautiful not that she wasn't always beautiful but she was just... wow.

"You look..." he gulps unable to find any word to form how she looked "Amazingly beautiful" he says after thinking. Nattie blushed softly and looked at him his hair was gelled softly (he didn't always have his hair as cool as it is now!) he had a brown shirt on which clung to his arms showing his muscles and was wearing black jeans which were tight around his bum and thighs with some black shoes.

"You look handsome yourself" she smiles and kisses him softly. "So where we going?" she asks sweetly looking into his big brown eyes adoringly.

"That my angel is a surprise." he grins and takes her hand. Although he knew he loves her he had not told her yet he always thought that telling someone you loved them after a few weeks or months was just a jinx no matter what they thought.

Nattie pouts giving him the puppy dog eyes "I hate surprises" she says making TJ laugh softly kissing her.

"Yeah I know that but in 5 minutes it won't be a surprise" he grins and takes her hand walking to his car helping her in. After 5 minutes TJ pulls up on a hillside taking her hand he walks up and smiles as the view of Calgary came into her sights and the mountains on the other side there was a huge canopy on the top of a hill which zipped up to be a tent Nattie looked at him and smiled brightly.

"WOW" she grins and kisses him as they enter. Inside there was small table set around each one had candles on the edges not too close to the end in the middle was a rug and a picnic basket placed next to it on the other side was an air bed Nattie smiles softly.

"You always wanted to camp out" she feels TJ whisper in her ear she turns her head softly and kisses him.

"This is perfects" she beams at him, TJ smiles and strokes her cheek softly.

"Much like yourself" he kisses her and leads her to the rug sitting down he pulls her onto his lap getting out their food her smiles and opens the tub of sushi Nattie's favourite and gets out a fork

"I'm sure they use chopsticks" Nattie says confused. TJ smiles and nods,

"Oh they do but chopsticks are messy and confusing... but if you wanna use them we can" he pulls out some chopsticks and smiles at her trying to hold them properly making Nattie giggle she helps him kissing his blush softly.

"There you are" she says sorting out her own and picking some up feeding it to him.

After they had eaten TJ walks to the side of the canopy blowing out all the candles and opens the zip of the tent and pulls the air bed over sitting on it he pulls Nattie close to him as they watched the sun hide behind the mountains in the distant.

"This is amazing TJ I couldn't have asked for a better night" Nattie softly spoke breaking the silence looking into TJ's eyes.

"I'm glad... I love you Nattie" he says softly making Nattie smile huge she kisses him deeply and then looks into his eyes.

"I love you too TJ forever and ever" she grins as they just spent the whole night enjoying each others company.

Present time

Nattie wakes up remembering that night tears in her eyes she looks at TJ who was still asleep she just closes her eyes again and cuddles into his chest falling back to sleep.

Okays I had to write another chapter!

I hope you guys like it... there will be drama but because I'm back at college on Monday I'm gonna try to update as much as I can this week and if by Sunday I still haven't finished then the story will be delayed as next week I have already been told I have 2 assignments coming up.

Anyways enough about my stupid college life (which sucks btw!) I wanna ask what you guys think about the flashbacks?

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