A/N:

Sorry, Sorry! I know I haven't updated in a while. Hope you enjoy this chapter.

It's the night before Edward and Jessica rehearse the big love scene that Bella dreads…What's gonna happen!

Chapter 3:

BPOV

It was the night before Edward had his "ultimate" scene rehearsal with Jessica. Just thinking about it hurt. UGH!

I pushed that thought to the back of my mind. I cant think of that. Not tonight. No, tonight was about Bella and Edward. Just us.

Alice had fluidly convinced Charlie to let me sleep over. She helped me a lot. She fixed up his room, got everyone out of the house, made me up to look as close to a supermodel as I could get. It was perfect.

The room was filled with candles. Amazing scented candles. But instead of Rose petals on the bed she had placed Freesia petals of every color it was beautiful.

Now I looked, what most people would consider, or Edward at least, sexy. I wasn't wearing lingerie, or nothing at all. I was wearing a dress. I beautiful dress. It was short and low cut but surprisingly not slutty. It was, of course, midnight blue. Alice couldn't get enough of using that color to please Edward.

My hair was down, a little wavy. Hardly any makeup. Some mascara, a little highlight. Very subtle.

I felt a tad bit awkward. I didn't know how to do this. I didn't know where to stand, or what expression to use. But I heard him. He was loader then usual.

I was getting more nervous by the second.

"Bella?" Edward yelled.

Once I heard his voice it cleared my head. I was no longer nervous, I felt more confident. Maybe I could do this. No time to back out now.

I sat at the bottom of the bed on the edge, facing the door. I let my hair fall where it may, my facial expression was a small smirk and hopefully come hither eyes. Yah, the eyes part, not so much.

The door began to open. My heart sped up with every inch it moved.

His head peaked in and then the door was fully open. He stood in the door his eyes searching the room. They finally landed on me and stopped.

He looked me over and I blushed. I shifted a small bit so the I could cover up.

He looked me over again and then he left. HE LEFT!

He turned around and walked out the door.

I sat there embarrassed. Did I really look that bad? He couldn't even say anything he just left. At first I just thought I should stay put but this was his house so I couldn't really do that. I had just been rejected, I need to storm out. That's what everyone in the movies do. I grabbed my coat and walked out the door. I tried not to fall down the stairs but still tried moving quickly. I got to the bottom ignoring the couch where he sat and headed for the door.

"Bella," he called. Did he really expect me to stay after that? Why would he even want me to stay?

I pulled on the door but something pushed it back shut. Edward's hand was placed against the door. There was no way I was getting out now.

I turned my back to him and stayed put. He put his hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off, trying not to cry.

"Bella, we need to talk." I turned to face him. Wiping away the tears first.

"I think your actions said everything Edward," I stated and dropped my head.

Before I knew what was happening I was off my feet and on the couch, him beside me.

"Bella. I didn't reject you. I know you think that. I just didn't think I could control myself." He lifted my chin so that I had to look at him.

"Control what? Your gag reflex?" I questioned.

"I don't gag," he said seriously. "I thought I explained why we cant do this. I cant hurt you. Up there I wanted you more then ever. I was surprised I was able to leave. I don't know what would have happened if you…" He moved me on to his lap. I didn't fight because I knew it would be worthless.

"I didn't expect to…go all the way. I just don't want Jessica to go farther with you then I have." Wow I was selfish.

He chuckled.

"This is what this is about Bella?" He asked. I nodded timidly.

He quickly pressed my lips to his. I rush of heat inflame my body, despite his cold skin.

I pulled closer to him. I didn't know how or when but suddenly we were back in his room. He hovered over me as he let me breath. I put my hands on his chest and applied pressure. He looked at me quizzically but obliged.

"Bella, wha--" he started but I held up one finger to tell him to wait.

I scooted off the bed and stood up. I slowly brought my hands to the back of my dress and started to unzip my dress. He stared at me with burning eyes as the dress dropped to the floor. His gaze traveled down my body as it did earlier.

I was wearing the underwear Alice had picked out for me. I was still a little self conscious but I was getting over it. They were black, finally Alice didn't place me in something blue. The bottoms were boy shorts and (according to Alice) made my butt look "luscious". The bra made me look like I had actual breasts. They looked like C's instead of A's. He seemed to like them.

Feeling more confident I decided to let him get a full view. I slowly spun around, making sure he had a good picture in his head. When my back was turned to him I felt hands on my waist, stopping me mid-turn.

"Bella…" He whispered in my ear. It sounded more like a moan though. "What are you trying to accomplish?"

I laid my head back on his shoulder and turned my head so I could whisper back to him. "Nothing in particular." I giggled shortly.

He began kissing up and down my neck. I leaned my head farther back and let out a slight moan.

He kissed on to my shoulder and stopped at the strap.

"Mmmm…" What is he thinking?

Before I could ask I heard a snap. Did he just-? He couldn't have-? Did he? I looked to my shoulder and found that my bra strap was broken. Before I fully registered what was happening his fingers pulled my other strap and swiftly snapped it.

What was he thinking? What I wouldn't give to read his mind.

He spun me around to face him. I looked up into his smoldering eyes as his hand traveled up and down my spine. My breast hardly in the bra anymore. His lips crashed into mine.

A/N:

Ok. So I don't know what I am really going to do next chapter. I was going to continue with this chapter but I thought that was a good place to stop.

Also I need to update my other story.

Hope you like!

Will there be a Lemon next chapter…hmm? Who knows…