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Forbidden Love Chapter 3

I stormed back to my room, slammed the door behind me and immediately flopped on my bed over come by my emotions. After a while my anger turned into sadness, and eventually my tears dried up. I sat on my bed not thinking about anything when i slipped into Lisa's head. She knew better that to come and see me, and she knew that I wanted to be alone. Why couldn't I be like her, always thinking of other people before myself.

I returned back to my own head, and thought back to our meeting with Alberta and kirova. It was so strange how she had compulsed Kirova. I thought back to how Kirova had looked in Alberta's eyes. I realised that you did not need eye contact to compel someone with a charm. No, this idea was stupid. Alberta was one of the best female guardians in the world. GUARDIAN. Moroi wouldn't be able to do that would they? But then again, as I thought back to my memories of Alberta, there was always something different about her to the other guardians.

No. I was being stupid. I pushed all thoughts out of my brain and closed my eyes trying to sleep, but there was one thought, one person I couldn't get out of my brain, and I knew, that I had to get him back, whatever the cost.

I opened my door, and walked out, intent on finding the person who had caused me all this pain, and make them pay for it, big time, the only problem was that I didn't want to do it as we had been friends since the start of school.

As I was walking through the halls a picture caught my eye. It was me and Dimitri in the gym. I snatched it from the wall. There was writing on the back. It read 'There is more where this came from Hathaway' . The writing was small and neat, nothing like Masons big, scruffy writing. Oh god. He was telling the truth.

I sank to my knee's, my head in my hands. I had no-one. Lissa was busy with Christian, I had really hurt Mason, Dimitri hated me and everyone thought I was a skank. I was well and truly alone. Suddenly I noticed someone coming round the corner, but I didn't care how they saw me anymore, so I didn't move a muscle. I just couldn't stop thinking about how angry and hurt Dimitri was. I couldn't bear to see him like that. It hurt my heart so bad. It felt like I was breaking in two.

I felt someone sit down next to me, and move a strand of my hair that had fallen out of my messy ponytail. I looked up from my hands, and saw him sat there. The person who had captivated my heart. 'I am so, so sorry Roza' he said, a tear falling out of the corner of his eye. I had never seen him like this. 'I am so sorry that I said those terrible things to you, and that I didn't listen to you or believe you, and I know now, that you would have never done something like that. Please Roza, I cant live without you. Will you forgive me?'

The look on his face told me he was sincere. I had never seen him without his mask on, and I loved it. I loved the fact that he loved me back, and I loved that he wasn't afraid to admit he was wrong. I lent into his warm arms, and he moved to pull me closer, wrapping me tight against his chest. I sobbed into him, and he gently stroked my hair, until my tears dried up.

'This wall isn't very comfortable Roza' he said, whispering into my ear. 'lets take you back'. I stood up, with his help, but resisted when he tried to move me. 'I can't Dimitri. I can't face Lissa after the day I have had.' This brought on another bout of tears. 'Its ok, we'll go to my room' he said, and we started walking in that direction.

Once we got there he gently removed his arms so he could unlock his door, and then he guided me in. I sat on the bed and looked around me. His room had barley anything in it, and was so organised it made my eyes hurt. I lay down and rested my head on his pillow. I took a deep breath in, and smelt his intoxicating smell. I decided I couldnt sleep in what I was wearing, so I stood up, and went to his draws. I found a big t-shirt, and decided that would do. I took it out, but just as I did something caught my eye. I reached in, and pulled out a photo frame. It was a picture I had taken on Dimitri's phone as a joke a while ago. I was laughing, and Dimitri was charging towards me. I smiled at he fact he had kept it, and put it back in the draw, just as I heard the shower stop.

Dimitri came out wearing nothing but his jeans. His smooth chest still had a few water dropplets on it. He made my heart jump into my mouth. I walked into the bathroom so that I didn't embarrass myself, and quickly changed into his top, and let my hair down. Once I was done I stepped out the bathroom, and sat on Dimitri's bed. I wondered where he was when he came through the door carrying two mugs of tea he handed me one, and sat down next to me. 'You can have my bed and I will sleep on the couch' he said in a low voice. I put my tea down, and leaned forward to kiss him. As our lips met, I felt joy explode around me. He picked me up, and sat me down on his lap. Our kiss deepened, and I pulled him down onto the bed.

AAfter that, everything was a blur. We lay on his bed, and I thought back to what had just happened. Dimitri had just taken my virginity. He was soft and gentle, but it felt amazing at the same time, and I realised how much I had needed that. loved the feel of his skin against mine, and then we both fell asleep like that, me resting my head on his chest, him with his arm around me, and my heart felt like it was going to break again, but this time it wasn't because i was sad, it was because of how much I loved Dimitri.

So thanks for all the reviews last time It really helps motivate me :) I am sorry I haven't updated for ages but I have been so busy :) Sorry about any spelling errors I have written this on my iPad, and it doesn't have as good spell check! Please review :)

Molly

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