So i am literally shaking with excitement as i type this, i have so many good ideas for this chapter i hope you all enjoy, I'm sorry it has been so long everyone, i have had exams to revise for and I'm so stressed, but from now on i will continue to update regularly :) xoxo-lucy.
I was shocked, me Caroline Forbes was shocked, it was a rare thing it really was, but Klaus has rendered me useless, i felt like if he let me go, i would fall and pass out on the ground, but to be honest, i would have preferred that, at least then i wouldn't have these annoying butterflies swarming in my stomach.
"What?" Was all i could manage to say. He chuckled at my shaken voice, as if he was making fun of me for being on the verge of fainting, he knew exactly what he was doing. His eyes softened and met my gaze, once my eyes met his, i felt like it was literally impossible to look away, like his gorgeous eyes had some kind of damn hold on mine. "Oh sweet Caroline, do i detect a blush coming to your cheeks my dear?" His voice was patriotic, i wasn't sure weather to start getting angry with him for being so inconsiderate towards my state of light headedness or weather to swoon into his arms like a cheesy princess in one of those movies that worshiped as a child.
To my surprise i swooned, and i felt so stupid nuzzling my face into his chest to hide the blush, but it felt so right, he was so warm, which was ironic considering all the things that he's done, and that was it, had i completely forgiven him for all he has done? This wasn't like me, this wasn't me, i couldn't do this! What was he? some kind of creepy witch that went around possessing girls to fall in love?
I gasped into his chest at my thought, and he must have felt my change in mood because he shook me slightly, as if it would instantly cure me of my panic state. Had i fallen in love with him? I dragged my head up to look at him, my face felt like it was burning with fear...and almost desire. I hated my mouth at the moment, because it said things that my heart disagreed with, it was like world war three going on inside my body for goodness sake!
Without even a thought i muttered," I have to go." I tried to maneuver out of his hold but he kept his grip on me," My dear, what's wrong?" he asked innocently, as if the bastard was playing dumb with me, how dare he confuse me like this... Again, i struggled against his grasp,"I said i've gotta go Klaus, let me go!" I managed to squeak.
My mind was about to explode, i needed to work out my damn feelings instead of getting caught up in the moment with Klaus and doing something i regretted. I pulled even more until he released his safe hold on me. I took a few steps back, he just stood there as if i wasn't even there, his eyes wandering through the sky until he sighed, "Caroline.." he began, no... i wasn't prepared to deal with his romantic crap anymore, he was messing with my stupid emotions and he knew it!
"For god sake! please, i cant cope with all this, i mean all of my feelings coming up all at once, you, and this date and the romance...it's all to much, i only did this for tyler to come back...and now im not sure if i even want him to come back because i think..." I i took a deep breath, all of my ranting had left me breathless, i looked into him eyes, which were perfectly blue and glistening against the light of the lanterns...it all looked to perfect, like a dream, maybe i was dreaming, i hoped i was, atleast if i was dreaming i would have been able to wake up and make sense of the world..
I took another breath, steadying myself, the last time i had gotten this worked up was when the decorations fell an hour before the school prom and i freaked out at the committee, but id rather go through all that again a bazillion times over again than be here, having to deal with my stupid emotions.. i blinked a few times before meeting his gaze again,"because i think that im in love with you..."
My still heart felt like it was burning in my chest but a wave relief hit my body, i felt relieved that i had finally said it, no matter how much i wanted to deny it, i watched klaus though, his face hadn't changed, in fact, he looked blank, the spot in the sky he had been studying had moved to a gaze just behind me, i followed his gaze out of curiosity, and what i saw made me feel sick, so sick i could have fainted, i tried to catch my breath, but my lungs weren't accepting air, it was like they wanted me to suffocate and pass out, to be honest, that would have been a walk in the park compared to what i saw.
Finally a tiny whisper escaped my dry lips,"Tyler..."
A cliff hanger! what did you all think to this? reviews only help me grow as a writer and of course i love reading your responses too! Thank you so much for reading, the next chapter will be up within the next 3-4 days so stay tuned! I love you all! xoxo-lucyloo. :)