So theres a little ok a lot of swearing in this chapter so no likey no ready get mE. its gonna be a little odd this story i appologise.
3.
Neish pov
I pulled away and looked at him. "No-one deserves this!" I whispered
"I do." He said
"No you don't Tom, who makes you think that?" I asked
"Everyone bar you 2." He said
"Now then why would they do that?" I asked
"Doesn't matter!," he said quickly. He pulled back the switch and put his thumb on the scanner. Wait what? HEs one of us. Wait no way! He must be a tech agent right? Well that's good because I'm shit with computers so is Dan.
Dan pov
So this kids a spy and clearly a good one I couldn't guess he must be new to it yes. Is he German? He did speak German earlier didn't he? I don't know I just don't. I feel really weird around that kid. I can't explain it though. He's just so so interesting. I don't know. Anyway we got into the lift and it plummeted god knows how far to the ground floor of the base.
"Hello you must be Dan and Aneisha!" Said the man
"And you must be..." I started
"Frank London you little shit!" Tom said
"Well it's nice to have you back Tom. Stella finally think your mentally able. How is your mental state now Tom?" Frank? Said
"OCD, ashbergers and depression fun!" He said
"Oh and he's cutting," Neish but in
"Wait what Tom why?" Frank asked
*jesus Christ leave him alone hell get through it he's just so perfect* I thought wait what!?
Ok Dan get your shit together you are not gay! Jesus Christ
Neish pov
I felt bad maybe I shouldn't have said anything about the cutting he was now getting ridiculed about it. He was just perfect. I needed him to be ok I've only known him for an hour but I feel like I don't know. I want to help him ok. That's all I'm just like that its who I am a helper. I help anything and anyone. It's bad of me but I feel protective quickly but not usually this quickly oh no.
Nah that's not true. Although he is very cute. Very very cute and those eyes all like I need help help me please no-one else can help it has to be you. Probably not what he's thinking more like ugh go away freaking asshole. I'd like to know what the fuck is wrong with you!? I'm so stupid ugh I should just freaking die.
Dan pov
Ok so my mind is all over the place. I don't know why this kid is effecting me so much. I can't like him can I no I don't even know him. He is just a little shit and a moron. I hate him I do I hate him and I'm gonna make him know it.
I'm not gay. I feel like yelling really yelling just yelling I DANIEL MORGAN AM NOT GAY FUCK IT IM NOT. Well I must be surly why else would I feel like this I mean I could be bi no Dan you have never liked boys ever only girls. Only girls Dan only girls ONLY GIRLS. Like its supposed to be. ONLY GIRLS!
Toms pov
They don't like me do they? Well that's nothing new is Tom really seriously. Your used to this if they did like you you'd have no idea what to do would you hey you fool. Jesus god I hate my self I should just fucking die. Death I must die. Death! All I want is death I must get it. Ill do it tonight.
Yes I will I must I need to no-one cares do they. I'm am and I will always be a fag. Even my own mother knows it and all this time I couldn't see that's how stupid I am. I'm so dumb how could I be that thick I'm a faggot nothing but the truth. I hate my life and it will end 16 days 15 days and umm lets set a time 19 hours into it.
The one year anniversary of me coming out to the world. Via my YouTube under my actual name (I'm not telling) (A/N I DO KNOW WHO HE'LL BE SO YOU CAN GUESS IF YOU GET IT ILL LOVE YOU FOR EVER). So Im gonna die which I must admit sounds like a awfully great adventure but ill die alone.
Shut up Tom you were always going to die alone always you knew it all your life. You should have never been born. Haha no shit sherlock that's all I was a mistake! So yeah there's the plan bye stupid shitty world I'm not coming fucking back bitches.
A/N SO TOMS A YOUTUBER. SERIOUSLY GUESS. ILL UPDATE THIS WHEN I REACH 4 REVEIWS BUT UNTIL THEN I LOVE YOU CHOW CHOW