~2 weeks later~

2 weeks was all it took. 2 weeks for all of them to like Tanya. They had forgotten all about me. Sure they let me sit at their table during lunch, but they never actually spoke to me, they never actually asked me if I wanted to go out anymore. It was always plans with Tanya. Before I felt like a 7th wheel the first few days Edward and Tanya were together, but now I feel lonely. Not knowing where James is scares me, but I think Emmett and Jasper will help if they see him near me. Key word there : think. That's just the thing, I don't know if they will anymore. Tanya has completely taken over their schedules, forgetting about me in the process. I spend more time with Carlisle and Esme, helping them with the garden and just talking. I told them about me being raped, and they of course are helping me heal from it. I even told them my feelings for Edward. To say they were happy was an understatement. They both hate Tanya equally as much as me, and were shocked when I explained how Edward and the rest have ignored me completely since she came along. I felt alone now more than ever. I didn't know what to do.

Today was one of those days when I couldn't decide on what to do. It was a Saturday and I had no plans anymore. I decided to go to the Cullens house and see Esme and Carlisle if he isn't working at the hospital. I got changed in blue jeans and a blue v-neck long sleeved top and drove to the Cullens.

I didn't bother knocking on the door when I arrived. I saw Esme' car parked in the driveway, along with Edward' Volvo, Alice' Porsche, Rose' M3, Em' Jeep and Jazz' motorbike. I walked through the back gate and into the garden and saw Esme, pulling up weeds in the far corner. I shouted her and she turned around. The minute she saw me, a smile broke up on her face. She stood up and gave me a hug.

"How are you dear, have they spoken to you yet?" She asked with sadness in her eyes.

"No, they haven't even tried"

"Well, do you want to help me with the garden, my dear?"

I nodded and she set me to work pulling weeds up, while she went and made me a cup of tea.

After we were finished, we were just talking, when Edward walked into the garden.

"How come Bella' truck is in the drive?" Then his gaze flickered to me, he said hello and went back inside. I couldn't help it, but I cried. Why do they hate me so much? Esme pulled me into another hug, and we stayed like that until Carlisle came back and asked what was wrong. Since I was still crying, Esme explained and Carlisle joined in the hug