GrimmXD: Hey guys, here's the next chapter of Programming Love. I hope that you enjoy it and sorry for not getting it out on Wednesday like my schedule on my profile page said I would, a bunch of stuff came up.

Toshiro's point of view

Shearia snapped her phone shut. Her eyes glinted with rage then sadness then back to rage again. Her knuckles were white and the tendons in her arm where taut from being used in an attempt to crash the small electronic device in the palm of her hand. The muscles in her abdomen and legs were tense as she stood there glaring at the phone like it was the sole cause of her distress.

Everything about her at that moment screamed dangerous but something inside me told me it was fake, it was just there as a way to protect her from everyone around her. Though she seemed ready to strike out at anyone who came to close she still seemed so weak, so helpless.

There was something about her that asked, no begged for no one to be afraid of her. It seemed like she must have been inwardly screaming for someone to help her, someone to be there for her, someone to comfort her…no not comfort, listen. She seemed like she just wanted someone to listen and to understand what she felt and why she felt that way.

Something was bothering her and had been for a long time, but what was it?

Her still wet feet slammed down on the wooden deck of the ship as she stomped off towards her room. Her phone was still gripped tightly in her hand as she rushed around the corner.

My eyes followed her and watched closely for any and all hints she could be dropping for someone to pick up, like leaving a trail for someone to follow.

Just like before whether she was conscious of it or not I picked up on those hints and pieced them together as I did when she had simply stood there staring at her phone in outrage.

Her back and shoulders were tense and she had been slouched forward, almost curling in on herself. For a moment just as she rounded the corner I could have sworn I saw confusion and pain flash across her face.

Whoever had been on the other end of the line must have said something to really rattle her or just the fact that they had called had caused this.

When she first picked up the phone and said hello her eyes had widened and fear had flashed through her blue orbs then as well. She had not been expecting nor wanting to receive a phone call from whoever it had been.

I sat in the cool water wait for a few moments before decided to get out to the pool and follow her. I ignored the worried glance Ichigo sent me and rounded the corner.

Loud angry sounds erupted for her shut bedroom door. My eyes widened as the sounds only got louder and the sound of glass shattering joined the loud thumps creating a violent song of rage.

After a few more moments of standing in front of the door the noises slowly started to dissipate. She seemed to have finally calmed down so I took this opportunity to slip inside the room.

The entire space had been turned over. Glass lay broken on the floor, books and furniture where piled unstably on one side of the room. Shearia herself looked no better than the room. Her back heaved up and down as she breathed heavily through her mouth, her shoulders shook while she tried to get control of her breathing. Her hands where clenched in tight fists at her sides. Small cuts littered her forearms and feet, probably from all the broken glass.

Her back was to me but even without the aid of her facial expression I could tell she was crying from the small sobs coming from her. "Why?..." She voice was so low I could barely hear. "Why? All I wanted to do was live a life without killing…." My eyes widened at that but I stepped closer none the less so I could hear her hushed words better.

"Why? Does he have to keep coming after me?..." Her back heaved and shook all at once. "Can't he just leave me alone?..." She took a deep breath and all was quiet.

"WHY?" She screamed and her fist thrust through the wall. Her breathing had picked up again and she sobbed loudly.

I felt my hear clench tightly in my chest as her sobs got louder and more in number. That person must have been someone she wanted to forget, from I life she wants to leave behind but seems unable to do so.

Why was this past? Who was on the other end of the line? Is there anything I can do? These questions and many more pledged me as I watched her pain and confuse unravel before my eyes.

My legs started to move of their own accord and before I knew it I was standing next to her. Her breath hitched as if she had not known I had been in the room with her the whole time. "I don't know who that person on the phone with you was or why they won't let you move on but I do know that eventually they will leave you alone," I had no idea why I was saying these things and I didn't think they would do any good but I had to try something to comfort her. I couldn't stand to just sit there and watch as she tor herself and the room apart because of that one phone call.

"Concentrate on what you have now and let the past be just that, the past…You can't change your past or make it any better than it was but you can change your future and make it better." Her head turned, wide eyes meet soft caring ones and hurt burned in my chest. I had said something wrong I knew it. I was only trying to help I didn't want to make things worse.

Suddenly warm still damp arms wrapped around me and my face was pulled towards a bright blue bikini top. My eyes widened and I tensed at the sudden unexpected action. After a moment I relaxed and wrapped my arms around her waist, hugging her back.

"Thank you Toshiro…"

GrimmXD: Hope you guys liked it and please tell me if I did a good job on explaining everything okay? Love you guys and see you next week on Wednesday