Chapter 3

All that Raven could think was how to tell Robin she was pregnant with his child. She was in deep shit like never before...maybe even bigger than Trigon himself! She had no idea how to raise a child at 18, and she wasn't going for abortion either! She sat down to calm her nerves. She had to tell him, I mean it would be noticeable in a couple of months. This was going to be a tough, not to mention telling Starfire (her best friend) that she was pregnant with her ex-boyfriend's baby. Raven never felt so confused in her life. How could one night turn into this! How could one pleasure turn into a disaster! Raven didn't have the answer.

"Ugh..." She groaned. She began to feel sick again, from the baby and from thinking about her Boy Wonder. She leaned into the toilet again, and vomited her brains out.

XXX

Robin paced throughout his room, thinking about what Starfire just told him.

Flashback

Starfire led Robin out of the common room and into her hallway. She stood nervously fidgeting, and Robin looking around trying to avoid her gaze. She stepped forward, catching Robin's attention. She smiled shyly and took his hands warmly.

"Robin, I try to forget our moments of badness, but then I cross a pone those moments in which we are happy. I have done the thinking seriously. I do not think we should end our relation of the ship and stop going on our couple outings for minor problems, that I have heard many people call Spats of the Lovers, when we could be the together again. I believe strongly that if we do the caring for each other, that we should not let those problems cross between us. I hope you do the considering of what I have told you. I still have the wonderful feelings for you, and I hope you do the feeling the same." She took a breath and kissed Robin on the cheek, leaving the wonder boy in complete confusing concerning his feelings. She smiled kindly at him and went back to join the others.

End flashback

Robin had the sudden urge to punch something, but he managed to contain it. Things were so confusing for him. He had broken up Starfire, then he slept with Raven, he developed-no more like realized his feelings for Raven, then Starfire wants to get back together!

"This is why Batman said not to date your teammates..." Robin thought aloud. He wasn't the kind of guy to date people actually. But Starfire was different, she was an alien, a very beautiful alien girl! Then Raven...she understood him like no one else could ever! She knew his emotions and thoughts and even a part of his life. They were both orphans in this life, his parents were gone, and her parents...things were complicated with hers. She was also a kind of beauty that couldn't compare to any other girl, not even Starfire. She had mystic amethyst eyes and purple hair, and her soft pale skin tone. She was also calm and intelligent, not overly bubbly and didn't take one hour to explain romantic remarks. Robin sat on his bed and sighed. This was such a complicated matter, not even Boy Wonder could overcome. He heard a light, almost shy knock on his door. He got up and opened the door reviling one of his problems. This one was the mystic demoness by the name of Raven. He smiled and let her in. They had a lot to talk about. He noticed she was covered more than usual. Her cloak was surrounding her whole body like a blanket, making her look helpless and...cute to Robin. He closed the door behind him. Raven paced around looking at particularly nothing, she looked nervous.

"Raven I-"

"Listen Robin-" They realized they both were talking at the same time, and began blushing a bit.

"You go first." Raven said. He nodded. He was hesitant at first but began speaking, not looking at her eyes.

"Listen Raven, about the other night, I think it was a mistake. I was depressed, and I used you. I'm sorry, I really am." Raven stared in shock. She was confused and angry. How could Robin say that. Especially now that her got her pregnant! She felt hurt and betrayed that he used her like that. Raven thought there might have been something between them, but then again she was an emotionless demon who tried to destroy the world by letting her father use her as the portal. Maybe she should have just continued being emotionless, and not let herself feel a little.

"How could you?" She said clearly hurt by his words. Robin sighed.

"I'm sorry Raven, I'm so sorry. This wasn't meant to happen, this should have never happened." He said hesitantly. She stared at him until he met her eyes. There was sadness and anger in them. He looked away quickly. Raven wrapped her arms around herself, around the tiny baby inside her womb. Robin's baby. She began feeling anger again. Anger towards Robin, who let this happen and now left her alone to battle this. He didn't even have a clue about the baby, and Raven wasn't sure she wanted to tell him. She looked at him with fury, she breathed in and...

"HOW CAN YOU SAY YOUR SORRY? YOU RUINED MY LIFE NOW, AND YOU DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT! YOU USED ME! AND THAT'S THE WORST THING YOU COULD HAVE DONE ROBIN! I DON'T USUALLY GET ANGRY, but-but that was the worst thing ever done to me." Robin looked at Raven in awe. He had never heard the girl ever yell, or express her feelings so freely.

Right outside, there were three titans listening in on the demoness's outburst. They had heard yelling and ran to see what was wrong. Then they made out the source of the yelling, Raven. They had never really heard her yell, so they decided what she was saying.

"Raven I-I, it was an accident!" Robin said. She looked at him again, now with hurt eyes. Robin was confused at how much emotion was going on with her, Raven was confused at how much emotion she was showing. She didn't know if it was just her pregnancy mood swings, or the fact that she was actually hurt.

"Damn sure it was an accident! You started it with kissing me!"

"Well you kissed me back!"

"But you started taking of my cloak!"

"And you took me to your room!"

"But you kissed me Robin! You started it!"

"I KNOW RAVEN I KNOW!"

"NO YOU DON'T ROBIN! YOU HAVE NO CLUE! NO DAMN CLUE OF WHAT YOU CAUSED-" Raven just realized three familiar beings outside the door. She turned away from Robin and headed towards the door opening it. Cyborg, Beastboy, and Starfire. Robin stared dumbfound, while Raven in complete anger.

"Rae? What were you two arguing about?" Cyborg asked while picking himself of the floor. Followed by the other two, nodding their heads. She looked at Robin.

"Did you two, like sleep...sleep together?" Beastboy asked. Robin and Raven looked at each other again. Beastboy, Cyborg and Starfire gasped in surprise. Then Starfire looked at Raven and Robin in rage and hurt.

"You did the loving to each other? Robin is this true? You love Raven, is that why you did the breaking up with me!?" Starfire asked, eyes tearing up. Robin looked at her guilty. Starfire turned to Raven.

"I believed that we were friends. But I know friends do not do the sleeping with each others boyfriends. I love Robin, and I thought he did the loving to me. But I was wrong, he does the loving to you! You played me Robin! I DID THE CARING FOR YOU! I DID THE LOVING YOU! AND YOU DIDN'T! AND RAVEN! I BELIEVED WE WERE FRIENDS! BUT FRIENDS DON'T HURT EACH OTHER LIKE THIS!" Starfire ran out of the room sobbing. Beastboy looked at them.

"I agree with Starfire, friends don't do that. Maybe Robin was understandable because he was depressed, but Raven I thought you were the one who could have prevented this but I see now that you don't really care about Starfire, and how should I know you actually care about us if you hurt her in the most painful way as possible?" Beastboy ran out the room to find Starfire. Raven felt awful. She knew Beastboy was right, she was a horrible friend. Raven turned to Cyborg.

"I believe you are also against be." Raven said. Cyborg was conflicted. He didn't know weather to agree with Beastboy or not. Raven was his little sister, and it was hard to go against her.

"Look Rae, I'm not saying you guys did the right thing, but I'm not against you." Cyborg said angrily. Robin winced a little but managed to keep his cool. Cyborg looked at them and shook his head. "Just try to settle this quietly." Then he left out the door. Raven looked at Robin.

"I'm sorry I lost control Robin." She said sadly, he nodded.

"It's ok, I'm sorry about all of this. I'm a bad leader. Maybe we should forget about this all Raven." He looked at her and smiled weakly. She didn't do any gestures back. Oh Robin, If only it was that easy to forget... Raven thought. She nodded and dissapeared through the floor. She appeared in her room. She paced back and forth thinking of what to do. First Starfire probably hated her. Beastboy DID hate her now. Cyborg was confused. and Robin-She did not feel like stressing over. She also couldn't tell them she was crazy in fear of being burned my Starbolts, crushed my a mammoth and most likely neglected by Cyborg forever, and again she did not want to think about Robin. She had to decide soon, before she ruined anything else.

XXX

Next Day 4:00

Raven looked down a all her bags. Lat night she decided she would have to leave the Titans. Leave them to raise her baby without worry. Raven wasn't the girl who would quit easily, or be bothered by her teammates like that. But she had a baby to raise. She wasn't going to let anything happen to it, she didn't want him or her to be treated like she was. She was going to make sure the baby would have the happy childhood she couldn't have. She wrote a quick note to the titans.

Dear Titans, and friends if you still consider me one,

This was a last minute thought, but I think I must leave the team, for personal reasons you wouldn't like to know. I'm not the gushy person, but I would like to thank you all for giving me the friendship I didn't think existed, for helping me in my toughest time, and just for being with me. I'm sorry to all of you that I've caused pain, I'm sorry Starfire especially, that I did what best friends shouldn't do. I'm sorry you doubted me Beastboy. I'm sorry Cyborg that I'm not the sister that you wanted. I'm sorry Robin that we met, and that I managed to conceive feelings for you, I'm sorry I ruined your relationship with Starfire. I'm sorry to all of you

Your friend,

Raven P.S. Don't try to find me please, trust me, you might not like what you find...

Raven read through her note, slightly sickened of what she actually wrote. She set it at the dinner table. She looked around the tower for the last time and fazed through.

XXX

Robin got up later than usual. Actually quite late, 7:30 late. He yawned and walked in the kitchen. What he saw was unexpected. Beastboy was sulking in a corner, Starfire had tears stained on her cheeks and more falling. Cyborg looked like he was also about to cry. Robin walked in and everyone's eyes turned to him. Starfire ran to him and sobbed.

"F-FRIEND R-RAVEN! SHE-GONE-FAULT-MINE!" Starfire cried. Robin motioned to Cyborg who handed him a small letter. Robin scanned through and looked lost for a moment. He read through so many times he couldn't count.

"Raven."

XXX

Raven looked up at the big sign. Welcome to Bludhaven! It read. Raven sighed and began walking towards a small apartment building she managed to find in an incredibly short amount of time. This was the city her baby would grown up, not the prettiest or safest, but at least happier than Azarath.

I feel this chapter sucked! It was confusing to write! But I hope the next one will meet your standards! Please don't flame this chapter! I know it's horrible but try to stick with me! I came up with this idea this morning during P.E. with my friend who also happens to write storied here! But I hope you still like it!