Cyrus' POV
I just told my girlfriend about my crush on a guy, I hope she's not mad, I think she is, I'm so scared, I'm panicking, ughhh I should've never told her, I can feel my eyes watering
Wait! Is she hugging me?!
"Cyrus, did you think I was gonna hate you?" she says with the warmest smile
"Well... yeah. I didn't think you'd be okay with it, and you could've told everyone, then Jonah would've found out, then he would hate me-"
"Cyrus! Breathe." she tells me then giggles, her giggle always makes me smile
"Maybe we should talk somewhere else." she takes my wrist and we leave The Spoon
We're walking to her house and I'm staring at the ground, and me being my clumsy self, I walk into a tree and hit my nose and start bleeding
"Woah! Cyrus!" Iris exclaims
She tilts my head backwards and guides me the rest of the walk
We arrive at her house and she takes me to the bathroom
"Do you have a first-aid kit? I'm pretty much used to this."
She giggles again, that adorable giggle
After Iris helps me with my bloody nose, we go to her room to talk
"When did you start liking him?" She randomly asks after a few minutes of silence
"I thought he was cute, I would stare at him in school, then when I talked to him for the first time, I felt like I was frozen, then I knew... oh shit I like a guy." I explained
"If you liked him... then why did you say yes when I asked you to be my boyfriend?" She asks with a sad look
"I'm so sorry." My voice breaks
"I'm not mad, I promise, but if you didn't like me, you could've told me, I would've been okay with it."
"I honestly thought you would hate me for liking a boy, and although you're such a sweet girl, I thought you could've told someone." I say looking at the floor
"I'm not like that, I will never judge someone by their sexuality."
"What is my sexuality? I'm so confused." We both laugh
"You're gay." She says with that smile
"I'm... gay?" I ask
"Or bisexual, whatever your sexuality is, I'm completely fine with it." She smiles and I smile
"Are you mad at Andi?" She asks and my smile slowly disappears
"Not mad, jealous, why would Jonah Beck ever like me back?" I start to feel a bit mad. Andi would so hate me if she found out I have a crush on her boyfriend
"Cyrus, you don't know, he could." She says gently
"I DO KNOW! JONAH ISN'T GAY!" I explode. She gasps. I just scared her. Shit.
"Iris I'm so sorry-" she hugs me, why is she hugging me? I just yelled at her for something that isn't her fault!
"Cyrus... he could." She says softly. I fall to the ground
I start crying, she holds me while I cry
"He could?" I whisper
"Yes." She whispers back
She wipes my tears with her thumb and I smile, Iris has probably never said or did anything mean her whole life
"Cyrus, you deserve to be happy." She smiles and stands up
"Cyrus Goodman, I am breaking up with you." I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad.
"I'm really sorry Iris."
"Hey, stop apologizing, you did nothing wrong. It's not a bad thing that you don't like girls."
I think I'm gonna miss dating Iris, she's honestly the sweetest person in the world
"So... did we just break up?" She asks
I lean towards her and quickly kiss her, I almost hate myself for not feeling anything whenever I kiss Iris
"Yeah... but you'll always be my first girlfriend Iris." I say with a small smile
"You'll always be my first boyfriend Cyrus." She smiles and my smile grows bigger
"I promise we'll always be friends, and when you and Jonah get married, I'll be there." We both start laughing, I think to myself, we won't hold hands and kiss, but we can hang out and laugh together, and that's perfectly fine with me.
I didn't realize we had been talking for hours, the sun was already gone
"I better go." I say and she nods
I hug her tightly, "Bye Iris." I whisper
"Bye Cyrus."
I leave her house, while I'm walking home my phone buzzes
Jonah; hey dude
Don't hate me for the Ciris kiss lol, ya better luv me cuz Jyrus begins very soon, sorry for the small chapter, gotta write chapters for my other stories