Renesmee grew right in front of me and I was just amazed that the fact she was now a teenager. She looked like my sister or a younger one and I have been trying so hard. It's been a couple of months since I got this vampire life all under control but I felt like I was still dying. I sat my legs folded close to my chest as I read the letter Jacob wrote me. There is no way around this Bella, I have been trying my best to remove it and just move on from you but it's impossible.

Bella I hate what you have become but I still love you, not like before.. It's strong and it's driving me crazy. I will be here tonight at 7:00 so tell everyone to go hunting. Except Edward. He must be there.

Sincerely Jacob Black.

He thinks he can come whatever he pleases? Oh this just can't be good. I've been trying hard to shield these pain I am feeling but it's not as easy as it sounds. I am weak when it comes to Jacob Black. And now come to think of it it's 4 minutes to 7 what am I going to do? I stood up and closed my eyes. "Everyone can you guys please go hunting? I need to spend some quality time with Edward" I open my eyes and look around before feeling Edward's breath on my neck "Love everyone is already gone to hunt. Why do you have in mind to do?" He asked. "I-Uhm well there's this letter that was from Jacob and now he's coming here right.." I was disturbed by a knock by the door. "Oh great the dog is here" Edward remarked before walking to the door.

"I won't be here long because this house reeks of leech so I'm going to just tell you what I am here for then I'll go okay?" Jacob said glaring at Edward before looking at me. I swear if I was still human I would probably have a heart attack. The way he looked at me just made me breathless which I find it weird that a vampire to be swoon by Jacob but hey I almost forgot this werewolf imprinted on me.

"Why did you have to do this? Imprint on my wife. This is nonsense. What do you want besides her?" Edward asked. "I can't stay away from her anymore Edward can't you see that distance is hurting her as well?" He remarked as I immediately turned away from him. "Edward, he's right. I tried to avoid him and I am surprised Jacob is still alive. It worried me sick and I felt such agony and I felt like I was living all of the world's darkest and most painful torture in my whole months away from him. I can't live without him by my side Edward and I love him…" I admitted and sighed looking at Jacob then at Edward.

"You said if she chooses me that you'll let her go!" Jacob growled. "Yes I know what I said! But I just got to think of this. I got to get the papers ready to file for divorce" Edward said with thick agony dripping in his voice. My heart felt like it could beat again but it got a tiny squeeze at the pain Edward is going through but I can't live with someone I don't love anymore. It doesn't feel right. "Mom, Dad I'm back from hanging out with Molly and…Hello" Nessie grinned and waved at Jacob. "I've seen you before I swear but I am not sure when..Oh wait Jacob right? My mom talk to me all about you" She continue to talk. "Oh really? Well Ness that's interesting" Jacob muttered.

"I'll go set up the papers for it tomorrow okay? Now leave Jacob before I change my mind" Edward said before going upstairs. I exhaled sharply as Jacob left by slamming the door. Something isn't right. Jacob seemed more than willing to have me as his and Edward seemed in pain at first but then he decide to give Jacob what he wants. Why? There is something wrong here. "Mom he is cute isn't he? But don't you love dad?" Nessie asked. " 's not worth talking about, but Ness just know not all things work out the way you thought it would be. Don't marry until you are more than certain that he is the one" I said before walking upstairs to talk to Edward.

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