this is not possible its not it cant be kol can't be in love with me we have been friends best friends ever since we where little i have told him everything... kol want to tell me he loves me thats why he wanted to talk i can go over there now he can't love me we cant be in love... wait am i in love with kol my kol i cant be can i...

i pace around my room running my hands through my hair i look over at the clock its 6 o'clock what no it cant i have to get ready i have to be over there in an hour. just then i get a text i pick up my phone and see its from kol

kol: hey lay, u still coming over tonight?

Elena: ya i will be over in an hour

kol: aright see you soon lay ;)

i put my phone down feeling butterflies in my stomach, omg why am i so hot right now. i have to take a shower and calm myself down

i finish putting my makeup on and and grab my phone

i walk across the lawn over to kolas house nervous

i knock on the door and klaus opens it smirking at me, i roll my eyes and hug him

he wispers in my ear" you ready for your little talk" he winks as he pulls away

"i think... i think i am" he looked kinda shocked then let me in

"he is in his room i believe you know where it is"

"klaus i could find my way around this house blinded folded" i run up the large wooden stair case and walk down the hall seeing a hall of rooms i pass two door ok elijahs bed's when i get to the third i wiser to myself "kol's" i knock on the door well opening it

"kol?"

"hey lay I'm right here" he was sitting on him bed playing with his phone "guess what i rented" he holds up the dvd of the lion king

"OMG YOU DIDNT" i run to the be jumping on it into kols arms. the lion king has been are favourite movie ever since we where kids we would watch it almost every weekend till klaus broke it trying to play a joke on me saying i was to old to watch kid movies

Flashback

"lena you can be watching this movie still you almost 13 and that movie is for babes" he grabbed it out of her hands

"i am not to old and its not a baby movie" i tried to grab the disk

"is too"

"is not"

"is too" we pulled on the disk until it broke

"I'm telling kol"

"i did too" he kissed the top of my head "so do u want to watch it?"

"DUHHHHHHH"

he got up and put the disk in

"ummm but i thought u wanted to talk" i say neviously

"yea well we can do that after" he smiled and sat back down pulling me into his chest as i cuddled up to him as the movie started.

during the movie he rested his lips on the top of my head, stroking my hair with his hand and had the other holing my hand playing with my fingers.

as the movie ended are fingers ended up intertwined and his other hand was wrapped around my waist and my arms where wrapped around his waist hugging him tight

"lay" he almost whispered

i look up at him not wanting to move "yea kol"

"lay... i..." he sighted holding my hand tighter "lay i love you i always have" he looked down at me

i stared at him not sure what to say hearing him say it was different from when klaus told me. it finally get real

he ran his fingers through is hard and breathed out deep "omg lay I'm so sorry i shouldn't have said anything u probably hate me now I'm such an idiot and what would people think your 16 and I'm 18 god I'm so stupid i ruined are friend-" i cut him off the only way i knew how... i kissed him

"...i love you too"