Hi lets get started shall we? (Itachi's a little ooc in this one)

Just My Memories chapter 3: After training cutting

Memory 9: Home alone

"Sasuke-chan, Itachi-kun!" Mother called from the hall downstairs. I came out of my room to try to hear better what my parents were saying. "Hai okaa-san?" I called back, I was startled when I noticed my older brother behind me.

"Hn." My mother's voice called again, telling my older brother what he would have to do now that they were leaving. "Itachi-nii your father and I are going out. Take care of Sasuke all right?" Itachi gave a quick answer and I smiled, knowing that it wouldn't be boring if my brother was staying with me.

"Hai." Mother and father left Itachi in charge like usual, not saying a word afterwards. I tried to find my brother, he seemed to be kneeling on the floor. "Nii-san." I wondered in, my childish voice almost echoing off the walls.

"What's the matter?" Itachi turned to look at me, I smiled quickly just to let him know that I was there, though he didn't answer my question. "Iie, nothing… What do you want to do Sasuke-chan?" It took me a moment to think about what I wanted to do.

"Nii-san train me!" I saw Itachi-nii smirk slightly, I walked towards him more, and sat beside him. "But little Sasuke you're already stronger than me." He lied, I knew he was doing it just to try to make me feel better. "Nu-uh Nii-san nobodies stronger than you!" I instantly argued back.

"Hai there is the three legendary senin they're the most power full ninja, even stronger than the hokage himself." Itachi-nii informed me, I looked at him and tilted my head to the side, "Really?" I had once heard that the hokage was the most powerful ninja in the village…
"Would I ever lie to you?" I blinked, now knowing what I must have sounded like to my older brother, "No Nii-san is too nice to do that!" The smirk stayed on his face, and he slowly stood up.
"Good Sasuke now let's go find something to play..."

Memory 10: Nightmares

"Itachi!" I screamed as I burst into Itachi's room wondering where he was. He sighed in relief as I noticed he was lying in bed. "What is it Sasuke-chan its three am?" He said bluntly, though I couldn't help but stand my ground, I didn't want to go back to my room.

"I uh...well..." Just because I was standing my ground didn't mean I didn't feel inferior against that direct stare I received from my tried brother. "What's wrong?" Came a concerned reply after a few moments of silence.

"I had a nightmare...can I sleep in here… with you?" There was another pause and I feared that he would say no and send me back to my room, and back to that horrible dream. Breaking the silence, the answer I wanted finally came. "Hai, Sasuke come here."

Itachi-nii patted the bed and I ran over and jumped onto the bed, and sighed as I realized that the blankets were warm and I snuggled closer to Itachi-nii. 'Itachi-nii is like a big teddy bear,' I thought and giggled quietly to myself, though not quietly enough as Itachi-nii heard me.

"What's so funny Otouto?" I heard him ask, though I could hear that he was slightly irritated by my giggling though my sudden burst of giggles after I tried to brush the subject off only got his curiosity started. "N-noting Itachi-nii-san."

I said still sniggering, I wanted to keep my brother out of what I had thought since he would most likely do something that wouldn't be nice… "Tell me or I'll tickle you." I stopped laughing with a horrified look on my face, I gulped. "You wouldn't." I dared him.

"Oh, I would." Before I knew what was happening I was laughing even more as Itachi-nii began to tickle me. "No! I-Itachi-nii s-stop it!" The same emotionless void voice came from the darkness. "Then tell me."

"Y-you…I thought y-you were like a giant t-teddy bear…" He stopped tickling me and asked with a slight taken confused tone, "What?" I chuckled again and knew at once what was going to happen. "Hehe ummm... I'm in trouble aren't I?"

"Oh yes, you are!" He went back to tickling me, I laughed loudly enough to wake everyone in the village and even though I could hardly breathe, I was having so much fun. "No! Itachi-nii p-please s-stop!"

"But Sasuke-chan it's entertaining." He said but stopped anyway I sighed, a little disappointed. "Thank you Itachi-nii." There was a pause, and I could feel Itachi shift his weight on the bed. "Sasuke go back to sleep, ok?" I heard him say, and I nodded in the darkness, and then finally gave a small reply to my brother. "Hai Itachi-nii." I yawned and instantly fell asleep still cradled in Itachi' arms.

Sasuke unlocked his door and stepped into his house, he looked around seeing the pictures of him and Itachi and their parents sitting on top of a table. Sasuke sighs and looks at Itachi's picture alone, ignoring the rest of his beloved family's pictures.

"Itachi-nii..." He trails off and runs to the bathroom to get his razor. He lifted his armband - the one that he wore to cover any traces of what he did to get rid of the feeling of self-worthlessness. Sasuke stared at his arm before he cut diagonally across the old silvery scars. The pressure he applied to the thin strip of sharp metal was heavier than normal, much because of the angry and pain he was feeling welling up inside of him.

Sasuke pulled a face, one of pain, the deep crimson blood gushing out faster than normally. He started to get dizzy. "I love you Itachi-nii." He whispered before passing out and hitting the floor with a great thud...

A few moments later Naruto ran up to Sasuke front door and knocked loudly and yelled, "Open up Sasuke-teme!" The blonde frowned, he had seen the strange way Sasuke had been acting at training and had suddenly left, something was wrong with the anti-social ninja. He began pounding on the door and again he was getting fed up of not getting an answer.

Deciding to get Kakashi-sensei, as he thought something was seriously wrong, Kakashi appeared just as if he could tell when he was needed. Naruto looked worriedly at Kakashi, though he appeared calm as always. Not even ten seconds later Iruka appeared, and seemed out of break, but did not stop until he opened the door with the spare key Tsunade had given him.

Naruto was the first to enter the house yelling and calling on his friend. "Sasuke-bastard where are you?" They all went looking around the house that was until Iruka wound up in front of the second floor bathroom which had the door closed and locked.

"Kakashi!" Iruka called and Kakashi came quickly, his visible eye widened slightly when he smelt the metallic and distinct smell of blood that came from within the room of the locked door.

Naruto ran over at this moment, looking around still slightly confused on why Kakashi and Iruka were standing so still. "What's up did you guys find him?" Naruto looked at Iruka for answers, but then looked at where the chunin was looking. The horrible smell suddenly attacked the boy's senses.

"S-Sasuke?" He stuttered quietly, taking a deep breath Kakashi opened the bathroom door to see Sasuke sprawled out on the floor a thick line of blood coming off his wrist and drying slowly into the dark clothing that he wore, it seemed as if he'd struck an artery.

"Sasuke!" Naruto gasped wondering for a brief second if he was still alive. Nobody had known Sasuke had been doing this to himself, everyone in the beginning had thought that the young boy would have been coping with the loss of Itachi fine by now and nothing could unfaze him.

Suddenly Kakashi was active and moved to pick Sasuke up, "Iruka." Kakashi said while looking around and finding a small razor blade in his bloody hands. "Take Sasuke to the hospital I'll get Tsunade." He handed the bloody boy over, and quickly held a cloth, that had been slightly dunked into a small amount of blood itself, onto Sasuke's bleeding wrist which appeared to be slowing.

"I'll go with you." Kakashi looked at Naruto for a moment and pondered over to let the other boy go or not. "Sakura might be there as well." Naruto argued, he wouldn't not go, he would go whether he had to follow Iruka or go with him co-operatively. Kakashi nodded slowly seeing the pained, desperate look in the boys eyes.

'I hope he'll be alright this probably hit him a little hard…' Kakashi thought worrying about Naruto and quickly nodded to what Naruto was asking. Iruka had already gone, leaving Kakashi and Naruto alone both in deep thought both worrying about someone else. Naruto wondered if Sasuke would be okay and Kakashi hoped that Naruto would be able to cope with such a horrible image being embedded into his mind. 'I hope Sasuke will be alright...' Was Naruto's last thought before making his way to Tsunade-baa-chan and Sakura-chan, along side Kakashi.

Alright I won't kill him I promise /fingers crossed/ maybe I wont you will just have to review to find out.