Amazed

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

We've been sitting here staring at each other for the last few minutes and we both know this is it. The only light in the room is coming from the soft twinkling bulbs on the Christmas tree and I'm lost in the desire I can see in your eyes. I spent the whole day not listening to my mother, dreaming of this moment and it's better than I ever imagined it would be. My heart is beating so fast and I'm finding it impossible to hide the shaking in my hands as you move closer to me.

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

Your hand strokes my cheek and I can feel the tenderness in your touch, how much you love me and what to please me and it takes my breath away. You want me as much as I want you, I can feel it now and I can't believe we have wasted so much time. Well not anymore it's Christmas and I plan on claiming the one gift I've wanted more than anything.

I've never been this close to anyone

Or anything

I can hear you thoughts

I can see your dreams

I take you hand and pull you to your feet, when this happens I want it to be in my bed where I can enjoy every second of it in comfort and fall asleep in your arms.

"Sandra are you sure about this?" You've stopped me and pulled me into your arms and I've never been more sure of anything in my life as I nod and kiss you with a depth that I hope tells you as much as the look in your eyes has told me. I want you; all of you and I know you feel the same I can feel it in the way you cling to me and your fingers lace in my hair pulling my lips closer to yours like you can't get enough of me.

The smell of your skin

The taste of your kiss

The way you whisper in the dark

You've kissed me with a passion that has answered my question and I can't quite believe this is happening as you lead me to your bedroom and I realize you always wanted the night to end like this. The dim light being cast from the candles on the nightstand dances in your eyes as you pull me close again your perfume filling my senses and your lips colliding with mine again.

"Gerry I love you." Your words are barely a whisper but they wind around my soul claiming the last doubts I might have and dismissing them.

"I love you too." The words are the last I have a chance to say as we tumble together again a flurry of discarded clothing serving as our only form of communication. You are even more spectacular than I imagined as you push me gently onto the bed blanketing my body with yours.

Your hair all around me

Baby you surround me

Touch every place in my heart

Your hands run over my body, your lips making heated trails after them as your hair tickles my skin setting it on fire. Right now I can only focus on you, everything about you engulfs me as I take back control flipping you onto the bed and showering your body with the same attention you've given mine. I memorise each gasp, each whispered instruction imprinting them on my heart I want to remember every second of this night. We've waited so long that it would be impossible for you not to capture my heart now and hold it forever.

And it feels like the first time

Every time

I want to spend the whole night

In your eyes

Your eyes fuse with mine as I can't take it a second longer kissing you again as I slide into you my heart quickening as you gasp my name. I'm lost in how amazing it feels to make love to you, to watch the pleasure I'm giving you dance across your eyes in the candle light. I have always felt like I'm drowning in the blue of your eyes and tonight I am being pulled under their surface and that's where I'll stay for the rest of my life. As you tremble around me your body arching into mine as you give up to the pleasure I've given you it is my final undoing and I gasp your name falling into your arms as my body melts into yours and I know I will forever be at your mercy. How could I not be?

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

"That was amazing." You've rolled onto the bed and my body aches for the loss of contact with yours but not for long as you pull me into your arms tucking my hair behind my ears and smiling up at me.

"Amazing doesn't cover it Sandra I do love you, you know that don't you this isn't just…..well it wasn't just about this." You make me melt with the sweetness in your tone and the way you look at me with such sincerity in your eyes reminds me that this is only the beginning and we have a future that is going to be amazing. I'm not sure how you made me fall in love with you but I don't care anymore.

I want to spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you

"I love you too and I know you love me do you think I'd have let this happen if I thought it was just a quick shag? We've wanted this for too long Gerry I'm not planning on letting you go again." You truly are the most amazing woman I've ever met and I will never tire of having you by my side. Christmas is almost over and we're heading for 2013 a year that I know now will be the best ever and just the start of a new life together where I know you will continue to surprise me, amaze me and make me love you more each day.