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WARNING: SUICIDE, DRUG USE, EATING DISORDER, PANIC ATTACKS.

Emily woke up in the middle of the night. She looked at her phone to see it was 2:07 am. She looked and saw Ali sitting on her window seat.

"Ali, what are you doing up" she whispered.

"I couldn't sleep" she said nonchalantly.

*Meanwhile*

Spencer moaned as she rode Toby hard. They were in her room because they hadn't refurnished the master bedroom yet. It was nice to be able to make all the noise they wanted knowing no one would hear. Spencer placed a hand on his chest.

"I love you" she whimpered. He took her hand. "I love you too"

He pulled her into his arms as they continued making love. After they both had rode out their orgasms they fell asleep. The next morning Spencer woke up before Toby. She could see his dick was already hardening. She slipped her hand down his naked body under the covers.

"Toby" she whispered in his ear as she began playing with his boner. "You want me?"

"Baby" he moaned as he stirred.

"Say my name" she demanded.

"Spencer" he moaned. With that she climbed on top of him.

"No, no, no, no, no" he said chuckling slightly as he went to turn them over. "You got to be on top last time"

"You say that like you didn't cum all over me at the end" she joked.

"I like being on top of you" he said "I like being in control of your orgasm."

Spencer rolled her eyes but in a way she liked when he was in control too. He thrusted into her in even strokes. When she was on the edge Toby lifted up her hips as he thrusted and made her see stars. Toby quickly followed. Spencer laid on the bed completely blissed out as Toby got ready for work.

"I would have showered with you but I still can't feel my legs." She joked. She glanced over at a picture of them that Emily had taken at a food festival. It reminded her of how they'd almost ended before they even began.

*flashback*

"Hi, my name is Spencer" she said shakily standing at the front of the room.

"Hi, Spencer" they all said in unison. She once again made a mental note to tell the group leader that she didn't want them doing that, it unsettled her.

"I started out taking adderall so I could study, get good grades, and please my parents" she started "but before I knew it I was taking it all the time. To study. To go party with my friends. Before I knew it it had consumed my life. There are nights I can't even remember. Finally I decided to get a hold of my life and here I am"

Everyone clapped as she sat back down. She looked at Toby thankful he was there. She took his hand as they waited for the meeting to get over.

"You want to go get a coffee?" He asked hesitantly.

"No I don't think so" she said taking his hand and giving him the look he completely understood now.

*Alone With You by Jake Owen plays*

They fell onto his bed as clothes started coming off. Spencer rubbed her crotch up against the bulge in Toby's pants. She was so horny she couldn't stand it. When Spencer had only a bra and panties on and Toby only boxers they humped each other furiously. They moaned and kissed as they dry humped. The panting and screaming got louder as they got close. Spencer finally felt herself explode feeling her wetness in her underwear. Then she felt the warm fluid on her leg.

"Sorry" Toby apologized as he wiped her with the washcloth he kept on his bedside table for precisely this occurrence.

They both got up and put their clothes back on he could see the tears pooling in her eyes.

"Baby, please don't cry" he pleaded. She hated that she did this to him every time.

"Don't call me baby!" She screamed sobbed.

Toby held her close, rubbing her back.

"I'm sorry" she said "I thought I'd be okay this time"

Toby's heart burned with what was going to come out of his mouth next.

"I can't do this anymore" he said pulling away.

"What?!" She asked taking a step back, Toby had never seen her so hurt.

"B..." He started like he was going to say 'baby' then stopped.

"Spencer, I care about you, probably even love you but it's like one second you want me and the next you don't and it hurts me every time and I just can't keep doing this with you anymore" he said exasperated.

"You're breaking up with me?" She cried different tears now. She wanted to beg him tell him not to end this she'd get better.

"No" he said "we would have to be together for that."

She went over to the desk to get a tissue and that was when she noticed he'd replaced a picture of him and Ali with one of him and Spencer.

"Where's the picture of you and Ali?" She asked almost accusatorially.

"I put it away" he said coming towards her.

"When?" She sniffled.

"A few weeks ago" he said flatly. She'd been here multiple times since then how hadn't she noticed?

"I'm in love with you Spencer" he said. She let out a sob, knowing what he said was true for her too. "And you treating me like nothing more than a sex toy is breaking my heart, so I'm done"

She'd gone home, a blubbering mess by the time she got there. Melissa had come in immediately and called the girls. With four sets of eyes watching her hyperventilate and sob at the same time, she finally came clean.

"Toby broke up with me!" She cried in wracking sobs. "I love...him...and I ...couldn't even tell...him...because of Ali!" The girls had wondered about Toby and Spencer's relationship but now they knew.

Spencer's sobs had lightened up when all of a sudden the girls got off the bed. Before she could ask why Toby had pulled the covers back and was pulling her into his arms.

"I'm sorry baby" he said planting kisses all over her face. "I'm so sorry"

It didn't take long in Toby's arms before she was completely calm. Her eyes were red and her face was puffy.

"Spencer, Ali is gone I don't think she's coming back" Aria said.

"You two deserve to be happy" Hanna had added.

"Ali would want us to move on, all of us" Emily said with a finality.

*End Flashback*

"What are you thinking about?" Toby asked as he tied his tie.

"You" was all she said. He kissed her goodbye and headed off to work. Spencer got up and got ready. They were all meeting at Emily's to catch up with Ali. She checked her watch. She was going to be late. Hanna was in the middle of explaining how she and Caleb had met when Spencer walked in. Ali seemed transfixed on her from the second she walked in. When Hanna ended Aria jumped in about Fitz, meeting him at a bar and finding out he was a writer and then finding out he was her teacher Aria trailed off when it appeared Ali wasn't listening.

"Why do you keep staring at me?!" Spencer blurted out "did I spill coffee on my shirt or something?"

"I was just wondering when the baby's due?" She said evenly. Spencer's jaw dropped.

"Ali!" Emily scolded but she continued.

"I mean you graduated early and Toby sure was eager to marry you, you've got to be pregnant"

"Toby and I got married because we're in love!" She said grabbing her bag and leaving. She texted Toby to come home during his lunch break. Nothing would make her feel better after Ali's outburst than screwing his brains out.

*Meanwhile*

It was quiet in Emily's room after Spencer left. Emily noticed Ali wipe away a tear.

"I wasn't trying to be a bitch, ok maybe I was but I REALLY thought she was pregnant" Ali said quietly. They went back to their stories. Everyone was riveted to hear Ali's but right before it was her turn her phone beeped.

"It's my mom she wants me to come see her" Ali said getting up to go. "We'll continue this later."

Ali figured she'd stop by the Hastings house, which she guessed technically was the Cavanaugh house now, and apologize to Spencer. She walked in without knocking out of habit. She walked right into Toby and Spencer fucking on the couch. Toby was seated and Spencer was straddling him as he circled her hips making her scream as she orgasmed. Spencer gasped when she saw Ali, clinging her naked body to Toby's. Toby smiled a wicked smile knowing Ali had seen the grand finale.

"Oh my god, don't you guys do anything else?!" She said shocked.

"We're newlyweds Ali" Spencer said sarcastically "we're supposed to fuck like bunnies"

"And we do" Toby said in a satisfied manner.

"I'm gonna wait outside" Ali said.

*flashback*

"Does it hurt" Toby asked gently.

"A little, but it's supposed to at first I think" she said trying to ignore the discomfort.

"Are you sure I'm not doing it wrong?" He asked nervously. She smiled at the comment.

"I'm pretty sure this is how it goes" she said. "You can start moving now, slowly"

He did as she said pulling out and then pushing in. Ali was just starting to enjoy it when Toby was already on the edge. Try as he might he came and couldn't make her orgasm.

"I'm sorry" he said to her as she started to get dressed. "We could try again"

"Don't be, I enjoyed it, next time" she reassured him.

*end flashback*

They hadn't gotten a next time though. She'd left a week later.

After Toby headed back to work. Ali and Spencer sat down to coffee.

"Look Spence, I'm sorry for what I said, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings or anything" she said.

"You aren't the only one that thought we got married because Toby knocked me up" she said "I know how it looks"

Ali nodded getting up from the stool.

"Ali, can I just ask, why'd you wait two years, you didn't call or write or anything" Spencer asked.

"I didn't know what I'd say" she said simply "I still don't"

With that she headed over to her house.

That night when Toby came home, Spencer had cooked chicken parmigiana, which was Toby's favorite meal.

"How much do you love me?" She asked after she was finished with her meal as she sipped wine. Toby knew this was an indicator that she wanted something.

"You know how much I love you, now what is it you want?" He asked.

She blew out her breath.

"Ali's mom is throwing her a welcome home party tomorrow night at the club. She's invited the whole town" Spencer said.

"Well good, then no one will miss us" Toby said and Spencer glared.

"Toby!" Spencer said whining slightly.

"You want to go?" He asked unnecessarily

"Yes" she pouted.

"Well you can go and I'll hang out with the guys" he said.

"If by the guys you mean Caleb and Ezra, think again, they are taking Hanna and Aria to the party" she said. Toby groaned knowing he was about to lose this discussion.

"If you go with me I'll let you do that thing you like when we get back" she challenged. "Or you'll be in the dog house, and you know what that means? No sex"

"Ok" he said kissing her. "We'll go but it'll be 'hello' crappy meal 'goodbye'"

"Ok, we won't hang around" she agreed.

The next night the gang got ready and they all headed to the club. Hanna had sported a bright red dress. Aria had put on a frilly pink one. Spencer was wearing a sexy black backless one. Ali was wearing a cream colored one that made her look every bit the angel her mother thought she was.

After the meal Jessica brought out a microphone and started talking about how great it was to have Ali back. She then handed the microphone to Mr. Dilaurentis. He reiterated the same speech, only paraphrased before handing it to Jason.

"It's really good to have you back Ali" he said half heartedly before handing the microphone to Emily

"I'm so glad you came home, I always knew you would" they shared a smile and look that no one seemed to notice went on too long.

"Having you back is great Ali" Hanna said when it was her turn. "Like you never left"

"I thought of you near constantly when you were gone and now you're back and it's like I can breathe again" Aria said. She handed it to Spencer whom somehow was the only one that didn't know they'd be making speeches.

"Ummmm" she said into the microphone trying to think of a line of bullshit that hadn't been spewed by one of her friends. Before she could think of something to say Toby had grabbed the microphone and stood. He was laughing.

"It's unbelievable how full of shit everyone here is, because God forbid 'Saint Ali' be told how it really was. You want a truthful reaction? How dare you, how dare you come into our lives and darken our doorways again. Your parents? Damn near killed themselves drinking. Well you know when they weren't getting INNOCENT PEOPLE THROWN IN JAIL!" He took a breath.

"You see that Mrs. Dilaurentis? She's alive! She's been alive the whole fucking time! She was alive when I spent 47 nights in jail! She was alive when I was called a psychopathic murder and Spencer was my partner in crime! She was alive when everyone in the fucking town was petrified of me, including my own father. But who cares about everything you did to me because it got me to where I am today, happily married, to the kindest most loving woman I've ever known! Oh and your friends over hear are oh so loyal!" He took another breath.

"Poor Emily posted flyers with your picture on it on every vertical surface in the county, for months! How could you do that to her?! Aria couldn't sleep for weeks, maybe longer, she had horrible panic attacks. Hanna developed an eating disorder. And my poor baby," he said pointing to Spencer "almost killed herself when she overdosed on pills because someone called her a psychopathic whore who should just kill herself"

"How dare you, I think I speak for everyone when I say nobody fucking wants you here" he said shoving the microphone at Mrs. Dilaurentis as he left the club. Ali was near tears. She looked at her friends. Emily was pulling at a snag of thread on the table cloth. Hanna picked at her food. Aria was inspecting her manicure and Spencer was looking at her phone. It was obvious that to some degree they agreed with Toby. Before anyone said anything else Alison grabbed the microphone.

"Party's over"

Everyone quickly got up. It was obvious no one was in the mood for chit-chat.

*Later that night*

Emily went to Ali's house. "She's up in her room, I don't think she's in the mood for a visit but you can try" her mother said.

Emily climbed the stairs. She heard Ali crying.

"I made a mistake, I don't belong here, I want to come home" she sobbed. When Emily walked in she had her back to her. "Love you too" she said hanging up the phone.

Emily's heart broke. She wasn't really taking off again.

"Ali who was that?" She asked with more anger than she'd intended for the visit. Especially because she was visibly upset.

Ali took a few calming breaths.

"I'll explain everything to you before I leave" she said "I owe you that, but you have to promise me you won't tell the others, especially Toby or Spencer"

"I'm not promising anything yet but you're damn well going to explain! Who was that you were talking to?"

Ali sighed.

"My husband" a look of half hurt and half confusion fell over her face as her jaw dropped. Speechless.

DUN DUN DUN! What do you think is going to happen? Where has Ali been? Who's her husband? Why'd she get married?

Until next time my lovelies...

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