Chapter based on the song: Numb
-----------------------------------------
but
i know
i may end up failing too
Over the next couple of months, Bo and Christine spent all their time planning the wedding. It would be a year later, so that did give them some time. Christine was of course all happy and excited and Daisy was also helping her plan out the wedding. Bo on the other hand wasn't exactly as excited.
"Hey Bo, is everything alright?" Luke asked him.
"What? Oh yea Luke, everything's fine. Just tired you know with all this planning and everything."
"Uh huh…and since she's basically doing all the planning there really isn't any reason for you to be so tired now is there?"
Bo shook his head, "No I guess not."
"Then what seems to be the problem?"
Bo shrugged his shoulders, "A part of me feels like I ain't ready to get married."
"What makes you say that, I thought you wanted to marry her?"
"I did…I mean I do. But when she started showing me what she's planning. I'm worried that it's a mistake."
"But don't you love her Bo?"
"Yes I do more than anything. But I'm worried about me. I mean I have a reputation here you know."
"And what you're worried that what you've done in the past is gonna come back and haunt you? It's not Bo don't worry."
"That's not what's worrying me….it's the fact that I don't know if I'm gonna be able to stay faithful to her."
"Bo you've already gotten over being unfaithful by just being with her for a year, no one expected that from you."
"Yea I know….Luke I don't know what's going on with me."
"Like I told you earlier when you first got engaged…Bo this is a huge change there's nothing wrong with you."
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A/N: Please review if you want more chapters….