A/N: Yesterday someone asked me "are you gay Denis?" I had to laugh, so to everyone; I am 100 not gay, I'm just different. Sorry for short chapters. Read, review and take care. By the way, Grey's Anatomy today! Check Grey's Spoiler for promos and spoilers!

I love him, but can't have him…

Rest of the day I tough about how I had run away from Derek's office, I really hope he don't know. Before I could think about more, George and Izzie where watching me with worried eye's, suddenly it hit me, did they know?

"What are you doing?" I said pretending I was reading a chart.

"Nothing" both said at the same, I knew.

"What have Derek done to you?"

"He told-"

"He told us nothing" George said as pushed Izzie

"Right" I said and walked off to Derek's office

It took me a wile before I knocked; and when the door flew open, I was met by a McDreamy smile.

"What the hell have you told Gorge and Izzie? And why are you smiling?" He didn't answer, he just moved closer. I could feel his lips barley touching my ear, "I got chief" he whispered.

And before I could answer, our lips met.

But sometime I can