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Chapter 3: Unraveling Fate

Obsessive…

Stalker…

Fan-girl…

Freak…

Insane…

Every school she went to it was always the same when people found out her high devotion dedication toward one man. Each year her parents would have to sigh heavily as she came home tarnished in rags and muddy skin from being bullied for being strange. It wasn't normal the teachers would complain over the phone for a girl to write the letter L over the walls in the bathroom and whenever she was called up to the board draw hearts around each L she wrote.

Over the passing months she had gotten better and learned to compose herself but she still did little things to get noticed. One day she heard boys expressing their love for Kira, favoring them over her precious L and she snapped hanging those boys from a flagpole while drawing a giant black L on their forehead. Her dad had grounded her in her room for weeks until she knew that she had to be a good girl because if she wouldn't L wouldn't like her.

She became a good girl after that, smiling sweetly and keeping to herself just like her mother and father begged. Misa turned into the silent, nerdish girl that could be picked on afterwards the rumors of a dangerous blonde haired pigtailed vanished into a weak timid girl. The monster was slain for now…

However everything in the courtyard was frozen, gawking and her obsessive nature was exposed. Loved L, no? She was admiral to him was all…She was visibly shaking; people would think she was crying from behind her bangs but a dark aura spun around her maliciously and murderously. She may not have been Kira but she could be if she wanted to but then L wouldn't like her ne?

Misa raised her head smiling brightly, trying to keep her cool from her twitching fingers. Everyone seemed to be taken back and Misa placed her right hand behind her head while the other poked her cheek and laughed lightly.

"Misa and L? Misa doesn't think so…Misa only wants to thank him is all." Misa continued to laugh with pools of sweat running down behind her head. She could keep her cool; this was the last school her parents could afford switching to. She couldn't show her insanity of a deranged fan-girl. Not yet anyways. There was no real threat except for – her eyes seemed to lock on to Light Yagami. Threat minimal but need to be cautious, he might be problematic in the future. "After all L saved Misa's parents and Misa life…So Misa really appreciates him."

Her laughter seemed to flood throughout the air, and soon the watchful eyes and glares faded back into their own blissful world and the only ones that were focused were those she had previously engaged.

"Yes that's right she couldn't love him!" Anna shouted as she ran over to the group, and had a fierce determination on her face to prevent the declaration.

L eyes only seemed to widen at the statement while Light raised a brow at the girl wondering who the hell she was, besides him Takada clung to Light's right arm with annoyance flashing through her eyes – she didn't care about L or Misa, she just wanted to be alone with her Light-kun.

Across from the group Misa in denial silently agrees, nodding while sweating and holding her chin. "Besides for all we know L might be a rapist or something!" Misa's lips twitched and her world seemed to shatter at the statement. L an r-rapist?! In a matter of seconds, Light threw his head back laughing loudly while L's face vacant as if his soul had been taken out of his body. To him he was lost completely…

How exactly was it that he had been always protecting these people from criminals for justice and peace and in the end he was sought to be something much worse than any of them?!

"No, no, no, no, no!" Misa exclaimed while waving her index finger because she didn't want her beloveds name so horribly flawed. "I remember him being amazing nothing less of that! L isn't someone like that he is wonderful and kind!" L couldn't help but smirk, feeling somewhat recovered from such a dangerous blow to his ego.

However by now sparkles shimmering from Misa's body as everyone continued to watch her drabble on how wonderful L was and even L wondered what the hell did she picture him as?! "After all L had big strong muscles and could lift up busses and he's a hero!" Misa cried out, blushing heavily as she danced to herself at the imaginary images.

L was amazing but - Lifting up busses? What in the world was she dragging on about?

Misa didn't know but this would always happen when they awoke the fan girl side. She would swoon into something dangerous!

"You're one weird worm, I'll give you that much." Light spoke up, his mood dying when he kept hearing so many great things about his rival besides him. Misa twitched, her bubble popping and turned to Light with devilish red eyes flashing on him that no one could possibly see. Light crossed his arms waiting for a direct attack but it never came, she only cracked a smile.

"Yep!"

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After that everyone was dismissed and Misa returned back to her class, but Light and L stayed outside lost in one girl's insanity. Even Takada had to retract her arm and leave him there baffled to get back to class. Misa didn't even find it the least bit odd that they were enraptured by the way she went on about L. She was so out of it that she happily skipped back to class humming happily in her blissful state of mind.

Luckily Light finally snapped out of his thoughts of the girl and swallowed heavily. He had never met someone who had the duel personality like him. She was just – too strange but the fact still remained that even now with this fan-girl identity revealed her could drag her down even more. He could see the papers now.

OBSESSIVE FAN GIRL WHO CANNOT REACH L DECIDES TO TAKE HER RAGE OUT ON INNOCENT LIVES!

She kept making it easier and easier for him to pinpoint her as Kira. He had to hold in his laughter considering the much stale man besides him. L's face blank, expressionless, and lips pursed in deep thought but inside his mind Light would never see he was deflating and inwardly banging his head against the wall at all these horrible descriptions people were giving him. Sure Misa was right that he was amazing but she went right over the edge the next couple sentences. L was ruined mentally, scarred about the female inputs and wondered if Misa would ever accept him being so not muscled and couldn't lift busses….

"Ryuzaki…?" Light called out to his acquaintance besides him, but L was in his void, lost that was until Light grabbed a hold of his shoulder. L snapped out of his daze, and his eyes shifted slowly over to Light's confused. "So how does it feel?" L could only stare, puzzled, his brain seemed to be incapable of understanding for once in his life. "To have a fan girl," Light paused, rubbing his head at the thought of the woman who stalked him on his way home. Showing up at each corner peering at him with those star-like eyes gleaming and smirks wide with unimaginable sinister thoughts. "So annoying!"

L thought for a moment, dismissing all the negative images of Misa's short-term fuse and really took a good look of what it would be like to have Misa tailing behind him with a sweet smile. How she would run up ahead of him giggling and calling out to him to keep up with her – ah yes…

"It's nice to be popular with the ladies, don't you think so too Light-kun?" L asked Light, and Light felt a line of sweat drip down his forehead.

L just didn't get it at all…

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By the class was officially over Misa had a giant headache and she even more than ever was cursing her very existence. She had lost herself again into her dream state of fan-girl fun. Misa was constantly whacking herself with her rolled up homework assignment. She screwed up big time today and was sure that everyone was going to avoid her but surprisingly no one did. Apparently everyone wanted to befriend her because she was no longer considered competition for Light-kun. It seemed that. The schools entire female faction was concentrated on loving Light and with now knowing she was obsessed with another male people felt like they could finally befriend someone.

Misa smiled weakly waving off to the many who cried out, 'Amane-san,' with a girlish glee. The squeals of girls causing the throbbing and aching in her brain cells. She just wanted to go home and be safe. Misa dragged herself over to her locker and was surprised to see Ryuzaki-kun opening a locker right next to hers. Small world…Apparently…

Misa approached him with a friendly mood, and hugged him from behind saying her greeting to him about how he saved her from her mother's malicious wrath. However the boy didn't respond and she was freaked he was petrified of her after her little lunch scene. She pulled away from him embarrassed and apologized while bowing her head. When she raised her head she noticed that Ryuzaki suddenly looked differently up close in fact she never remembered him with narrow red eyes.

"Do I know you?" His voice booming, sharp and cold it sent shivers up her spine and Misa eeped realizing that this was hardly Ryuzaki-kun. Misa paled, suddenly feeling nervous. This aura was deadly and people were walking by him as if this sinking feeling were nothing. This was certainly not an ordinary man – monster perhaps. Did those even exist? "Well do I?" He asked again, pressing his forehead close to her, lips nearly touching and Misa turned stone.

"N-no, I have mistaken you for someone else…" Misa barely managed to reply and the man's eyes only seemed to slit even more dangerously.

"Mistaken me for L?" He asked, and Misa's throat fell dry. All the air, escaped from her throat and she suddenly felt weak. "No? Then forget what I said, and stay the hell away from me twit." The boy grabbed his things before slamming the locker shut, and headed off down the hall leaving Misa speechless.

Her eyes were wide, shock, and her jaw hung at his words. Mistake him for L? Did that mean – he looked like L? But Misa had mistaken him for Ryuzaki-kun…So did that mean that L was Ryuzaki?

Nah! L was a lot more handsome than that! She must have heard wrong being so scared! She should really get some medication for her headache, such crazy ideas! Crazy ideas…Yeah….

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The walk home was even more pitiful then her way of reasoning today. It rained and she forgot to bring an umbrella. Misa had always hoped one day besides her L would appear out of the shadows and would hold an umbrella over her head telling her not to worry because he would keep her warm. She would smile, pull him into a hug and he would embarrassingly call out her name while the bridge of his nose blushed as she giggled in his arms. The two of them would exchange a heated kiss, and the days would go on like that forever happily but…

The sound of thunder rolling off and a bright flash of lightning overhead as a tidal wave of assaulting rain crashed down on her from the heavens above laughing and tantalizing her wonderful thoughts. Everything was scattered and by now her book bag felt heavy, weighting her down as if all the water had somehow as absorbed inside the back and she was carrying a jug of water now. Even her newest hairstyle had come undone down to straight sticky hair clinging to her face, and her skin shivered. She should run home, but she couldn't find the strength to do so. Her mind still was conscious of the suspicion of Kira that Light addressed to her.

Never in her life had her obsession for a certain detective become so wrong. Kira…The name was on her mind more than anything, even more than L. L was seeking Kira, L wanted to catch Kira more than anything. If she could possibly fake being Kira – could it be possible that she would see L faster but could she face her savior and say to him that she's turned on him after everything he's done. Could she become L's enemy? Could she stand him hating her?

Misa steps faltered, causing the puddles under her feet to splash briefly as she staggered back forward. What the hell was she thinking? To become Kira? She didn't even know his method of killing and if she did she didn't think she would have that strength or ability to quickly end a life so casually. All the things Light said about her – hunting L down – she wasn't hunting him down…Or was she? Misa clenched her head, everything was breaking apart. L was drifting even farther away from her, walking away from her in her dreams leaving her to stand under the rain soaking to death forever without his guidance.

Time seemed to go by so slowly and the only thing that broke Misa out of her insanity was the sound of a puddle splashing behind her and a feeling of sickness whirling in her stomach. She turned in an instant to see a man hovering above staring down at her, some sharp glimmering in his hand sharp and readied to strike. His mouth turned into a sinister smile as he whispered a name unfamiliar to Misa's head and Misa took a step back afraid because she knew he wanted to kill her.

L…

Help me!

The man edged closer and Misa whirled around dodging his attempts to grab her and flung herself forward into what seemed to be an empty world. No people around, no cars, a world of hell, to leave her to die and no one was coming this time. She was alone. So very alone…

L!

Fallen tears fell mixed into the rain, as each step she took was a loud roar of thunder as to escape the grasp of death that awaited her as soon as she ran out of breath to move on.

OOO

Watari had picked both L and Light up at the front of the school ready to take them back to the task force building. There was a certain number of things to discuss about the Kira case especially Light's sudden hasty unnecessary actions against Misa. He didn't seem to care about the girl's welfare. He didn't seem to care about anything he did that hurt others. L held his suspicions of this man sitting in the limousines besides him of being Kira closer than ever before.

Whenever they rode together the ride was surprisingly quiet, they never interacted with each other as if to give the other time to rest or to plot out their next course of actions to take against each other.

"Light—"Ryuzaki spoke up, defeating the silent bond that was entrusted around the two individuals on a day to day basis.

Light rested his shoulder against the arm pad of the windowsill – face expressing pure boredom but his mind was running again. Ryuzaki and him standing on top of buildings, Light himself on the tallest sky scraper looking down at L with a satisfied grin. One red, the other blue, one rising the other crumbling, a sight worthy of the gods.

"Light—"

And yet – that sense of justice shattered and that pride vanished when one utter of his name was called by the man besides him. The man named L or Ryuzaki. His "friend" or ally for the time being.

"What?" Light asked with one eye open, while the other stayed shut as he continued to rest his face against his closed knuckles to hide their white drained color of wanting to reach over and strangulate that man with those heavy darkened eyes that pissed him off completely.

"Why did you act so unprofessionally before – you know that we are to keep our identities a secret?" L spoke with a harsh tone, dripping in unmentionable acid. The look on his face read serious, and angered. "To go openly and talk about Kira – especially to someone who may or not be Kira! That could be heavily troublesome if people start questioning her about it!"

Light found it funny that L's voice was composed of worry in the mist of all that bubbling anger. L was worried about one girl, one measly insignificant girl. People were expandable, but to L, oh no to L one life was the end of the world! Light wanted to roll his eyes. L was a joke.

"If it makes you happy I apologize, I wasn't thinking at the time. I guess I let my emotions get in the way after she hit me. My ego was bruised, so sorry." Light replied, finally lifting up his hands to shrug, and with both eyes open gave L the sincerest form of apology he could muster up. L's glare did not weaken; they stayed as sharp as ever almost like a blade was held straight at Light's throat ready to cut open if he made one more wrong move. Light laughed, "You know you almost sound like you care for her. Is she your sudden love interest?"

He expected to see L waver but there was nothing, no emotion, no hints of anything that Light could attack on. L had once again managed to dodge a bullet from Light and this did not make him pleased at all.

"It's not that I like her," L stated firmly, "If, by chance, IF Amane-san really is Kira than she would have killed you on the spot."

Light was surprised to hear L was actually considering the girl to be Kira. Light smirked, and unknowingly he fell into L's trap who wanted to see Light's reaction if he had mentioned believing that she was Kira. The sudden way Light's shoulder's dropped and the calmer tone as if stress was lifted off his shoulders – L was very observant and his reasoning for Kira on Light was rising. "Light-kun—"

"Yeah?" Light asked with a smile.

"Your suspicion of being Kira has just risen to 25 percent." Light's smile immediately fell, and he had a hard time holding back his yell as he complained to L what the hell he meant by that?

"Gah Ryuzaki your so hard to stand being with!" Light said out loud not caring about the idiotic detective staring at him. "And you wonder why you have no friends!" L expression quickly turned to a frowning child-like feature.

"Surely you don't mean that Light-kun."

"Shut up Ryuzaki, I can't think." Light said, holding his head and rubbing it in circular motions. L only frowned besides him that was until something entered his mind.

L … Help me!

"Misa…?" L breathed out, and luckily Light continued to rub his head unaware of L's words because he already proceeded to block him out after issuing that he was Kira yet again for maybe the 100th time. L quickly lifted his head and turned to scan outside the windows in hopes to find Misa but only the pitter patter of rain above the roof of the care met his ears.

It bugged him because she sounded like she was scared, a similar voice he heard as he was saving her. He could picture that tear stained face, calling for him and here he was unable to protect. Unable to be there for her. She needed him and he couldn't take her hand. It hurt – and deep within his mind he would utter so many confident words at times but this time it was different because this time….He was sorry and it made him wonder just who L was because certainly it wasn't him at this point. He could only pray that she was safe but the boundaries of life and death couldn't agree with him because it was now that her life was told would end.

OOO

Jealous, what are you doing?

Watching her –

Annoyed

Again, you know that it is impossible for a human to love a monster.

She is going to die.

A peaked interest

Hum?

I want to save her, because I love her.

Curious

Love her?

Protect her for me Rem, promise me.

Long breaking sigh

I will try.

With a stroke of a pen, the figure known as Rem watched fate unravel and suddenly change. Her one and only companion vanished in a brink of dust.

Thank you… Thank you…

A silent farewell

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