Break-ups Hurt
"Tessa?" Wills voice I looked and saw him closing my door, "I heard everything Tess I told you what was going to happen I warned you,"
"This is your fault!" I told Will, "you wouldn't understand he broke up with me!" I turned away and Will sat in a chair by my bed.
"Tess,"
"Go away I don't ever want to see you again," I looked the other way and heard retreating footsteps.
Will's POV
I noticed over the next few days how Tess had been avoiding me she wouldn't come to any meals or go to the library. We were sitting down to dinner when Jem's voice made me jump,
"I'm worried about Tessa," everyone looked at him Sophie stopped in her tracks her breath hitched, "she won't talk to me she just tells me to go away it's not like her." I nodded still watching Sophie,
"Well Sophie brings Tessa food every meal right?" Charlotte asked Sophie nodded,
"Yes Charlotte I do," I noticed her hesitation,
"Does she eat?" Sophie looked at me glaring,
"What are implying Mr. Herondale I give Ms. Gray her food everyday!"
"That's not what I asked Sophie I asked does she eat it?" Sophie looked at Charlotte,
"No Ms. Gray leaves the tray outside until next meal or until its cold," Sophie looked down, "she asked me to keep this a secret but Mr. Lightwood came here yesterday,"
"Which Lightwood?" Jem asked if Gabriel came back here I would kick his ass,
"The young one Gabriel," I looked at Jem and shrugged,
"First I've heard of it," I replied, "what did he want?"
"He wished to speak to Ms. Gray she declined I believe something happened to them," I saw Charlotte nod,
"Tessa told me she was hanging with Gabriel a lot I just thought they were good friends," I scoffed Gabriel was worse than me when it came to girls. We heard footsteps from the corridor and saw Tessa brown hair come into view she looked gorgeous as usual and I remember the words I said to her in the attic like a punch in the stomach. She was tall but she seemed thin really thin actually,
"Charlotte, Henry," she nodded her head at them continuing until she got to me, "Mr. Herondale." She spoke my last name bitterly and with disgust,
"Please Tess call me Will," I spoke she glared when I spoke her nickname straightening her dress she looked at Sophie,
"Sophie my room seems a little cold may I have some tea," Sophie nodded running into the kitchen, "Charlotte I am just going to barrow a few books from the library if that's alright?" Charlotte nodded,
"But first Tessa you should eat," Tessa looked at me her voice loud and clear,
"It seems I have lost my apatite sorry Charlotte another time," Jem looked at me glaring his eyes screaming for me to talk,
"What?" I asked maybe a little too bitterly,
"What did you do!" he practically screamed at me I shrugged I hadn't done anything. Had I?
Tessa's POV
I grabbed two books and returned to my room the tea was sitting on my bedside table. I locked the door behind me blocking all thoughts of Will and Gabriel in boxes in my brain. Would someone ever love me for me? I thought will anyone ignore the fact that I can't give birth and be with me anyways? Sighing I sat down on the bed pulling out one of the books. I hadn't opened to the first page when Will came out of the shadows,
"Tess you have to eat something!" I looked at him shock,
"Will what are you-"
"Eat please I'm begging you," he got on his knees and looked at me his stormy blue eyes locked on mine,
"Why?" I asked, "I'm not hungry now if you don't mind Mr. Herondale would you get out of my room?"
"I do mind and I am not leaving until you eat that scone," I followed his eyes to the scone on an plate beside me tea,
"Will I am not hungry now please get out or I will!" He stood his ground and I did mine, "fine!" I walked towards the door but Jem stood in front of it,
"Eat the scone Tessa!" I frowned at Jem I looked back at Will who shrugged,
"Fine I will have a bite,"
"Eat the entire scone Tessa!" Will practically growled at him they watched me chew and swallow when I was done they left saying they couldn't wait to see me at breakfast as soon as they left I ran to the bathroom puking it up. Oh god something was really wrong with me. I needed help!