Disclaimer: These characters belong to S. Meyer; I just use them for my vivid imagination on the short bus.
All chapters are pre-written, so there are no edits done by a beta. All errors are my own.
Welcome Back! I'm still humbled with your words and support, you're all too kind.
On we go…
-Leslie
September 12, 1996
Dear Bean;
The reality has sunken in; finally able to truly believe this is all real. Even in reality though, it's odd to know that within my womb, you lay, taking the things you need from body to grow.
Most mothers and fathers are excited, rightfully so, but they are all the same. They each long for the day when they will feel your sudden kicks, granting them the knowledge that you are growing strong within your mother. This moment allows them the joy of having your presence known to them. This is the moment that a child has gained some type of a personality, to say the least.
Your father and I are not those types of parents. We are the type of parents who live to savor the experience; knowing that we have waited a lifetime for this moment to arrive. The two of us want the experience to be as special as the day before.
Each attempt at invitro was a painful experience for me, along with your father, but now, after all that pain, we realize how much the pain was worth it. All the depressing days, days that always took a toll on my soul, seem to now be eclipsed by the beauty of what is to come in the future as your arrival looms over us.
No matter what, child of mine, know that each unsuccessful attempt was worth the joy that I feel in my heart and soul now. You'll always be the apple of my eye, sweet child.
Love,
Momma
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