Hi! So here's the next chapter of my line of song-fics! This is to the song: Shattered by O.A.R. (Of A Revolution). It is one of my favorite songs! Enjoy!
In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
In a way, I need a change. I need a change from being in a broken relationship. My relationship with Percy. It's burned out. I need something different from that.
Another time, another town, another everything
I wish I could be in another time. It doesn't matter if it would be future or past. A different place to be. Not Manhattan. Another everything.
But it's always back to you
But it's always coming back to Percy. It's always coming back to Percy.
Stumble out in the night
From the pouring rain
After we broke up, I remember going home. I just left. I went home, even though it was pouring rain.
Made the block, sat and thought
I remember sitting down on a low, brick wall. I just sat there and thought about what had happened. Just sitting and thinking about what was going on. Where'd we gone wrong.
There's more I need
It's always back to you
But I need more than that. I need something more than my mind to help me through it. It was always back to Percy.
But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'll be fine without Percy. I don't need him. He's not my lifeline. Emotionally, at least.
How many times can I break 'til I shatter?
How many times can I break until I shatter? How many times can my heart crack? Between Percy and Luke, it's not doing well. I'm surprised I haven't lost my mind yet.
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I don't know how far I can go without Percy. It's not feeling…okay. I guess. I don't know what I'm looking for. I can't define what I'm after.
I always turn the car around
I always turn my life around. Turn my emotions around. I make things right with myself.
Give me a break; let me make my own pattern
I told him to give me a break. I needed to make my own pattern. My own lifestyle. Maybe I should become a Hunter of Artemis. It might make my life easier.
All that it takes is some time
But I'm shattered
It usually takes time. But I'm shattered. I don't think my heart can take any more of this.
I always turn the car around
I always make things right. But now…I don't know.
I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
I had no idea that the night without Annabeth would take so damn long. It's hard knowing she's not the first person I'll see in the morning.
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
I left camp last night for a few hours. It was raining like Zeus and Hades were having a smackdown on Olympus.
Push me back to you
I think my dad was up there to throwing something in. But it might be that he wanted me to go back to Annabeth.
But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
But I'll be fine without Annabeth. I'm good without her. I'm okay. Yeah.
How many times can I break 'til I shatter?
How many times can my heart break? How much can I take before I lose it?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I just don't know exactly what I'm looking for. It's not explainable. Maybe something between Rachel and Annabeth.
I always turn the car around
Give me a break; let me make my own pattern
I remember how Annabeth would wanna kick my butt to the Underworld for hanging out with Rachel. I wish she would give me a break. Not get jealous for hanging out with mortal girls. It's not a crime. And I wasn't cheating on her or anything.
All that it takes is some time
But I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
Annabeth just needs time. She'll come back. I'm sad now, but it never lasts that long. I always make the bad things good again. It just takes time.
Give it up, give it up Baby
I wish Percy would give it up. He knows that he's not going to win this fight. He usually doesn't.
Give it up, give it up now, now
Annabeth should just give up. This fight won't last. Just end it now.
How many times can I break 'til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
I wish Percy wouldn't have to make it hurt. I wish it was easier. It's not like I know what I want from Percy. But it's too hard to figure it out.
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
All that I feel is the way I can fake that I'm okay. It's just the way I am. I don't show that I'm hurting about me and Annabeth breaking up.
Taking my time
But it's time that I'm wasting
I always turn the car around
I'm trying to take my time with this. But I know that the more I don't say anything, the more I'm just wasting my time. Annabeth will eventually forget because she can have any other guy she wants.
How many times can I break 'til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Don't wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around
How many times can I break until I shatter? Πόσες φορές;
How many times can I break until I shatter? Πόσεςφορές;
A/N: Hope you liked it! And thanks to Google Translate for the Greek at the bottom!
By the way, the Greek writing translates to "How many times?"
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