Chapter 3.
Will woke up, stretching his back. He rulled to his side and open his eyes, and there he was... Sonny!
It was no dream, the night had really happend.
Will put his hands underneath his head, so he could have a better look at the gorgeous man who laid next to him. Seeing his ruffled hair, his dark lashes hiding his beautiful eyes, his chest raised and falling from each breath he took. He was breathtaking. But as Will laid there in silence, and only the soft breathing from Sonny could be heard, he felt remorse; God how could he be with someone who already was with someone else, he had sworn he never would do something like that to anyone, he had seen it to many times …. Will closed his eyes and decided he should get up and forget that this night had ever happen, he felt the pain in his chest but he pushed it away, he had to.
Sonny open his eyes when he felt the bed dip and he saw Will taking his boxers and jeans on, he was just zipping his pants up when Sonny said: " Morning handsome, you in a hurry ? Will turned and instantly his cheeks blushed. Sonny was eyeing him from top to toe, and as he stod there he felt the heat rise through his whole body. Sonny put the pillow behind him as he sat up.
; God he was so sexy Will thought. " erm... I...yeah I have to go " Will said as he found his shirt somewhere on the floor where it had been thrown last night, in their hurry to get their clothes off. : God how could someone look so incredible hot in the morning and damn... that voice..!
Will shook his head to get the picture out of his head, but it was hard, when it had felt so perfect and right and it didn´t help that Sonny looked so sexy.
Sonny in a hoars and sleepy voice said " You were gonna go without saying goodbye? " Will stands still for a second to gather his thoughts. he swallows and takes a deep breath .
" Sonny listen, last night was... it was... Will touched his temple and shakes his head, just as Sonny says.; " PERFECT Will, last night was perfect, and I have no regrets, but something tells me you have ? " Will stands there with his hands on his hips and looks at Sonny. " Sonny, last night WAS perfect, I have never felt so good around anyone as I feel when i´m around you..." he had to swallow the lump in his troath. He sits on the bed and starts to put his socks on. " you have someone in your life Sonny, so lets just forget about this, it was a one night thing nothing more than that, and I´ll leave and you don´t ever have to see me again. " He fells the bed sink behind him as he fells Sonny´s hands on his shoulders and down his arms, to cirkle around his waist. Sonny laid his head on his shoulder and kissed him sweet behind the ear as he squeezed him tight and whispered.; " But i don´t wanna forget last night, I wanna have more nights like that...with you! " Will shivered at Sonny´s words and a tear fell down his cheek, : How could he fall so hard and so quick for someone, someone he could not have. " Sonny must have felt Will´s silent sorb and shiver, because his lips is quick on his neck and blows small kisses so gentle and sweet. " Will... ? " Will´s hands goes to Sonny´s and holds on to him. Will turns around and looks into Sonny´s hazel brown eyes and see+s the love in them, and Will knows that Sonny feels the same as him. He kisses Sonny´s lush lips and their forheads meet, as Sonny kisses Will´s nose. " lets talk " Sonny says. He sits back and puts the pillow on his lap and Will turns, he sits on the bed with crossed legs in front of Sonny.
" you go first " Will says and dries his eyes with the back of his hand. " Okay... you have to please listen Will... I have never done something like this before, been with someone while i was in a relationship with someone else, but then again I have never meet someone like you, the min. I saw you... I fell hard... I know it sounds crazy... but thats how it is..."
He looks down and Will takes his hands in his and squeeze as he touches his fingers. " Sonny..? " " No please...Will let me finish... " he looks at Will and takes his hand to his lips to put a gentle kiss to it. " Like i´ve told you, me and Jake have grown apart, we have way too long been accepted things the way they are, beacuse we knew what we had and there was no new ones in the picture..well...except now! " Will smiles at him and Sonny returnes the smile. " I wanna see you again Will, I´ll talk to Jake today and then maybe we can meet at the square tonight if you want to, and maybe go out for some dinner and get to know eachother a bit more ? " " yeah I´d like that " " So can I have your no. ? " Sonny ask . " you want my no. AFTER you fucked me ? " Will grins. " Stop it ! " Sonny says as he tap Will on his shoulder. " Besides, we made love... what we did...was make love... don´t forget that, I have never felt like that with anyone ! " " Me neither " Will says as he leans forward to steal a kiss from Sonny as Sonny steals one back.
As Will gets ready to leave, Sonny´s phone rings. " It´s jake " Sonny says and looks at his phone.
" You should take it ! " Will says as he takes his jacket on. " I´ll call him back " Sonny says as he steps closer to Will, he stands in front of him with his hands in his pocket. " So... you still up for meeting later ? " Sonny ask with worry, he´s still afraid that Will has changed his mind about this whole thing. Will takes a step forward and smile, " Yeah I´ll met you later. " Sonny smile back and his hands comes around Will´s waist as he gives Will a quick peck on the mouth, Will smiles into the kiss and closes his eyes. " I should get going Will says as he gives Sonny a hug.
When Will is gone, Sonny feel the instant emptiness and already misses him. He tells himself that he´ll see him later, but now he has to talk to Jake, he has too.
Sonny knocked on Jakes door, Jake greeted him with a quick hug. " Whats up ? " Sonny asked as he stepped inside the apartment. Something about the way Jake looks make Sonny look twice at him. " Jakes what´s up, you okay ? " Jake sits on the couch. " Yeah yeah I´m fine, just tired, it´s been a crazy week, and things are crazy at work, and I...Well, I´m kinda cought in the middle of it all." " You wanna talk about ? " Sonny ask as he sits nrxt to him. Jake takes a look at him and smile. " Naah I´m okay, just a bit stressed out and … everything just kinda sucks right now. " Sonny can tell that jakeis kinda out of it, so he decides with him self, that he would not tell Jake about him meeting someone, he just couldnt do that right now, he would tell him tomorrow, Sonny promise himself, as he feel Jake leans his head on his shoulder.
Will was at the time square, he had not heard from Sonny, but he guess he most have been busy, but they had agreed to meet here around 8, so here he was , it was only a few minutes pass 8. Just give him some time, Will thought to him self. Ten mintues turn into 20 and 20 turned into 30...Will sighed as he realised that Sonny was not gonna show. He was just about to leave, when he hear his name. He turns and see´s Sonny. " Sonny I thought you were not gonna show, that... " " yeah Will I am so sorry, something came up and I just... " Sonny looks down and Wills heart stoppes for a few seconds, when he realise that something is wrong. " Sonny ? " will ask in a silent whisper. Sonny looks up. " I´m sorry Will, I couldn´t tell him….. he... he is under alot of stress right now, and I don´t wanna add to it, with telling him that I meet you, and right now he kinda...he kinda... " " he needs you! " Will finish for him. " I get it " Sonny wants to pul Will into his arms, but they were in the middle of the square and to many eyes could see, and as things were right now, he couldn´t. " Will can we please sit? " Sonny ask. Will sits on the bench and Sonny follows. He sits as close to Will as he possibly can and he instantly feels the electricity as their legs touch, and he wonders if Will felt it too. " Will..." " Sonny, it´s okay I get it, we´ll just forget what happend , I won´t tell anyone I promisse... " Sonny couldn´t help but take Will´s hand who laid in Will´s lap and squeez it and entangled their fingers together.
" But I don´t wanna forget what happen, Will, belive me, everything that happend last night, I wanted it to happend so bad, and I can´t let you go and not see you, I just can´t...please..I just need some time, I promise you I will tell him , I just couldn´t do it today with all this happening. " He could feel the warmth from Will and it made him warm inside. " Sonny we can´t see eachother while you are still with him, I feel bad enough for being with you when I knew you were in a relationship, so lets keep it low key, and for now just be friends or well just don´t see eachother. "
" NO " Sonny says quick . " Will i can´t NOT see you, I meant what I said last night, I have never felt like this before with anyone, and I have to see you, I wanna get to know you... I … " Will stood. " Sonny I´m sorry, but I can´t do this... you be with jake as long as it takes and then we´ll take it from there... I should go now.. " Sonny grabs his arm. " Will..please... ! " Will turns and looks with teary eyes at Sonny . " last night was incredible Sonny i´ll treasure it forever " Will says as he turns and walk away.
It had been days since Sonny had seen or heard from Will. He looked at his name on his contact list on his phone and was debating with him self if he should call or not. But doubt won and he put his phone away again.
" Sonny you ready ? " Jake calls from the his kitchen, they were supose to go out for dinner tonight with some friends incl. Jeremy, Sonny did not feel up for it, his mind were other places and he just didn´t feel like going out, but he hoped that maybe Jeremy would say something about Will. So he agreed to go.
They arrived and was seated to their table. Sonny noticed that Jeremy was eyeing him from across the table and their eyes meet. Jeremy looked back down as the conversations was cheerful loud as it always was when they all hanged out. After dinner they decided to go out for some drinks and as they were leaving, jeremy grabbed Sonny´s arm and whispered " I have to talk to you Son " Sonny and jeremy let they other walk in front, so they could talk. " Sonny I don´t know what happend between Will and you and I know it´s non of my business, but something tells me that something went on and I asked Will if he wanted to join us and he didn´t . Sonny´s heart sinks. " If you have hurt him in anyway ….. " Listen Jer " Sonny stops. "what happend between Will and me are ours business, but God do you really think I would hurt him in anyway ? " Jeremy patted Sonny on his back. " No ofcause not, it´s just that I have never seen Will falling so hard for anyone before, and he looks in front of him, and Sonny knew he meant Jake. " I don´t wanna talk about it, okay ? " Sonny says and start to walk.
As Sonny went to sit by the table beside Jake , Jake looks at him and Sonny looks into his green eyes and how he wished he was looking into ocean blue ones. He sits back down and Jake´s hand went to his cheek and his fingers went back and forth on Sonny´s stubble cheek as he leans into him and their lips meet, Sonny feel his lips against his and feels his arm around his waist pulling him closer. Sonny pulls away as he hear jeremy´s voice. They both look up and there at the table stands ...Will...
Sonny´s jaw drops and his heart instantly starts to beat faster. " …...you came " Jeremy says as they all said hello and moved closer together so Will could sit . " No it´s okay, I was just near by, I won´t stay long. " Will says as he looks at Sonny quick and Sonny wish the lights were lighter so he could see Will´s eyes and the emotions in them, he had no idea how much Will had seen, and it hurts him, that Will had seen the kiss. " Hey Will " Jake says with arrogance and made no intention of moving so Will could sit. " Hey " Will said . Let me grab you a beer or something Jeremy says and stands. " Okay but only one, I gotta leave soon " " Yeah yeah you already said that " Jeremy said and winked at him. " Come on let´s go " he put his arm around Will.
Sonny looks after them as he feels Jake´s hand on his thigh and feel a kiss to his neck ; God how it all felt wrong. " Sorry " he says and stands, gotta go to go to the bathroom reall quick. I´ll be right back " Okay, don´t take to long " jake says as he moved so Sonny could walk by.
Sonny noticed that Will and Jeremy had gone to the bar the furtest away and luckily there were toilets there as well. Sonny looks back to see if Jake was looking, but all he could see was Chad, and he nodded at him and winked. Sonny turns and walks to the bar till he stands at Will´s side. " Can I talk to you ? " he tells close to his ear, so Will can hear over the music. Will turns instantly and nods. Jeremy just say: " I got it covered...Go..." Sonny takes Will´s hand and pulls him after him, untill they reach the bathroom . " he pulls Will in and slamm the door and locks it. They look at eachother for a min. before Will´s hand goes to Sonny´s cheek and gently rubs up and down. " I love your scruff " he smiles. Sonny leans forward and their noses meet and they breath eachother in. " God Will, I have missed you so much " Sonny says, before he kisses him, the kiss goes from sweet and gentle to wild and erotic. They both gasping for air when they pull apart and their shirts are a mess as their hands has surged for hot and warm skin. Will leans his forhead against Sonny´s " I´ve missed you too, I couldn´t stay away, I´m sorry! " he stands back a bit and starts to straigten his shirt, he goes to the sink to put some water to his face. " Sonny ´s arms comes around Will´s waist and his head rest on his shoulder. " I´m so sooo happy you couldn´t stay away, you have no idea how many times I have been wanting to call you, but chicken out, cuz´ I was afraid you would not take my calls. " Will move his head so he could kiss Sonny on the cheek. " next time, call " he says as he turns for the door, he looked outside to see if the coast is clear, before he closes the door behind him. Sonny takes a few minutes to gather himself, before he steps outside. He goes back to the table and on his way he smile at Will who stands with Jeremy at the bar again, Will smile back, but the light hit him just right so his face is lighted up and it breakes Sonny´s heart that he can see sadness in them despite the tiny smile.. He goes back to the table and sits back down. " What took you so long ? " Jake ask as he takes his hand. " There was a line, and then I met som from work, so I said a quick Hi. " Sonny hated to lie, but he couldn´t just tell him that he had just been with Will in the bathroom. It wasen´t long untill Jeremy came back alone. " Hey where´s Will ? " Chad asked . Jeremy took a look at Chad and then Sonny and said. " He had to call it an early night, and he got a call so he had to leave . Sonny feels jakes hand in his and how he wished that the hand he was holding was Will´s . He would call him when he got home, he had to. " earth to Sonny " Jake says, " Stop fantasizing about him, you can´t have him " he laughs. There was something about the way he said it, that made chills run down Sonny´s back.