The next night, I was watching Sayaka taking on a witch. For a rookie like her, it was her first fight against a witch. For her, I was not sure what was taking her so long since fighting witches doesn't last too long and I was not so sure about her condition. I couldn't wait anymore and went down in the barrier to check her out.
There I saw Sayaka struggling in her fight against the witch. A shadowy type that is. From the looks on Sayaka's face, I can tell that something was up with her. Her erratic behavior was making her insane and she was really going at it as she breaks her way through the fight. I knew that I should have stepped in to handle all of this, but no. Sayaka insisted that I should back off and have her take her frustrations against the witch. While she savagely kills the witch with a menacing laugh, her friend and I watch as we see someone who was apparently losing it. The way that she was behaving, I mean...damn! Her energy looks as it has been used up through her Soul Gem. She looks exhausted after the fight against the witch. From then, something was wrong with her. I can just tell by the way she was behaving. I did not like it. Especially for her best friend, she did not like it.
Now that I see everything of what was happening, I can really tell that Sayaka was in despair. I could tell what was troubling her. The wish she made was a mere lost to the boy she loved. That individual she had always looked out for. All of what she had hoped for has backfired her. I mean everything. I don't know where all of this was going. But I knew that she was out there, suffering at her own will.
The time when I have finally met up with you, you felt that there was no hope for you to go on. With your Soul Gem fading in darkness, you were crying with happiness. I don't know but her face nearly shown sarcasm. With her final words spoken out of her mouth, her Soul Gem shattered causing a wave of chain reaction. I was blown away by the reaction as I gripped on the bar and felt the presence of evil swirling close by. Sayaka falls down, lifeless, as she was no longer moving.
Transforming back into my outfit, I was able to catch her in arms and look at the result of what Sayaka has become. From the Soul Gem, she turned out to be a hideous witch. A freak of nature. Her looks was nothing as she wields her sword. This cannot be good. Now I felt surprised to see what Sayaka has become. I couldn't fight her yet if I wanted to, but that mysterious magical girl saved me by escorting me out of there along with the lifeless corpse.
After escaping out of there, I carried the lifeless body of Sayaka. She appeared to be dead already. Gone. To make matters much worse, her best friend cried deeply in tears once she have seen her like this. It was hard to look and feel this as the emotions absorbed into me. I didn't cry, but then, I felt angry. I felt pissed off by Homura who keeps telling us about our fate as magical girls. How the hell she knows about these things? What does she know that neither of us knew? What is she a know-it-all? If someone like her knew about Sayaka's fate, how the hell we're supposed to know what the outcome of our Soul Gems will be like? I bet neither of the magical girls would know about this.
There was a time when I recall fighting against Sayaka in her witch form. I didn't go into this fight alone. Mind you. Tagging along with her friend, Madoka, I had a plan if we were to get Sayaka back, then she will be saved from this misery. I wanted Madoka to get her friend some attention and have her recognized to who she was. Things didn't turn out the way I expected and Sayaka retaliated at me with wheels that are deadly if not avoided with caution. Anger gets to me and I was hoping that Sayaka would have open her senses to who her friend is. As if things couldn't be worse, you Sayaka had the mind to grab your friend, squeezing her to death. Seriously, what are you thinking?! You're trying to kill your best friend?! The nerve of you! No...no...I can't have that. I can never allow that to happen! No way!
Upon saving Madoka from her grasp, I continue to fight you in your witch form Sayaka. As I fought against you, a wave of thoughts entered through me. So, this was the payback from the trouble that I have cause towards you. Was that the case, Sayaka? Look at us, fighting at each other. Now you take your emotions and dish it out on me. My emotions are not like yours. Yet, you are crying inside of the anxiety and despair that dwells deep inside of you. A miracle that you thought you expected to be has been overturned. Have you not made that contract; you could still have that chance on being with him. Then again, it's too late to change all that.
As I fought with all my strength, I have feelings inside of me. No, not the feelings of what happened in my past. I am talking about my feelings on Sayaka. Seeing you like this, alone, it's rough, especially if you are indeed a freak of nature. Between you and me, it sucks to be alone, and I got that. I hated you from the beginning, but then I feel as if I have a strong connection with you. I said to myself that there was something about you that gets me. The pain and suffering that you brought to yourself can mean one thing, but your heart was desperate in a need of finding love. If I have to admit one thing, I care about Sayaka. No, what was I saying? I care deeply for Sayaka. I have my affection for her.
Sayaka Miki. My one and only friend. If it wasn't for me, I would have not told you where your wish would wind up to. Now, it comes down to this. The point where I had to fight you. The point on fighting against you as a witch.
The fight between us felt as if it was never going to end. Getting back the real you was just impossible. With the last ounce of strength that I have left, I looked back to see that magical girl with Madoka in her arms. I didn't want her involved with my fight and told her to protect the one that means so much to yourself. With her out of the way, I look directly at Sayaka. I mustered all the strength that I have and made a prayer.
Please God. If there was one thing that I wanted to see would be a happy ending. I am sorry for the wrongdoing that I have started. Forgive me, for I have sinned as a child coming from a spiritual family. I will regret everything that I have done that would cause me to be in this misery. I want to end this. Right here, right now.
Taking my Soul Gem out of my chest, I gave it one final kiss and tossed it in the air. Then, I used my strength to deliver the final blow towards the person I have looked out for and sacrificed our lives together. Everything else went white as soon as we collided together.
Suddenly, I wake up to find myself in a sea of whiteness. I get up and look around to where I was. I could tell that it looks like I'm already in heaven. But there are no clouds to indicate that. Just a void of whiteness all over. I turned and there I saw someone. A figure sits there with the school outfit that she has on her back. Seeing her by the distance, I knew it was her. Sayaka...
I approach up to her while I have my candy bar in the wrapper. I move up until I stand there, a few inches from where she was sitting. Sayaka turned and saw me. We look at each other for just a minute. Then, I smiled calmly and go right up to her. Sayaka was happy to see me here. I reached out for her and discarded the candy to hold her hand. I held it and then I lift her off the ground to have her close to me. I stare into her eyes, embracing her into a hug. I made a move and lip locked with her passionately. For someone that is special to me, I made sure that she is mine and no one else.
Sayaka. You don't have to be lonely anymore. I can never allow that to happen. I want you to know that I have found a new home for us here. And I know that you and I will keep ourselves together for a long time.