Sean and jay headed towards Wasaga.
"So what mess is Jay in now? Does it involve a girl?"
"All I'm saying is stay away from the ravine. Only trouble comes from there."
"Yeah, trouble is everywhere." Sean sighed. "Here's my story."
"Of what why you left Wasaga?"
"Yeah, it started like 2 months after I was down there. I meet this girl at a party. She was pretty wild and crazy. I was drunk and she was to. We had sex. Then well never saw one another for like a month later. When everything n my whole life came crashing down."
"What is she like pregnant?"
"Yea, she is. Well she was. She got an abortion. I was pretty much pissed as can be. Her brother and I got in a huge fight. I beat him up pretty bad. He was in the hospital for a couple months. I got arrested for it and pretty much everything from there on sucked for me." Sean sighed.
"What else happened Sean?"
"My parent's kicked me out. I had no place to go. My parent's couldn't deal with the old Sean again. They thought I was heading back to where I was before I left the first time. They told me to get the hell out of their house and don't even think about coming back ever again. I ran off to find her. I needed to talk to her. I didn't hate her but she thought I did. Well I found her and she was all cracked out. She's like hey Sean I have another secret for you." Sean looked ready to kill someone.
"Sean are you ok?"
"I'm sorry." Sean sighed. "Can you drive?"
"Yeah sure." Jay said. Sean pulled the car to the side of the road and got out. He stood next the passenger side of the car for a view minutes. Jay walked over next to him.
"She was crazy, I never saw it before. She told me she found out she had gonorrhea 3 days after the abortion. But was scared to tell me. I freaked out. I couldn't look at her the same. I asked her if the baby was even mine. She said well truthfully probably not. That's why she got the abortion. She didn't want to get a hold of the 20 guys she had slept with besides me. I puked as soon as she said 20. How and why could anyone even sleep with that many people? It was crazy. But why would she hide that from everyone. It wasn't something that should be hidden."
"So you came back because of that?" Jay said
"Yea and because I was ready to kill her that night."
"What?"
"I'm not a crazy person and you know that. But when she told me that I wanted to strangle her forever. I did choke her. If it wasn't for my father pulling me off of her that night I'd have been in jail right now. I glanced at my dad and told him that Wasaga wasn't the place for me. And that if I didn't get the hell out of there now I was probably heading to jail. That's when my dad and my mom both put down first and last month rent and got me a car and gave me money to get out of there. I have to go back right now. Because there is something else down there that no one knows about. This is the reason why I didn't want to leave."
"Sean I'm really confused?"
"Yea, join the club."
"Whatever, so where am I going?"
"To my parent's."
"Ok." Jay said. Finally they arrived. Sean got out and waited for jay. "You are about to meet the only reason I wanted to stay."
Jay followed Sean into his parent's house. Sean's dad looked passed out already. Guess Sean didn't lie. I thought Sean also said they cleaned their act up. God Sean lies a lot. Jay thought to himself.
"Mom." Sean said.
"Quiet please don't wake your father."
Sean sighed. "I want to show Jay something."
"Show him what?"
"The reason I wanted to stay."
"She's in my room."
"She?" Jay said confused.
"Jay this is my daughter."
"What?" Jay said confused.
"She's mine."
"Explain please?"
"This is another story."
"Wait Sean how many stories do you have hidden from the world?"
"A lot to be honest."
"When did you have her?"
"Before I moved up to Toronto in 7th grade."
"Wow, she's beautiful Sean."
"Yeah it was crazy time in my life. My parents sent me to live with Tracker after the whole deal with Tyler and the baby. They were scared I was going to end up dead eventually. Things were just going downhill bad for me."
"Wow, never knew this Sean before."
"No one knows this Sean." Sean kissed his sleeping 5 year old baby girl and headed out of his parents room.
"Sean." His mom said. "You can take her you know."
"Mom things are already complicated, I need to figure things out and get settled first. I can't bring her into a crazy world. I have to get a job."
"Sean I know you are miserable without her. Take her your father and I will help you out with money and everything else you may need."
"Mom are you sure dad and you can help me?" Sean sighed. "I'm going to need it."
"Sean whatever will make you happier we will help you."
Sean smiled. Jay glanced at him like he was crazy. Sean stared at Jay confused. Shouldn't your best friend be happy for you? But then again Sean didn't know what was going on in Jay's life anymore either. Jay was hiding a lot of things. And he couldn't tell anyone. More like he didn't want to. Finally Sean and Jay headed back towards Toronto with a little girl in the back seat who was wide awake. Jay couldn't take it anymore.
"Sean please tell her to stop kicking my seat."
"Hey Krista sweeties please can you not kick Jay's seat."
"Fine daddy." She said smiling all innocently. God this kid was crazy or maybe Sean is crazy. I don't even know how to deal with my own damn life right now let alone raise a kid. God I feel bad for that kid if it was mine. Jay thought to himself.
"Hey, Jay do you want to finish driving? I want to rest my eyes. I'm getting tired." Sean said.
"Yeah sure why not." Jay said sarcastically.
"Jay what is up with you?"
"I'd rather not talk about my life." Jay said.
"Ok if you say so man. But something sure is bugging you."
"Yeah, well I'm an idiot that's all I am saying."
"Well whatever. I guess I just don't get it." Sean said as he closed his eyes.
Jay sighed and continued on his way home. But that little girl was starting to get to him.
"I'm hungry, wake my daddy up." She kept whining.
"SEAN." Jay finally screamed after like the 2000000th time the little girl said that.
"What?" Sean said pretty upset that he woke him up.
"Your kid wants food."
"So find a McDonalds and feed her." Sean said.
"You are paying for it, it's your kid."
"God Jay what the hell is your problem." Sean asked.
"Nothing, you wouldn't even understand."
"Try me; I've been through some shit obviously so I'm sure I'll understand something."
"Later." Jay said. "I promised I wouldn't tell anyone."
"Whatever man." Sean said. Jay pulled into the next McDonalds he saw. Jay, Sean and Sean's little girl got out.
"Happy meal." She said as she hit Jay.
Jay sighed. Sean laughed. "I bet you want like 10 don't you?"
"More like none." Jay said as he sighed. His cell went off. Great he said as he saw who was calling him.
"Listen Jay we really need to talk." She said.
"What?"
"I really am pregnant. I really don't want anyone to know yet." She said.
"Like whom would I tell?" Jay said as he stayed outside and lit up a cigarette while he waited for Sean.
"Sean, duh. Obviously you would tell him."
"Don't worry." Jay said. "I'm still trying to understand it all anyways."
"Well meet me at the ravine tonight so we can talk alright?"
"Fine." Jay said.
"See you around 10?"
"Sure I'll be there."
"Alright bye." She said and hung up.
Jay sighed and took his hat off, and ran his hand threw his hair. Everything really sucked right now. His phone went off again. GREAT, he thought more news he probably didn't need to know.
"Hey Jay its Amy." She said.
"Yeah what do you have to tell me?"
"I'm pregnant I went to the doctors today and they confirmed it."
"WHAT?" Jay said.
"I told you the other night I was sure I was."
"I know, but I was kind of hoping it wasn't."
"Well I am ok?" She snapped. "I didn't tell Alex so don't worry."
"Alex and I over Amy obviously we haven't spoken in forever."
"Yeah whatever."
"I just need time to figure all this out."
"It' s not hard to figure out. You're going to be a dad I'm going to be a mom. It's that simple. Well I've got to go I'll call you later tonight."
"Whatever" He said and threw his hat across the parking lot as Sean made his way out.
"Ok now speak?" Sean said as he took a seat on one of the tables outside.
"I'm an idiot." He said. "Sean I'm going to be a father."
"Wait what? Who?"
"More like how many." He said. "I got 2 people pregnant."
"O my god Jay."
"Yeah o my god is right."
"Who are they?"
"I can't say I promised."
"Well do you need help?"
"Sean you have your own child to take care of."
"How about tomorrow I'll call and see if Emma can babysit for me and we can go look for a job?"
"Sure." He said.
"Alright." Sean stared at Jay and started laughing.
"What's so funny?"
"You, you're going to be a daddy."
Jay glanced at him then at his daughter wow he really was.
