I'm sorry about where i left you in the last chaper! so so sorry!
Chapter 3
The End?
John reaches inside his bedside drawer for his gun. "it's been 1 year, 4 months, 26 days, 9 hours and 12 minutes since Sherlock...fell" John thinks to himself as he slowly reaches for the gun "He was my best friend and the man i fell in love with" John's whispering to himself at this point. He wraps his hand around the handle and puts his finger on the trigger and slowly starts to lift it "I should judt end it all now. The longer i wait the worse it'll hurt. At least this way i can be with" he audibly gulps "Sherlock" he is sobbing at this point and about to shoot himself right through the middle of his head, through his brain.
For some odd reason his hand gets jerked away. He looks up to find a very tall mass of dark curls watching him intently "Don't do it John! I'm here and i won't ever leave you again." Sherlock says just barely audibly "I never left you. I've been here all along" John's face fills of hope and a glimmer of excitement and passes just as fast as it came and turns into greaf "No it's just a hillucination. YOU'RE JUST A HILLUCINATION GOD DAMMIT AND YOU KEEP COMING BACK TO HAUNT ME! I'M JOINING YOU SO YOU NO LONGER NEED TO HAUNT ME!" John is crying at this point and reaches for his gun again when Sherlock pulls him into a tight embrace "I'm not a hillucination John. I'm really here and I'm here to stay. To stay with you. I only left because i care about you and i wanted to keep you safe. I need you John and you clearly need me. John, I'm not going anywhere ever again without you." John turns and punches Sherlock right in the nose just hard enough to bruise but not bleed or break and says "GOD DAMN YOU WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU! I WATED A YEAR AND A HALF FOR YOU!"
Sherlock leans down "Is that how you really feel?" John stares at him through unbeleiving eyes "yes, but that's not all of it" Sherlock furries his brow in confusion "what?" John in return says very passionatley "Like hell you don't know! you know everything dont you?" Before Sherlock has a chance to say anything John pulls his head down and kisses him passionately "Don't you ever leave me like that again, Sherlock." Kissing him passionatly once more. "I won't John. I promise" John couldn't beleive he was kissing the world's only consulting detective and the man he loved. On the other hand, Sherlock couldn't beleive he was kissing the ex-army doctor. His, ex-army doctor.
With that the two men fell asleep in each other's arms in John's bed. John didn't beleive it still and didn't understand how Sherlock pulled such a sly trick. But that was for the morning. Right no he has to battle the nightmares that it was all fake and that Sherlock was never there.
Sherlock hadn't slept for days on end. It had actually been almost a week. 6.34 days to be precise. Before he could go into a deep thinking process, wich he normally did before he went into sleep, he fell asleep laced in his doctor's arms. That one moment had been pure bliss to him and made him the happiest man in the world. Aside from John, that is.
John woke up with a startle, afraid it was all a dream, to find the consulting detective laced in his arms, asleep. John didn't want to get up. He was perfectly contnt lieing there with Sherlock in his arms. He turned over so he could be facing Sherlock when he woke up. He just layed there for about 4 hours, which seemed to John more like 30 minutes, until Sherlock woke up. His eyes fluttereed open to a smiling John "Good morning, Sherlock" and layed a chast kiss on Sherlock's cheek. Sherlock was a little hazy and quite groggy from sleep "g'mrng jn" His words muffled by the pillow he had just barried his face in. When all of a sudden reality hit him like a train. He, Sherlock Holmes, was in John Watson's bed, just waking up to a John kissing his cheek. He sat up quickly as to make sure it was all real. It was. He couldn't beleive it! He pulled John into a tight embrace "Oh John I missed you. It was dreadfully boring without you. And when it wasn't i was too worried about you being safe to really not be bored" John was surprised by the embrace but gladly hugged back "Really now? All i did was sit in my room and break things" he chuckled at his little joke
"i missed you John. I need you. More than you can imagine"
"Actually i don't need to imagine. Because i spent this whole time missing the man i love"
A surprised look quickly crossed Sherlock's face and John blushed at his confession.
"oh John"
I told you it would get longer. I hope you liked it. I know it was a little rushed but i would love for you to review please! It's going to be amazing next chapter. I might just wait a couple days to post it to make you agonise in pain XD nahh i can't do that, but i will spend a while to write it. Make sure you like it a lot ;) promising signs of smut in chapter 5. If i get enough follows i might just make sure to make chapter 5 extra special ;) gotta love me oh and sorry for the super long author's notes. i just have a lot to say. i promise to make them shorter in the future c: