I don't own Boku Wa Tomodachi Ga Sukunai or any of it's characters.

Sorry it took long to update, but the story finally got quite popular (due to the success of he Anime) and I'm feeling good enough to write more for it.

Note: This chapter went through 6 different names before it got this one, and I'm still not happy with it.

Grammer and other mistakes of this and the other chapters will be fixed soon.

Nikku-Chan

Commentary Mode

"Just let me play my game." There, it was a lot easier than she thought, she don't need to worry about explaining herself and her peculiar choice of game.

Now all that is left is the horrible glares, with ambiguous features, leaving Sena to wonder about their meaning, but leaving her without a doubt this meaning is negative.

Like Kodaka's awfully stupid "So that what those posters meant…"

Or Yukimura's Ancient Gibberish "Should we banish her to the Valley of Forbidden People?"

Or Kobato's (though she wasn't here) adorable "Tsk. Tsk. Such a stupid human being with who falls to such weak desires." But deep down she would probably think "No! now she'll rape me for sure!"

And Rika's "Ohh that's so hot! Let me have this game once you're done. I'm gonna imagine you as all the characters! Even the robots!"

Maria would probably just wonder what Yuri is if she was here too.

And Yozora…

"Fine, Nikku-Chan, play your perverted game, but I guess you don't mind if I watch it the way I like to watch, commentary included." Yozora said arrogantly, but hints of red appeared on her face framed with her short hair.

For a second Sena hadn't reacted. She was too busy watching Yozora, she shook her head and cleared her mind.

At least she knows what Yozora thinks. She's interested in hearing what she had to say, that's good.

"Ohh, could you record yourself and I'll upload Sene-Senpai's gameplay with your commentary?" Rika asked excited.

"Sure…" Yozora said meanly, but her face reddened more.

That Rika's mystery solved, but it doesn't really matter.

Sena looked at Kodaka, Yukimura held his hand.

He stared speechless and didn't notice her much, but she wasn't sure at what he stared at.

"Kashiwazaki-Sama you're staring at us." Yukimura commented, her quiet voice surprised Sena who quickly verbally reacted.

"Shut up! You're the one who should be banished to The Valley of Forbidden People!"

"What?" was the quiet response and Sena became more embarrassed.

"Never mind." the blond with the butterfly hair ornament turned around with red face. She looked at Yozora one more time. The short haired demon was trying to get the optimized setting on the microphone Rika gave her.

Sena turned her eyes back to the computer. Then she realized what Kodaka was staring at.

The colorful Echii graphics of YuuZoLa's Flesh's loading screen were fading and appearing as Rika was getting everything to optimal level.

"How…" Sena whispered as she realized the box she held was empty, somehow Rika snapped the disc out of it without Sena noticing.

With one pull of a cable, the computer screen went dark and the loading screen reappeared bigger on the TV screen.

Before she could realized it, Sena's box was snatched away from her and replaced with a controller and a microphone.

"Record set." The perverted nerd said in English with a heavy Japanese accent.

Yozora sat comfortably and prepared her voice for the commentary.

Sena came back to her senses.

"I thought you didn't want me to play this." Sena complained to Rika.

"Yeah, but that was before I knew it was a Yuri game, and before I knew there will be commentary."

"But that's absurd!" Sena shouted but got interrupted. "Just sit down and play Nikku-Chan!" she heard Yozora's voice, it sounded smoother than usual. The black haired girl's preparations worked.

"Ok." She said and walked slowly to the fluffy chairs she placed in front of the screen herself a few months earlier. the loading screen at more than 90%.

She sat slowly next to her secret love, maybe it is good if I'll have this event recorded she thought. She made sure her and Yozora's shoulder would brush against each other as they sat.

Yozora just bumped her aside, but she was still happy.

Sitting in the fluffy chair next to her love, microphone next to each of their mouths, Sena felt eased at her amazing coming out, she took a big breath as the loading screen ended.

With a red face (But Yozora's face is red too! She thought happily) and four people watching in different levels of anticipations, she pressed "Play".

~~X~~

Two girls wearing minimalistic fantasy outfits and crazy colored hair colors were standing in a dark evil looking room in front of an ancient door.

Technically two slightly animated pictures of girls were standing on top of a completely still much more detailed picture of a room with the brightness effect turned off.

All that was most usual for games in almost every genre under this budget, but what caught immediately the eye of the five in teenagers in the room was not this but what the girls/slightly-animated-picture did.

After one line of not voiced dialogue the two sprites of the girls merged into one. And in this new sprite the two girls were seen rubbing their faces against each other.

"They kiss…" Yozora's commentary was late to show.

"Duh, it's a Yuri game, Yozora." Sena insulted. She already this things would be included in the game, but she didn't know it would come so soon.

Kodaka had a general look of shock on his face, Yukimura blushed but her face remained blank, Rika smiled her creepy smile and ordered Yozora and Sena to start talking for the recording.

"Well I would say something else, but Nikku is stuck on this five second loop of two characters I don't know kissing." Yozora made a comeback to Rika. "So far this game's plot gets a 3/10." She waited to see her blond opponent react to it now that's she's forced to.

"Don't insult them. I'm sure they're really sweet couple once you get to know them." Sena said with an uncertain voice.

"By the way, Nikku. Your Meat Score is 5/10 and you lose 0.2 points every time the green girl moans." Yozora watched the screen and then Sena as every 0.2 points the blond lose, both their faces would get 0.2 points redder.

Sena didn't know what to say and so does Yozora as a flood of awkward got them both quiet, so she just pushed "Next".

The next frame showed a slightly different sprite of the two kissing. Yozora just groaned in irritation and pressed "Next" again.

The next frame was a third sprite of the two girls kissing.

"Nikku, not only you bring your perverted games again, now it's about lesbians, I thought they'll keep the lesbian stuff to the poorly written end."

"Shut up Yozora, it'll get good soon. You're a pervert for even expecting straight sex in one my games, I mean… it's still sex. " Sena tried to come up with a comeback but it didn't go as well as she thought. Yozora wasn't convinced in her perversion while her own self esteem dropped.

Maybe a game wasn't such a good choice for coming out, I will get my chance this way. I'll just look like a pervert.

Sena clicked "Next" three more times until the kissing scene ended, she skipped one line of dialogue but she didn't care. This game sucks.

At the frame that now appeared on the TV screen the door sprung to life with and old man's face on it.

"Oh great, the door talks. He'll probably give them a test, and will be the only male character in the game." Yozora commented again.

"Your kiss is very impressive, the essence of a deep connection was running within your tongues in it." Said the door in the game with a deep gruff voice.

"And it's a perverted test too."

"It's not, I bet it's something more sweet and pure than what you think, because you a pervert." Sena whispered and pressed "Next".

"Do you two think you can pass the test of…" "told you so" "Love that can pass the borders of gender and win the treasure who must be shared with two people?"

"See, Yozora, this is pure and great beyond any level you'll ever reach."

Yozora looked at the back of the box the game came in and smiled maliciously.

"You'll see. " she said and closed her eyes.

Sena pressed "Next" again, this time more sure of herself.

"Well you don't!" the door yelled as soon as she did. She was surprised, but Yozora wasn't.

"You two are just pretending to be lovers to get this treasure for yourselves."

The slightly animated girls looked embarrassed at their scheme exposed.

"See, Nikku-Chan. This door is just a pervert who has a lesbian fetish with a 'true love' fetish. Nothing pure or great in this thing, just your normal crap."

Sena was almost in tears, she wanted to run away.

No, I mustn't, if there any time to break character is this, I'll them now. She thought to herself with hope.

But she couldn't do it, she just pressed "Next" again to see if anything turn out better.

"No point in that Nikku, the summary tell they fail and are forced to go search for the real love 'who pass the borders of gender' to save the world or something." Yozora rephrased (the summary didn't say "force").

But to the short haired meanie surprise, the next frame was something a bit different than the forced curse she expected the door will lay on the greedy girls.

"But you two still have a connection, a one of friendship, a friendship worth enough for you to fake a love for something you knew you'll share forever." The door said in a soft tone.

"This kind of friendship, a friendship who pass the borders of love, is the one I need for my messangers to find the love I seek. For I must be opened soon by a love that…. Go search for … and…to save the world!" the rest of the door's dialogue was just exposition to the adventure ahead of this prologue.

Sena smiled again. "See, this is clever." Sena said and looked at Yozora, next to them the fresh couple of Kodaka and Yukimura felt the need to cuddle. And Rika happily watched the opening theme of the game roll after Sena entered her name.

"This kind of thing is what make people happy around you and beat the solid coal that is your heart to pieces."

~~X~~

"You must really like those type of girls… aren't you Les-Nikku?"

"Yes." Sena said without thinking. Everyone stared at her.

She looked around and froze in place realizing what she just said.

With the freezing looks and stares echoing from wall to wall she began to have doubts.

Well, I'm not really feeling good with girls for reals aren't I. She looked at Yozora; her hair framed her face in the pretty way she liked. But she shrugged it off.

And time froze with her, letting her think.

Here I am standing in front of a TV with a game I don't enjoy, feeling miserable all over for just this one slip of the tongue.

Not reacting at all to all the Yuri things I'm supposed to like happening on the screen. I even skipped most of the kiss.

She looked for excuses but Yozora's frozen troubled her in doing so.

And not only the one I love playing a competitive game of hate against my important moment. Making fun of it.

Maybe I don't love her, Maybe this thing making me "Obey" her is what I really say it is, Hate.

And Maybe, Just maybe, even being in doubt after this deep into my confession is just meaning I really am not ready to say it.

She remember the promise she made to herself to keep her love for Yozora (if it's even real) a secret even after coming out of the closet.

But then she remembered having the same problem she was having now while thinking about The Question.

No, what I'm doing right now is what I did on the kiss, I'm skipping to the part that's more politically correct for the over the one that's so obvious.

I'm in denial.

Well not anymore.

"Yes, I am, Yozora." She said, her face is red but her soul is embarrassment free.

"I like those kind of girls. I like girls in general." She shouted, not letting anyone react.

"I like the girls in my games. I like to date them and imagine what it's like if I would date them."

"And I like to see two girls in fiction I like and imagining them having a relationship with each other."

"I adore game who let me date them, kiss them, love them." Everyone's face got redder when she said the last one.

She rose off her chair, her breast bouncing in pride.

"I like girls, sexually…" she was embarrassed at that sentence but she went ahead.

"Spiritually." She choked a bit when trying to say this, she was worried she wouldn't be able to continue, her face felt burning and her throat ran dry all of the sudden.

"And Romantically!" she screamed, she wasn't sure if people could hear her outside, but it didn't matter, everyone important was already inside the room.

"To say out loud:" Sena took a big breath.

"I, Kashiwazaki Sena, A-ranking student and goddess among men and women…" she stopped from the power of what she was about to say.

"Is a Lesbian, Female Homosexual!" she blurt it out quickly, but it was still heard.

Everyone in the room clapped,

Except Yozora.

~~X~~

After that, Rika, Kodaka and Yukimura talked about it more.

It was a surprise for them all but it didn't bother them that much.

Kodaka had a few questions of his own answered.

Yukimura recited a few stories from Japanese mythology and history about homosexual, though they were all about guys (Women weren't very free to date the ones they wanted in ancient times)

And Rika immediately asked her what type of cucumber she would use with different types of girls. (she avoided this question like any normal person would)

But Yozora remained quiet, she just stared Sena down.

"It was a joke, Nikku-Chan. You don't need to come out become I've insulted you. That's pathetic and weak." Sena was worried for a minute.

"But you are weak so I guess it's fine." It was Yozora's way to say she's ok with it like all the rest.

"I think it's better if we keep it a secret from the younger girls, they won't get it." Kodaka suggested.

But Sena didn't care, all she wanted at that minute was for Yozora to be more than just ok with it.

~~X~~

"You know." Rika said to Sena who kept playing in the game after they all got back to their businesses, it was almost the end of club activities and it was time to go home.

"If you need, I know some lesbian-"

"Don't say you have lesbian friends, I know you don't have friends at all."

Rika looked teary for a bit, but she digressed "I meant to say lesbian dating site."

"Uh, ok. I'll into them."

~~X~~

After her, Yukimura came to say goodbye with his help.

"My parents asked me to bring this book to whoever of my friends have you thing."

"My thing?" Sena asked offended. The maid wearing girl handed her the book.

'How to like the opposite sex'

"I'll pass." She said and returned it to Yukimura, who packed it into a backpack filled with most likely more old abscure books for every problem.

"It's alright, I don't agree with it too. If I did, I couldn't have date Aniki."

"For the last time, you are not a gay boy, you're a straight girl!"

~~X~~

Then came Kodaka, he sat next to her while she played and tried to fake interest in the plot he didn't knew almost anything about.

"Listen. You know this thing we had between us." He asked

"I already told you I'm not jealous of Yukimura, and not of you either." She was embarrassed and angry. In the other side of the room, Rika and Yozora were having a conversation she couldn't hear.

"It's not you who is jealous, It's really more like me. I guess I thought that's if it won't work with Yukimura. I still have you."

"But I don't want you."

"Yeah I guess I'm out of the question. Aren't I?"

"You are. But you do still have me."

"How?"

"You have me in your address book."

They both laughed, Yozora looked at them, Kodaka didn't notice, but Sena did, Sena always do.

"By the way." The half blond boy asked the fully blond girl.

"Those posters at your room, the ones of Yozora."

"Well, to tell you the truth." Sena talked without thinking again.

Can I tell him about my crush?

"After me, Yozora is the prettiest in this club, no, this school, this town even."

"Really?" he asked.

"Yeah, and she don't even realize it." She said.

"But don't tell her!" she added.

"I won't."

~~X~~

At last, Yozora walked up to Sena as she was about to go home.

Sena's logic told her that Yozora won't talk to her, but her heart hoped she is.

And the heart won.

"You're gay now?" Yozora asked, Sena's face turned red even before her love spoke, but the said love's face was redder.

"Always been." Sena tried to seem cold. She felt assured.

"So…" Yozora eyes wandered.

"So what?" Sena kept with the cold approach.

"So will you date me?"

"Not even in your dreams." Sena lied, still cold.

"That wasn't a hypothetical question…" Yozora's face was redder and she clenched her fist.

"Huh?" Sena was confused but act cold.

"I mean it this time…" Yozora was set ablaze with blush.

"Nikku-Chan, I want you to date me." She said sat down next to Sena, as close as she could.

Both physically and mentally, Sena's coldness collapsed in warmth Yozora gave her.