Valerie
Bang, bang, bang, she can't feel her face anymore.
Bang, bang, bang, she can't feel her name anymore.
Bang, bang, bang, she can't feel
Body crushed, soul gone. She forgets her name.
Takes another shot, sniff, snort. Gone six. Two hours till midnight.
But how? How? How? When her body's not even dere? When her body's not even dear?
Bang, can't feel her name anymore.
Just like when her daddy-o used to read her Alice in Wonderland when she was a wee lass that used to wet the bed. The chapter detailing how the protagonist traverses into the forest of no name.
Now she doesn't have one, and she doesn't care.
Soul took that penultimate shot, when body couldn't. Just slurped it up like an amoeba slurps up its prey.
Out of the air she came like some ghost, and poof, it was gone. And just like that, one more line left.
Traverses into the forest of no name. Finds a deer and snaps its neck clean in two, she does. She drinks it's blood because she has no name. Drinks its blood so that she can be called a deer and sparkle out in the sunlight.
Then she drinks the gurl's blood. Bashes her head in against daddee-o's precious desk. Alice. The Alice. Who forgot her name the moment she stepped foot into dat dere forest. Snapped her neck cause she wants her name.
Bash, the gurl's head splits open.
Bash, one of her eyeballs pops out of her head and her nose isn't even a nose anymore.
Bash, brain matter is spilled everywhere.
Oh no. There's blood all over the forest floor, staining green grass red.
Mitsuru doesn't care. Rips the gurl's legs open and insets her sabre into
And when the sun does shine down on you when you are out of the forest, what happens?
You remember, and you know what you did.
And why don't you come on over when that happens? Why don't you come on over and see what you become? Why don't you come on over?
One line left. One life left. One heart left.
No daddee-o to save you gurl.
No fairy to save you once you let that last heart go away.
No Navi, no Tinkerbell, no green fairy to save you once you exasperate your last heart.
No daddee-o to save you gurl.
Take the last shot. Put the gun up to your head. Pull the trigger and let Penthesilea eat up your brain like a begin tumor. And eat and eat and eat.
And you'll get high. As high as the time when you first got atop your motorcycle with your daddeey-o and he puts his arms around your waist and for that one second you feel like if everything is going to be okay and then you crash into a bus and kill everyone but yourself.
Mitsuru snorts the last shot, and she does feel high.
Bang, bang, bang, the name was never hers.
Bang, bang, bang, the face was never hers.
Bang, bang, bang, the feeling was
She can't believe she can't hear the screams.
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