Chapter 3

I got home from school and was quite nervous , what if someone notices God no , please I'm begging you "Edward can you come up for a moment" Carlisle called from his study crap he knows I'm done for , good-bye existance

"Yes Carlisle" I asked calmly as I walked into his office "is there something you're not telling me?"he asked me this as if he was asking a child if the broke something and not if their son was gay "No , why?" I asked raising my eye brow a little. On the outside I was calm and collected , but on the inside I was cursing myself and all panic-y "anything new in school" he asked again but I think he was just like me on the inside. "No , just a new student , why?" I asked already knowing the answer "well , I got a call from you're principle today he said that one of the other students complained about you" I was a little shocked had he noticed me staring too? "ohh why?" I asked "you're were staring at another student a male one in biology class he's not the one that complained , Mike Newton did" he said it like he had rehearsed it. "is the blood lust getting to much for you son?" he asked with a pained face ha! Some kind of lust is but it's not for blood "yea a little bit but I'm fine really Carlisle I promise" I said this as a plea I wanted – no needed to Jasper tomorrow "okay Edward , but if it gets to much for you come home okay?" "Okay Carlisle I understand" I said nodding the grin that was on my face never left it.

"why are you so happy?" Emmett asked playing his stupid game "no reason I responded I was all but skipping " I'm going hunting" I said as I walked out of the house happily

I was running towards the forest but when I stopped but I was at Jasper's house fuck no I'm going hunting not watching him like a creepy stalker person but before I could stop myself I was climbing a tree beside his window and my body wouldn't let me stop I was now I his room and there he was sleeping peace-fully lying in his bed " I could just stay for a few moments" he started mumbling in his sleep "no Bella I have to please you don't understand how much this means to me its my dream please I just need one" the mumbling stopped there and I wanted to know who this Bella slut was a girlfriend a friend a cousin what? I stayed in the old rocking chair I was in he was so perfect would make an astonishing girl but was good as a guy too.

I looked around his room a little it was simple white walls wooden floors a desk with a computer and some books I couldn't help but notice his e-mail address was signed in so I went over there was two signed in one was .com and the other was I decided the second might be the safest one to go with he had a few e-mails I picked one from it said

dear Jasper

Congratulations on you're amazing acceptance I am greatly looking forward to meeting you in the near future

you'res sincerely

WHAT NO HE CAN'T GO TO IRELAND!!! I picked another one hoping to lighten my mood a little it was from his mother and it said

Hey honey

hows Forks? Hows Charlie? Do you like you're new school ? Have any new friends? Any girls you are interested in? I miss you so much and have so many questions can't wait to visit

love you xxx

aww how sweet I seen that he sent a reply hoping despretly that he would mention me I opened it it said

Hey mom

Forks is … Forks Charlie's good Forks high is okay and yea a few and I'm not telling you that!!! we talked about privacy remember? How are you?

Bye

Jasper xxx

He didn't mention me I was devastated okay I kinda expected it but still!

His mumbling interuppted my train of thought "NO don't you can't leave me to deal with this" was all he said it was weird

the next morning came way to early I rubbed his hand before I left I got home "oh did you not go hunting darling and why do you smell of human?" she asked a crease of worry appearing on her head fuck I forgot they could smell his sweet scent too. I had five death glares

well fuck how will I get out of this one without them finding out