A/N: spoilers but warning for Top!Dan , I know everyone thinks he's a bottom (me included) but theres good reason for it on this fictional occasion.
Dan woke up slowly. Eyes blearily adjusting to the sliver of light streaming in through the window. His heart briefly stopped dead in it's tracks when his arms clenched around a sleeping Phil. The night before assaulted his senses and his heart thudded back into action as he remembered the amazing events. Phil looked so peaceful and angelic and Dan shook his head when a smile slipped onto his face. As amazing as the previous night had been, it did not erase the fact that Dan was still in emotional turmoil. Tears spilled down Dan's face and he gripped Phil as gently as he could without waking him. One thing had changed though. Dan was going to get help somehow. Maybe not therapy but something. He wanted to date Phil and in order for that to not be a gigantic train wreck Dan had to improve. He wanted to be the boyfriend that Phil deserved. Dan took some deep breathes and closed his eyes. After the tenth breath, Phil stirred and happily blinked open his eyes.
'Morning sleepy head.' Phil said groggily.
Dan pasted a smile on to his tear stained face.
'Morning night troll.' Dan muttered
Phil rolled round to face Dan and kissed him, warmth filling Dan like hot honey.
'I know you've got a long way to go until you feel like yourself but I am going to be here every step of the way.'
A lone tear escaped and Phil kissed it away.
'How about we go on a proper date?' Phil proposed.
A genuine smile graced Dan's face and he pressed his head into Phil's chest, inhaling his trademark sent.
'How about that pizza place we always wanted to try? It's quiet enough that we shouldn't bump into any fans and then we could watch a Ghibli film we haven't seen yet.' Phil asked squeezing Dan tighter. Dan nodded and squeezed back.
'Right! Time for a shower, would you like to join me?' Phil asked coyly.
'Hell yeah, want a proper look at you.' Dan replied, grinning when Phil blushed profusely.
Untangling themselves from each other they quickly rushed to the bathroom, sneaking lust filled glances along the way. Stepping into the hot water seemed to wake Dan up properly and the harsh reality of his situation crashed down on him. Phil noticed instantly and started to press butterfly kisses all over Dan's body, whispering words of comfort and love. Dan shivered with the intensity of Phil's affection, his body going slack against the cold tiles. This continued until the water began to get cold and Phil started to wash Dan's body with his usual vanilla body gel. After washing himself as well, Phil gently pulled Dan out of the shower and wrapped his fluffiest towel around him, kissing the top of his head.
'I don't deserve you yet.' Dan said in a whisper. Phil gasped and titled Dan's face to look at him.
'Listen to me there is no one in this whole world that deserves me more than you Daniel Howell. You might be a bit lost now but that does not mean that you don't deserve everything you do normally.' Before Dan could protest, Phil began drying Dan, making sure the towel caressed Dan's body.
'Maybe we could just get pizza here and watch Kiki's Delivery Service.' Phil said, Dan nodded.
'What should we do for the rest of the day?' Phil asked, running his fingers through Dan's hair.
Dan shrugged and muttered, 'Something relaxing.'
'Why don't we play some board games?' Phil asked.
Dan's eyes lit up at Phil's suggestion and nodded. Phil smiled and walked over to the board game pile that was under the bed and began making a smaller pile of games. Three hours later and many games of Monopoly and Cluedo Dan and Phil were exhausted, both having lost and won a good amount of games. Sadness still seemed to hang over Dan like a black cloud and Phil had not failed to notice this.
'Right let's watch some Food Wars and Battlestar Galatica' Phil declared, dragging Dan to the living room and giving him their most snuggly blanket and pillow.
Dan had his head resting on Phil's chest, hypnotised by Phil's steady breathing. The sweet voice of Kiki soothed his sad thoughts as he tried to figure a way out of his predicament. When it came down to it, what most upset Dan was his seemingly lack of control in his life at the moment. He was a slave to his emotions or lack there of, he had no control in his precarious career and his sadness was just pushing what little control he did have into hell. Suddenly struck with an idea, Dan sat upright and kissed Phil, causing Phil to jump in surprise. Phil was knocked backwards with the force of the passionate kiss and Dan immediately positioned himself on top of Phil.
'Im taking control tonight, I need to take control of something in my life.' Dan breathed, pinning Phil's arms above his head. All of his blood seemed to drain to his cock as he felt Dan dominate him in a way he had only dreamed of.
'Take me Dan, I am yours.' Phil breathed, sucking in a breath as Dan began to grind torturously slowly into him.
'Good boy.' Dan growled, biting Phil's earlobe before sucking an impressive hickey into Phil's snow white neck.
'Please' Phil begged, all self restraint gone.
'All in good time Philip.' Dan replied wickedly, his hand languidly gripping Phil's cock, with enough pressure to tease. Phil arched his back, his aching cock already begging for release. Dan released Phil's throbbing dick and began to thrust harder into Phil, growling loudly, kissing Phil hard enough to bruise his soft lips.
'Mine!' Dan roared, suddenly putting a finger into Phil's mouth while assaulting his nipples with his talented tongue. Phil moaned around Dan's finger, having some idea of what Dan was going to do with his finger next. Dan removed his finger and then slowly inserted it into Phil's hole, moaning as he felt Phil give into his demands.
'I need you master.' Phil said, pre come leaking from his dick, his breathing ragged. Dan sucked his own finger briefly before inserting it as well, stretching Phil deliciously. Dan peppered little kisses all over Phil's face as he thrust a third finger in. Phil moans increased in volume and Dan could not take it anymore. Lining himself up he gasped brokenly as he pushed into Phil slowly. Phil made little mewls and groans, his hands grasping Dan's tightly as if he felt like he would fall off the face of the earth if he let go. Dan kissed Phil passionately as he waited for Phil to get used to his impressive size.
'I love you' Phil said in a whisper, his voice saturated with emotion.
'I love you too you fool.' Dan said, sounding truly happy for the first time in months. Burrowing into Phil's neck and grasping his hands on either side of his head, Dan slowly withdrew and re entered Phil in one swift motion. Phil's mouth dropped open, no noise able to escape as Dan slowly fucked him, deeply, his prostate getting assaulted with every thrust. Dan bit into Phil's shoulder and began to pick up the pace, his golden eyes boring into Phil's cerulean ones. Dan's hair was a curly mess, sweat covered his body in a thin sheet, his breathing was laboured and the smell of sex permeated the air.
'I can't last much longer' Dan said brokenly.
Phil smiled as bright as the sun and replied 'That's ok, take me, use me, own me, make me yours.'
Taking this as a challenge, Dan smiled wickedly and thrust in and out at a punishable pace, making his lover see stars. Pleasure boarded on pain as Dan hit his prostate with every thrust. He let go of Phil's arms to get a better leverage on their sofa, so Phil grabbed Dan's ass with both hands, pushing his best friend further into him. With a final breathy moan, Dan came into his best friend and for a few glorious seconds his mind was blank. No negative or positive thoughts bounced around his head. He was free. Seeing Dan's happy expression sent Phil coming as well, his body spasming as shockwaves wracked his body. Dan collapsed in a sweaty heap, trying not to crush Phil. Phil wrapped his arms around Dan and kissed him.
'I can provide sex therapy anytime you want.' Phil said sleepily.
Dan whacked his shoulder playfully. 'You'd like that you pervert.' Secretly wishing that Phil would keep that promise.
original A/N: Hi there! sorry for the ridiculous waiting time but trust me had some very good reasons, hope you liked this chapter and thanks so much to those who reviewed before. Let me know if you guys have any ideas for future chapters. any betas out there who would like to help me get in touch.
Updated A/N: was looking at old fics and noticed that this one was all weird formatted?! no wonder no one read it lol sorry about that hopefully you can enjoy it now.