Disclaimer: I still don't own the turtles and I don't own Concrete Angel by martina McBride.
Chapter 3
I looked at Sam's tall, muscular outline against the doorway.
"So which one of these freaks is the father?" Sam asked again, coming into the light, tipping a bottle of whiskey back. Sam was blond, muscular, and ruggedly handsome. But there was stubble growing on his cheeks and his brilliant green eyes were bloodshot.
"Don't call my brothers freaks!" I hissed at him. Although he had broke me I still had that undeniable anger that coursed through my veins. He came at me with his hand raised and I cowered. Leo grabbed his arm in that second and twisted it. Sam just laughed after he released him.
"Where is Allie?" Sam asked me. I turned to look at the balcony on which Allie stood. She clutched a bear in her arms.
"Come here!" Sam told her roughly. She looked at me with terrified eyes.
"Allie cat, you don't have to if you don't want to," I told her. She looked at me indecisively.
"But . . . Mommie, he hurt you if I not come," she told me.
"Not here. Not with my brothers. You don't have to do anything that you don't want to," I told her. She smiled at me and looked at her father.
"No, I won't go wit you!" She told him and ran back in the room that was now hers. Sam's eyes flashed with anger.
"You bitch! You turned my own daughter against me!" he said throwing the bottle at me. It hit and the glass and the whiskey went all over me. Raph growled, a low menacing tone deep in his throat. Donnie's deep hazel eyes flashed with anger, and even Mike looked pissed. I knew from experience when Donnie or Mike got mad to steer clear of them. They were both like volcanoes. Slow to erupt but when they did, look the hell out!
"I want a divorce," I told Sam. He looked at me incredulously.
"You are promised to me forever," Sam told me.
"I never took a vow that I gave you me forever. I promised to honor and obey you. I did that as long as I could. Now I want out," I told him confidently.
"I own you. And I will continue to own you till I die."
"That can be easily arranged," Donnie said in a low voice.
"Yes, Donatello right?" Sam said in a cocky tone. "You were the one that she loved before me. She didn't think that you would ever love her back, that's why she chose me," Sam continued. "You know it's funny. She always said that you saw her as a little sister, and she wanted more from you Don. She used to whimper your name when . . ." By then I had enough. I lunged at him and he grabbed me by my arms. "Not a ninja now are you?" he whispered in my ear, caressing my neck and nibbling on my ear.
"Let me go!" I struggled against him in vain. He laughed and placed a hand on my stomach. Then turned me around and kneed me in my stomach very hard. The pain was instantaneous. I gasped and the pain fuzzed the edges of my vision. Donnie gasped and helped me on my feet.
"Donnie, I think that just made me loose it." I whispered, beginning to pass out.
"Leave now," Leo commanded Sam. Sam laughed and left the lair, drunk. I watched him go, and began to feel so much pain. A wetness began to soak my pants and my eyes widened in fear.
"Guys she's bleeding," Donnie said lifting me, bridal style in his arms. Leo quickly left to get father. Mikey went to console Allie and Raph came with Donnie and I. Donnie and Raph took off all my clothes and when they saw what condition I was in, they gasped.
"I shoulda killed that bastard when I had the fucking chance," Raph said enraged."Raph I'm fine," I told him. Donnie shook his head.
"Far from fine," Donnie said. Father came in and helped Donnie while Leo and Raph just tried to keep me calm. The tears kept coming, and finally Donnie came to me and told me of the diagnosis.
"I'm sorry," Donnie murmured. "I couldn't save your child." Donnie had his head bowed and the tears kept coming. I nodded in acceptance. However the pain was too great.
"Do you happen to have maybe some lithium?" I asked Donnie. He looked at me surprised.
"Yes, but I will not give you any," Donnie said. "That's not what you need right now. You need love and comfort and food."
"MOMMY!" I heard Allie scream from her room. I shot up and was out of the door, before I realized that I was clutching a sheet to me. I had on a bra, that was it. I quickly made it to Allies room where she lay sobbing.
"Are you gonna leave me mommy?" Allie asked me. I shook my head. "You left me in my dream. You promised me you'd be back, but you never did." I looked at her, for Allie's dreams were known to happen. "Uncles came back and said that they couldn't find you. No where you were found."
"Baby, I would never willingly leave you," I told her.
"Sing to me!" she said and I began to sing, my golden voice floating through the lair.
She walks to school with the lunch she packed.
Nobody knows what shes holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace oh
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
Its hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flys to a place where shes loved
Concrete angel
Somebody crys in the moon of the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flys to a place where shes loved
Concrete Angel
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
Her dreams give her wings and she flys to a place where shes loved
Concrete angel
I finished the song and tucked Al in. I kissed her forehead and whispered goodnight to her, before going to Donnie's room and falling asleep on his bed, my sheet wrapped tightly around me.