Twilight belongs to Steph, and this fanfiction was written by Anberu Shiruru. Okay, carry on.

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Chapter 3

-edwards la tua cantante

I walked down stairs with edward, hand in hand. I was silent the whole time, trying to figure out what I was going to say to the rest of my family. How could they forgive me? I ruined everything, I bet edwards been like hell these past years. I just had to be blunt and just come out with it.

"Ok, can the rest of the family please come down here, bella has something she wants to say?" edward called to the rest of the family. All of sudden I was surrounded by five gorgeous vampires. They all looked at me expectantly, it made me nervous. I blushed and looked down when I noticed carlisle wasn't out here.

"Carlisle can you hear me?" I yelled towards the study.

"Yes sweetie, no need to yell." He chuckled. Oh yeah, vampire hearing, duh!

"Ok, as you all probably know, edward has accepted me back," wow I sounded so formal. I saw everyone but rosalie nod at me. Rose just sat there scowling at me. It made me feel real nervous, but I went on.

"First I just to tell you all that I am sincerely sorry. Emmett, alice, jasper, and rose I know how much I hurt you guys as a family and I know how much I hurt edward and how much that hurt you," Rose snorted when I said that. I stopped and glared at her. She looked back at me with the most hateful expression. Oh, If looks could kill.

"As I was saying before, i'm sorry for hurting your brother and I am sorry for hurting you guys as a family." everyone but rose nodded there head urging me to go on.

"Alice," her head shot up and she looked me straight in the eye. I couldn't tell if she was mad or not. "I miss you. So much. I forgot when I left edward how much I would be hurting you at the same time. I haven't spent time with my best friend in a really long time. I'm sorry for hurting eddie-kins here I didn't mean to. I was just confused. I know how close you are to him and I know it hurt you to see him hurt." I was crying hard. God, I cried so much these days. She left jaspers arms to come give me a hug. She crushed me in her arms and was shaking hard. She pulled back and I could tell she was dry sobbing.

"Bella, I missed you too. So much. I can't wait to take you shopping and hang out with my best friend again. I know you make my brother happy and you are the best for him. He has smiled tonight, more than he has in the last five years." I cried even harder than I thought possible. She left and went to sit in jaspers arms.

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I turned to my big teddy bear. "Emmett, I'm sorry for hurting your brother, even if you guys do fight all the time, I know you care a lot about him and it hurts you to see him hurt. Would you please forgive me? Would you be my big brother again?" I begged. I needed my big brother. I needed him to forgive me. Emmett stood up and walked over to me. When he got close enough he reached out his hand and wiped the streaks of tears running down my face away. He pulled me close and hugged me hard, not enough to crush me but to show me he loved me.

"Bells, sweetie, I will always be your big brother. Your big old teddy bear. Forever, no matter what happens I will always protect you. You will forever be my sweet little belly-boo." he smiled at me his usual joking demeanor gone, replaced with sincerity. I openly gaped at him, I never knew he could be so sweet and loving.

He smiled at my expression. "I can be a grown up sometimes, its just never as much fun." He flashed me his goofy grin and went to sit down. I noticed that when he sat down rose moved as far away from him as the couch would allow. Disgust written all over her face. I turned to my empathic brother. Him and I weren't always close but I never thought he hated me.

I took a deep breath. "Jasper, I know me and you were never really close, but I would really like it if you could forgive me for doing this to your family. I know your family is everything to you and I know you and edward are really good brothers and it must of hurt you a lot to feel all of his emotions for the past five years. Also I know I hurt your wife when I left and it hurts you a lot more when she is hurt. I am sorry for doing this to you, your family, and your wife. Could you please forgive me?"

He walked over to me and pulled me into a hug. He rubbed my back soothingly and wiped my tears away. "Bella, honey, I know you never meant to hurt them and the rest of the family. Its not your fault. I know we aren't close but I will always love you and you will always be my little sister. Oh and all the emotions I suffered, they were all eddie's fault, so don't blame yourself for that"

"Didn't I tell you guys never to call me that," edward fumed. I laughed as jasper kissed my forehead and walked back to alice.

Now I had to apologize to mom and dad. I had no idea what I was supposed to tell them. I hurt there family I didn't know if they would forgive me. "Esme, carlisle, i'm sorry for what I did to your family. I'm sorry for hurting your son, your daughter, and the rest of your children. I'm sorry for hurting you, you guys treated me like your own daughter and I just ran away. I am truly sorry. I didn't mean to hurt anybody. I would love it for you guys to forgive me. Could you forgive me?"

I was in hysterics at this point. I didn't know what I would do if my mom and dad didn't forgive me. Edward came over and put his arms around me at the same time esme opened her arms to me. I ran out of my love's embrace to sit on her lap. Esme just sat with me until my sobs quieted. Silent tears were still running down my face, but I was in control of my self now.

"Shh, bella, shh, me and your dad love you, we will always love you. I know you are sorry. I forgive you, now stop crying, I think you've cried enough today," I laughed when she said that. I had cried a lot today but I knew I still hadn't faced the toughest of them all. When I talked to rose, I knew I would cry, a lot. I felt a gush a wind and than carlisle was standing in front of me. He opened his arms to me and esme let me go so I could go to him.

He stroked my hair as I cried into his chest. "Bella, sweetie, I love you and I forgive you. I know you didn't mean to hurt anyone. Everything was thrown out of proportion. Lets just forget about it. You make edward happy and thats enough for me. Now go back to him so I can see if you are sick or anything." I ran back to my love and he laughed, happy as could be.

I turned to the last person of the night. I could of sworn she growled at me when I looked her in the eye. "Rose, i'm not gonna try to be nice to you, I want you to forgive me but I know thats most likely not gonna happen. So I'm sorry, I want you to forgive me but do what you want." her eyes literally flashed red when she stood and strode over to me.

"Honestly, i'm not gonna forgive you, your just gonna leave him. You've done it twice whose to say you won't do it again?" edward growled behind me, most likely at the thoughts in her head.

"Um, excuse me? If I do recall he left me the first time cause jasper tried to take a snap at me-" me, edward, and jasper physically flinched at that memory, "i'm not blaming you jasper, just stating a fact, then you went and told him I was dead." I yelled at her. She should be begging me for forgiveness.

"You weren't the one to go to Italy, you weren't the one to save him, and you weren't the one to face the volturi. You should be begging me for forgiveness. You started all that and almost killed your brother." I yelled. I was so pissed. She had no right to day that crap to me.

"You little bitch," That hurt me, I hated to be called that, but I let it fuel the fire.

"Rose, I thought you of all people could of at least sympathized with me. The same thing happened to you. You know what it feels like to be raped, to be taken control of like that. Do you remember? Do you remember what it felt like? It hurt didn't it. You didn't like to be taken over like that, did you? No I could of sworn you told me you you most definitely did not like it. Well guess what rose? I didn't like it either. It hurt to not be in control of my body and him to take me like that. It wasn't fun. It hurt! I didn't like it, i'm never gonna like it and I know you won't either. You had emmett to go to. He was your sanctuary. Your safe place to hide. He helped you get over the hurt of that traumatic experience. I need my sanctuary, my safe place to hide. Your brother is that, why can't you except me as your sister if its for the best. I don't need you yelling at me rosalie. It doesn't help and i'm not gonna deal with it. If you don't like that then fine go ahead rip my head off, kill me, suck my blood. I can be your first human. And you know what, you can let your family watch as edward rips your head off." While I was ranting I had gotten up in her face close enough to were I could feel her breath on my face.

She reached out and smacked me. I spun out of the way while edward lunged at her. I turned and ran out the door. I ran through the forest as fast as my feet could take me. I didn't want anyone to follow me, I needed to be alone right now. I closed my eyes and ran faster.

I would of kept running but I ran right smack dab in the middle of something or...someone.

I looked up and all of my scariest nightmares paled in comparison as to who was standing in front of me right now, that stupid smirk on there face. I backed up until I hit a tree. I was trapped and they knew it.

"Jacob..." I breathed.