Prelude 3

So yet again sorry if this has grammar problems, I tried my best to correct it. Also when the heck is the OVA episode going to be subbed? Well Enjoy.

Ichika stood there…

Oh fuck…

It must have only been several seconds that or eyes met each other, but I am his sister and I know that expression.

The same expression I had that day.

Like the snap of a finger I read everything he was thinking in that little child brain of his. Darkness, an end to a childhood, the reason I tried to keep this secret from him.

My mind would only let me think of one objective, to say sorry.

But I couldn't, I see it in his eyes that this is something unforgivable. His eyes say everything, frustration, lied to, betrayed, and hate. My heart stops to a still beat. All the blood pumping through my body stops coming into my head, killing all ties with my brain.

I couldn't move a nerve his gaze has frozen me in place. At that moment there was nothing but me and him. A family feud…

He turns around and runs off into the house, I hear his footsteps as he run up the stairs, every thud and thump echoing in the distant jump starting my brain to chase after him.

I instinctively get up and got my legs muscles ready to sprint after him, but he closes his room's door and locks himself up in a little barrier.

I look down at Yui, she had a worried expression written on her face, she turns to me…

I feel hate and resent, my cold blood warms up into a rage, a passion to kill something. Why, she even took my first kiss this little... God damn it, fuck me what the hell am I going to do? My hand balls up and my nails dig into my palm drawing some blood, I want to hit her.

But I couldn't I need to get Ichika.

I turn my head to face the entrance of my house, and ran into it.

I ran up the stairs, I could feel the refine wood crack under my force as my foot his the board. Step by step I got closer to face my demons, and the demise of my brothers innocents. I stopped when I realized I still have my boobs exposed so I buttoned my shirt. And then I looked at the door.

For some reason I don't see the door as the portal to Ichika's room, but a vortex that will bring me the true devils that seeks for my sanity and end the thing I tried so hard to preserve. My hand shakes uncontrollably, my conscious told me to don't open it, you can't handle this, while my heart told me to face the fact… that my lie was never going to last forever.

My hand gets close to the knob, I wrap my hand around it and I could hear the vibrations and humming of the wood, my hand wouldn't stop trembling. I gave it a little twist and instantly felt stupid because it was lock… fucking idiot.

I wobble the knob and tugged on it.

"Ichika?"

"…"

"Ichika please open up." I use a calm and soft voice.

"…"

"Please Ichika let me in."

I hear a little crying noise. My heart instantly froze up, as if it was dipped into a barrel of liquid nitrogen. He's crying… oh please don't.

"Ichika don't cry Ichika please let me come in now."

"LEAVE ME ALONE!"

His piercing scream breaks throughout the door and rocks my ears. "Ich-"

"GO AWAY! YOU LIAR!"

Did he just… at that moment my frozen heart drops onto the ground breaking in a half, then shatters into a billion piece as Ichika stomps on it, and I knew it was all my fault.

My hand wouldn't leave the knob, I tried to release my handle on it, but instead I started to shake it more.

"DID YOU NOT HEAR ME? LEAVE ME ALONE!" I hear him scream in a harsh crying voice.

My eyes start to pop form his high pitch and loud voice, but I still tried to open the door, "Ich-"

"NO-O cough* cough*!" the ruggedness in his voice and the coughing made me worry even more, Ichika has always suffered from some kind of tantrum when he was smaller and the blood would clot his head, preventing him to breath.

"Ichika please calm down."

"NO! cough* cough*" the coughing got worse.

"Please I am trying to help you." I got even more concerned by the second.

"I DON'T WANT IT! GO AW…" he stops midway and I hear a faint choking noise.

"Ichika?... Ichika?... ICHIKA!" I hammered at the door, there was no response.

Oh shit! My sister instincts got the better of me and I kicked the door open, the door knob ripped out of its place and the door split into multiple pieces as it crashed down onto the ground.

I ran into the room but I couldn't see him, the ground underneath me be begun to move a little and I realized the door I kicked down landed on him.

"Oh shit!" I got off of the door and flipped it over… he was on the ground unconscious and his entire face is purple.

I got down onto my knees and pulled him upwards. His eyes are open but seem to have lost coordination, his lips are a ghost white, and his face is plum purple. I shook him a little to see if he could react but nothing. I pulled him up then lifted him by his head and shook him like a doll to see if the blood would flow back down, no luck either.

I placed him on the ground and put my hands on his chest and began to push up and down to get some air inside him. He got even purpler.

"A-ah fuck" I had tears coming out of my eyes by now, I can't lose him too. I started to hyperventilate my tears kept pouring out and I couldn't think of anything to do to save him.

"Hey is everything okay…" Yui walked in and saw what I was doing.

"Holy shit!" she ran up to me and got down, "What the fuck did you do!?" she screams at me.

"Nothing!"

"Fuck, where's the phone?!"

I turned around and pulled out Ichika's room's plug in phone, and dialed in 119.

"Hello, emergency line how can I help you?"

"MY BROTHER HE'S NOT BREATHING!"

"…Ma'am please stay calm, what does he look like right now?"

"He's all purple from neck up."

"Have you performed CPR?"

"… yes."

"Okay I traced your address ambulances are coming as fast as possible."

I cut the phone call.

"SO WHAT NOW?!" Yui yelled at me.

I looked down at Ichika, he's getting worse every second and now his body is shaking uncontrollably. I got up close to him and angled myself into a position and began to preform CPR again.

Crack!* I hear one of his ribs break, still nothing happened, I began to push harder.

"What the fuck are you doing, you're going to kill him!" Yui tried to push me off. But I kept going. "Stop it, do you want him to die?!"

I hesitated for a minute and stopped doing anything, I can't let him die he's all I have left. I started to cry a little more… suddenly Ichika's body stopped shaking and slowly died down…

"Oh no"

My heart stopped moving, my body starts to shake irrepressibly as a cold feeling stirred up my insides. Yui moved over a little bit and touched him, his lifeless body did nothing, his blood slowly began to fade back out of his head.

"Ichika? ICHIKA!" Yui yelled at him while shaking his body.

Tears fell out of my eyes like a faucet. My trembling hand moved up to his body and I began to push his chest again.

"STOP!" She screams at me but I continue, she grabbed me by my arm but I pushed and then punched her in the face. I looked down at Ichika's pale face and knew what I had to do.

I opened up Ichika's mouth then places my lips on his, and be started to blow into his lungs.

"…"

I don't care anymore, this might look wrong me kissing him and giving him CPR but fuck it this is my brother's life… I have to save him!

I did it for several second with no results so I lifted him up and ran down the kitchen, Yui fallowed behind.

"Chi-chan, please stop" She pleaded

"Get me a damn straw!" I yell at her angrily and took out a knife.

"WHAT ARE…"

I took the knife to Ichika's under throat and sliced a horizontal cut into it. "THE FUCKING STRAW!"I yelled at her. Yui threw kitchen appliances across the floor and found a little tube thing instead. I don't know what the hell I am doing but something needs to be done.

I snacked the thing form her and placed it inside the slit. I take in a great amount of breath and blew it inside the thing. I hear the blood bubbles form and pop as the oxygen entered him. I started to slam his chest again, and blow more oxygen into him, the blood sprayed all over my face and hair.

Knock* Knock* Yui ran over to the door and opened it, the police stormed in.

(Several minutes later)

"So you preformed Cricothyrotomy oh him?"

"What the heck is that?"

"The cutting of some one's throat and putting a…"

"Yeah! So what about it?"

"…" The doctor looked at me with a scared expression, I could feel my murderous gaze come at him like a hungry lion, "that little move saved him".

Hearing those words but my mind and heart at ease, "You can see him in a bit."

I felt a slit relief and breathed normally before sitting down onto the waiting bench. Yui sat next to me, the silent game between us still hasn't broke.

We sat there, I couldn't even stand to look at her, she's just lucky I didn't kill her yet.

… "I am sorry."

I bit my tongue, anger rushed through me again, but I know it's not her fault. But I just couldn't tell myself that so I blamed this all on her.

"I should have just kept my mouth… quite"

I still couldn't face her.

"I am also sorry for… ki-kissing you."

"Shut the hell up right now." I said it in a very mean manner, mentioning that little act she pulled really pissed me off.

"Do you know what I have gone through to keep this secret?" I turn to face her, she gave me a puzzled expression.

"Day after I day I tell him that mom and dad are fine and will be coming back soon… I never knew that it would be this hard to tell the truth..."

"Chi…"

"I fucking did everything I could to make him happy, to insure that he doesn't know that our parents died. Every day I get up and get ready to go to work or some IS bullshit meeting to make money for us, for him, hours of hard work to keep myself thinking of something else besides them…"

I feel a tear build up in my eye.

"A-and I kept telling myself that there is a light to something tragic, I-I-Ichika was there for me, he would cook, clean, wash dishes, do the laundry, and any other fucking miserable chore without complaint, b-but, but…"

I feel the tears dropping down my chin and whipped it way with my sleeve.

"A-and me, I just lie to him…"

I let those words sink into my mind.

"I prey to everything out there, to look after us, I ask mom and dad to help me get through each day. But never did I once think about Ichika, I-I-I am just a greedy bitch that only cares for what she wants…"

"Chi-chan, don't say…"

"SHUT UP! IT'S TRUE DAMN IT!... I let myself believe that everything will be okay, some days I even think that the lie I was telling him was the truth, that mom and dad will return but every day I wake up in disappointment and idiocy."

I turn to her, and whipped away some more tears and some snot that started to come out of my noise. "Do you know what it feels like to lose everything and then try to take it back…" I let that sink into my head, and for some reason I began to speak even more.

"W-w-when I watch TV back then, I would see reports about kids losing their parents and try to think of it as if it wouldn't happen to me… but it did, l-l-looking back at it I just, I just, want to ask them, how, how… how do they live, how can they still stay strong… then one day Ichika came back from school…" my voice began to choke up badly.

"He went over to me, and showed me this picture he drew for class, and do you know what it was?"

She nodded her head indicating no.

"It was a picture of me and him."

"… W-w-hat about your parents?"

"They weren't in it… I asked him the s-same thing. And he looked up at me with the most innocent face and said "Mom and dad have been gone for so long, I forgot what they looked like"…at that moment broke down into a cold cascade, and I, and I, I-I-I started to cry like a little fucking baby."

"…"

"That day I found about what happened in class, I told myself it wasn't true, but sensei told me everything even where their bodies were. I shut my mind down or something, I had to get out of there, so I went to Ichika and picked him up. We walked to the bus stop and that's when I began to cry, he tried to comfort me but I just pushed him away and told him to stop being annoying… when we reached our destination it was late afternoon."

"Where did you go?"

"Where else would I go you idiot, the fucking funeral home…" tears started to build up again. "We walked in there, I told Ichika to stay put… I fallowed the lady to some room… and…"

I began to cry… "They were there… fucking dead and lifeless and A-AHHHHHHH!" I got up and punched the wall hard metal wall. Blood slowly dripped down the spot where my fist hit it.

"And now this shit. What I have I done to deserve this?!"

My legs felt limp so a got back down onto the seat, my last bit off energy has left me and I began to feel sleepy. Yui put my head on her shoulder and patted my head, she also was crying a little. "I am sorry…"

We stayed silent, time passed by and I feel asleep…

Ichika feel asleep and I thanked god he did, I couldn't let him see me in this state. I put him on my back and carried him to the bus stop. As the bus approached I got up and paid the driver before take a seat and setting Ichika on the other side.

My eyes hurt so badly from crying and rubbing that it stings when I blink. As the bus went by I looked down the road as the cars passed by and the city light began to light up for the night. It's beautiful, and brainless…

I pulled the leaver, and the bus stops, I put Ichika on my back and walked off. We reached the shrine, the Shinonono shrine.

I began to walk up the stairs, each one of them took more and more energy form me. I could of just went back home but it's too painful. I want to burn it down to the ground, at least then I don't have to stare back at the distant memories.

"Chi-Chan!" Tabane ran over to me, "Chi-Chan where have you been, Yui and I have been searching for you for so long!"

I stare down at the ground… "Can I stay here tonight?"

…

Something nudged me and I woke up. I position myself upwards and looked at Yui, she pointed behind me. I turn around and I see the doctor.

"You can come in now."

I got up so fast I that the chair fell over.

As I walked into the room Yui stood next to the door, the sight I saw made me want to commit a massacre, Ichika was looking up at the ceiling with red eyes and a tube thing connected to his throat into a machine. His body covered in a little cast from me breaking his bones.

I look at the doctor and Yui but they didn't want to say anything. So I got up closer to him.

"Ichika?"

He turned his little head and saw me, he instantly made an intense glare of hatred and anger then swiftly turned the other side.

Like my heart has just deserted me, my body began to shiver and a cold grip began to climb up my back.

"Ichika please look at me" I say in a cherubic voice.

I see his little hands ball up into a fist.

"Nee-san wants to see if you're okay." Yui said to him, Ichika turned a little bit and looked at her, he pointed at her and gestured for her to come over.

I couldn't even describe the emotional pain that flowed into my heart when he did that. The emptiness in my stomach was at its all time high and the heat from my skin began to evaporate, I rubbed my icy fingers together, because I wanted to strangle her then and there.

"Ichika please talk to Chi-Chan." Yui pleads him. But he must have given her a grumpy face because he was shaking his head.

"Okay, Okay please don't do that with your head, we don't want that thing falling out now." Yui patted Ichika's head… I wanted to break her fingers.

Ichika made a little hand gesture that represented a paper and pencil. "Do you want me to get you a piece of paper and something to write with?" Yui asked him. He tilted his head and gave her a thumb up.

Several minutes later passed and the doctor came back with a pad of paper and a pen. He gave it to Ichika.

He took it and began to scribble something on it. She showed it to Yui and she looked at me with a worried face.

"Ah Miss Orimura?" The doctor asked me, I gave him a death glare, he back off but then gave me some papers, "We really need you to fill these outside, it's his medical papers, and insurance things."

I didn't want to leave, I hate it, I hate this, I hate everything. But I was urged out, leaving Yui with him…

I finished signing the papers and returned to his room, Yui was out sitting on the chair, I walked up to her.

"What did he say, I mean write."

"Look Chi-Chan, I don't care if you blame it on me but please stay calm." She said in the most sympatric way.

…"To tell you the truth I really want to kill you right now… but it's my fault, and, and, I have to except it."

I am telling the truth, even though I resent her I know it's no use to hate her or blame her, I lied to him, I am the one to blame. This, this would have happened eventually.

Yui gave me a look of concern, and gave me the papers.

I looked at it and began to angry, I flipped the page and became furious, and at the same time sad and wanted to burry myself in a hole under the earth.

I flipped through the last of them and couldn't handle it anymore; I ripped the pieces of paper up, crinkled them and threw them up into the air before storming out of the building before I cause any more damage.

A-ah someone shoot me!

(Normal POV)

Yui got up and picked up the last pieces of paper, she was thankful to even be alive. She looked at the papers each written on with one word:

Liar.

And threw them into the garbage, she opened the door to Ichika's room and walked over to him. The darkness took over the space, only the lamp light was on and it gave her an uncomfortable feeling.

As she got closer Ichika opened his eyes and looked up at her. She was horrified by the expression he wore the plainest ghostly expression, no soul nor innocents just the feeling of being tricked.

She pulled over a chair and sat next to him, Yui put her hand around Ichika's and held him tightly, he did the same.

"She doesn't mean it Ichika, all she wanted to do was protect you." Yui tried to defend Chifuyu.

Ichika's grip became could, and his grasp tightness to a squeeze, not form physical pain, but emotional pain. Yui was surprised how strong the little kid was, her palm started to sweat and she could feel his dark thoughts seep into her.

For a few seconds Ichika kept his angered face, but it slowly returned to normal, Yui looked at him and he looked at her.

A little tear fell out of his eye, and Yui whipped it off with her finger. He smiled at Yui, thanking her. Yui's heart relaxed as she saw his moral go back up.

"That's a good boy, hehehe, please don't scare me and Chi-Chan like that again." She said in a little gleefully manner.

Ichika heard Chifuyu's name and stopped smiling again.

Yui sighed, "Please Ichika, Chifuyu loves you, that's why she did this…she saved your life, she feels really bad, she cried so much when they brought you her, the doctors and I literally had to have all the staff members pry her away from you."

Ichika took in Yui's words and thought about it, and started to cry

…his lips began to move, he's trying to say something.

Yui heart stopped when she realized what he was trying to say.

(I know, and I hate her for that)

A/N: So this chapter is a little shorter but it felt like it's a good amount of words. I think all the chapters will be around 4,500-3,000 words (it's like 10-15 pages) but that might change if more people like it.

I love the comments I got back form you guys on the second chapter, thank-you so much. I will try to get this series going weekly if not every two weeks, still need to write "Origins" chapter 8 is going very good.

Next chapter should go smoothly, because that is when the serious stuff happens (second Mondo Grosso), it might go into the rated M section, so check there, if this fic disappears from the T section. Don't worry this series will not totally be drama and action, there will be romance and humor.

So how was it? Was it any good? Is there any flames/complaints? Please leave a review I write better and faster when people give me feedback so I know what to do next, besides don't you guys want more? If you think this fic deserves it, please Favorite and or fallow.

Also saw the 5th ep. of IS2 and I was like, clap*clap*clap*... CHIFUYU!...man I wish that scene was extended...by like a lot. Comment, if you agree with me.