Third chapter peeps and bringing in another character, Jess.

Please comment if reading...as gives me hope to go on and makes me happy. All suggestions welcome.

Twilight and all its characters belong to the wonderful Stephanie Meyer.

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"Fucking relax J boy, I didn't do anything." I answered him before I even let the words escape his mouth.

How the cheeky git had spotted the girl and the direction I came from ... I don't know. But he eyed me suspiciously as we made our way to the Volvo.

"But that was Bella right?" He threw me a sideways look and I gritted my teeth. I didn't want fucking twenty one questions.

"If that's her name..."

"I leave you alone for one class..." Jasper laughed but the smile didn't reach his eyes, they were still serious.

"I didn't do anything!" I joked and threw my arm around his shoulder, trying to lighten the look in his eyes. "I promise."

"What happened?" He still had to question, didn't he? It wasn't like I was going to jump on her in front of the whole hockey team. Give me some credit. I signed as I pulled open the driver's door and got in. I slammed the door harder then necessary, hoping Jasper was getting the point that he was pissing me off.

"I was having a smoke and she was skipping class. I barely spoke to her." I put my foot down as soon as we were out of school property. The only way to drive is fast.

"What she like?" Jasper asked, not letting the topic of the new girl drop. I ran my tongue over my lips before answering. She was nice. Argh nice is such a rubbish word. To be honest I didn't notice it was her until I had walked past her. I was looking for a distraction to occupy my free time before school ended and hoped it was one of the girls that populated this school that I could waste my time with. Jess was in the class playing hockey on the pitch. The book was the first thing I noticed. I don't think I know any girls that actually read when they don't have to. So it definitely wasn't one of the girls I usually hook up with.

She had smelt differently too. As I stood next to her the combination of strawberries and honey had radiated off her. Even over the smell of smoke. She was pretty, kind of plain but honestly I didn't get a good enough look at her. I didn't let myself. As I had turned towards her, her eyes were captivating. The blue shone from them and the way she seemed so embarrassed and bit that bottom lip. It was quite sweet actually.

NO. She wouldn't be interested in someone like me; she seemed way to fucking innocent for that. Alice had probably already warned her off me. Plus I had already promised Jasper to stay away. She wasn't going to be any trouble.

"She seems nice." I used that fucking word but didn't know how else to explain. She wasn't like the rest of the girls around here. I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing. "She really likes Alice" I remembered and with the mention of his girlfriends' name, the conversation took a different direction and didn't return to the girl.

I dropped Jasper off and swiftly returned home. The house was empty, just the way I liked it. Peaceful. Rain was pounding the earth outside and hammered against the roof of the house. I made myself a sandwich with what I could find in the fridge and made my way to my room. As I walked past my bookcase, a book caught my eye and I slowly picked it up. It was the same one she had been reading this afternoon. A different copy, but still, the same novel. I turned it over in my hands before flopping on my bed and flicking it open.

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I kept to my stupid fucking promise. Well almost.

Jasper and Alice's excitement for Emmett's party grew each day. In fact the whole school was buzzing about it. Emmett had only attended the school for a year, the last year before graduation. Carlisle and Esme had kept him out until he could be in school whilst I was. I was growing older, and he wasn't, so they had to choose when to introduce him to the school. He moaned like fuck that he wanted to go and ended up in many of my classes. There was no need for him to be there; he just wanted to so he could annoy me. But once I was changed, we were planning on moving. People would only grow suspicious when we didn't age, we were lucky to have got away with it as long as we had. Hopefully we were going to go somewhere there weren't so many fucking humans.

But this party was just another party. Another excuse for the population of our school to get wasted and rub up against each other, trying to make themselves feel something in their dull lives. And I was planning on taking full advantage of that fact.

Best behaviour. Human behaviour.

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It was only a couple of days before the party, when I spoke to Bella again. I had kept away from her at school, avoiding her gaze across the cafeteria or car park. She never tried to make contact though, and so it was easier to keep my word to Jasper. I kept myself occupied with the other girls that went to our school.

Jessica was my favourite pet.

"Was that good for you too?" Jess moaned in my ear as she slumped down next to me, wrapped her arm too fucking tightly around my waist.

Early hours of Tuesday morning and I was wasting time with the most popular girl in school. It's easy to compare Jess to a pet, like a new puppy, or rabbit. When you first see them, you really want them; even though you know there isn't really enough room in your life for them. Once you got them, you want to play constantly until you get bored, and disregard them. You forget you have them, until you next play with them and realise how much fun it is. But I always become bored too easily.

And no matter how badly I treat her. She always comes back for more. She still loves me.

Around midnight I had to get out of the house. The others were out hunting and the loneliness was driving me mad, I needed company. Jess was ready as soon as I had rung. I had taken us to our normal location, a parking bay at the outskirts of the woods. We had never left the Volvo.

She was so enthusiastic. The way her curls bounced. The way her hands knew what I wanted. The way she planted kisses everywhere. She knew exactly how to please me so I never had any complaints.

Until it was over. Then I wanted to get away as quick as possible.

I shifted uncomfortably in his embrace and his murmured a response I knew she would be happy with. I rolled her over, so I was placed on top of her and she giggled in response. I could feel her toes still curling against my leg. The glint was still in her eyes and I knew she wanted more, so I moved my head slowly towards hers, watching a small smile grow on her lips. I lingered by her lips, feeling her hot breath against my lips. She was waiting for me to make my move; instead I hastily pulled away and moved off her.

"Get dressed...and don't forget your knickers this time."

I was dressed within a few moments and could still her struggling with her clothes as I started up the engine. She fumbled her way into the front seat and softly stroked my neck which I didn't response to.

"Is there any reason why we are rushing?" Jess softly spoke, and I could feel the hurt in her voice. It wasn't personal, I just could only cope with certain aspect of intimacy, and I wasn't the type to stick around and cuddle afterwards.

"I've just got homework to do." I lied as my foot found the gas and I sped away from our hiding spot. Within minutes we were back outside Jessica's house and I nervously tapped my hands upon the searing wheel, the smell of cheap perfume suffocated the car. "Have you got something for me?" I asked, feeling stupid I hadn't asked her straight away, if she didn't have it, this would have been a waste of time.

Luckily she pulled a packet out of her coat pocket and the streetlights made it gleam. I let out a sign of relief, I hadn't even realised I had been holding.

"Well that was much more fun then schoolwork." She whispered in my ear. I could feel her hot breath on my ear and it made my skin itch. She lingered there for a moment, before finding the door handle and running to her porch. As soon as she left, I rubbed my ear hard against my sleeve, followed by rubbing my mouth hard, trying to remove all traces of her. I signed deeply, leaving my arm waving in the air for a moment, before coming down hard on the wheel.

I wound the windows down and turned the radio up. I blasted through the streets, not even noticing the rain that started to fall. I was taking the long way home, when I saw a figure walking down the street.

It wasn't usual to see someone out, at this time in the morning. It was a teenage girl, and as I drew closer, I realised it was Bella. She had the same coat that she wore to school, every single damn day.

I slowed down the car, and turned the music off. All I could hear was the pounding of the rain. Why was she out here at this time? By herself? Had she not fucking noticed the rain that was washing the streets? I leaned forward, trying to see her properly from my passenger window. She didn't even acknowledge the cars presence. I noticed the headphones within her ears. She was blocking out the whole fucking world as well.

After calling her name a few too many times, her eyes became aware of my company. She eyed me suspiciously, probably wondering why I was out this late too and removed her ear pieces. She slowed her pace, but didn't stop completely. The look of suspicion still overtaking her face.

"Bella." I called again and was surprised by how fucking worried I sounded. "Get in the car."

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