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Pairings: Inuyasha/Kouga, Sango/Miroku, Kagome/Hojo

Disclaimer: I don't own Inu-Yasha or any of its characters what-so-ever. I wish, but no I don't. If I did well...let's say Kagome wouldn't be the more-so centered one.

Warnings: Yaoi, shounen-ai, violence, language, rape, male peg, and OF COURSE Kagome Bashing! (But she'll get over it hopefully ;p) LEMON IN THIS CHAPTER!

"Talking"

'Thinking'

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Also important WARNING! If you DO NOT like YOAI or more importantly Inuyasha/Kouga pairing than DO NOT read! I REPEAT DO NOT READ!

WARNING: YAOI MEANS MAN + MAN RELATIONS

Please tell me what you think about the lemon, for it is my first one….So please tell me if I did a good or bad job okay! I need to know!

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Valley of Confused Emotions and Dreams

Kouga's POV

I followed Inuyasha's sent for well over an hour. But when I found him it was the most beautiful sight I have ever seen.

There by a glowing lake was Inuyasha, panting and looking transfixed at the water before him. It almost seemed as if he was glowing along with the lake and trees.

But the picture was ruined when he doubled over, holding his stomach, and fell towards the ground. I rush over to him and catch him before he hits the ground. But before he falls unconscious I hear him say one name that made my heart leap up into my throat. "…Kouga…"

Did this mean that he has feelings for me?

No, I was just the person who he saw before he fell unconscious. It has nothing to do with his feelings…

I only wish it was…

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I think about two hours has passed. I have decided that it would be better that I stay where there are no youkai nearby then risked getting attacked while carrying Inuyasha.

I have already checked to see if he has any injures on his stomach. He had none. So why did he hold unto it when he passed out? It looked as if he was in pain… but what would that mean, there was nothing wrong there… could there be something wrong with him inside? I hope not.

I have been leaning up against one of the beautiful trees, with Inuyasha's head resting on my lap. I was carefully rubbing his cute silver ears when I felt him begin to stir from his slumber.

"Inuyasha are you alright?" I asked as his beautiful eyes opened.

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Inuyasha's POV

The darkness in my mind slowly vanished as I felt myself waking. What had happened? Did Kagome "sit" me to much again? No, I remember now. I was overwhelmed by the pain in my abdomen and passed out. But I remember someone was there, but whom? Hmm… was it… was it Kouga? But he would not waste his time coming after me, would he?

I slowly open my eyes and am greeted by the most beautiful pair of blue eyes there ever was.

"Inuyasha are you alright?" He asks in a soft voice. I barley nodded my head when I found out just where I was laying. My head right on Kouga's lap. And he was rubbing my ears!

My eyes widen and I feel the deep blush that comes to my cheeks as I rush to sit up on my own. I turn to face him, trying with all my might to hide my blush as I ask, "What were you just doing? Why was I on your lap?"

Kouga's POV

I see him nod before, I believe, he realizes just where he is laying. As he sits up I can see him blush deeply. He looks adorable sitting there facing me with his cheeks afire, standing even more out with his pale skin.

As I hear his question I chuckle softly. Leave it to him to possibly assume things. "What I was doing, was looking after you, since the time you passed out, from whatever you passed out from, I believe it was pain with the way you looked. And, as for you on my lap, well, I do believe I wanted you resting there, since it would be the most comfortable place for your head." I smile softly at him when I see the confusion in his eyes.

I wonder, if maybe it was destiny that we where in this place right now. Maybe now I will be able to tell him of my feelings? I feel as though he would accept me. If he does not, I do not know what I will do.

"But why are you doing this? Do you not hate me? I thought we are enemies? But then why are you helping me?" He asks as if he is talking to himself.

Well here goes nothing…I take a deep breath, "I am doing this because I care. What Kagome said and did was uncalled for. She had no right to talk about you like that. Especially, when none of it, what so ever, is true!" I say with determination, this is my one chance to tell him my feeling!

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Inuyasha looked at Kouga with sad eyes, "But, it is. Everything she said was true… I am nothing but a stupid Hanyou, which should not even live." Inuyasha told him. 'No one cares about me. Everyone I have ever loved is dead or hates me… I just wish I could tell Kouga my feelings for him…' Inuyasha thought sadly as he looked at the ground. "No Inuyasha. Everything that she said was not true, and don't you ever believe that, just because you are a hanyou does not mean you should not live!" Kouga told to the depressed hanyou. 'Well here goes nothing.' "Inuyasha, I care for you, I care for you so much that you may never know the full extent of my feeling towards you. But, I have never hated you. At first sure I did, but that was because I was confused about my feelings. I thought I was in love with Kagome, but with each time I saw you, each time I fought with you, I started to realize something. Inuyasha I… I love…." He stopped to take a deep breath. 'The moment of truth, well here I go.' Kouga thought to himself. "Inuyasha I love you so much. So much that it hurts. I cannot stand it anymore, I love you so much Inuyasha…." Inuyasha's eyes widened at this confession. "But you… you love Kagome… W-why?" He was so confused, didn't Kouga love Kagome? If he love Inuyasha then why would he confess love to Kagome over and over again? It did not make any sense to the poor hanyou.

Kouga looked Inuyasha straight in the eyes, "Inuyasha I love you, no one else. I know that I said that I wanted Kagome to be my mate. But that was just a cover so I could see you. I know it is unfair to her, but after what she has done to you, I believe that she deserves it! Inuyasha, please believe me. I would never be able to live without you by my side!" Inuyasha looked deep into Kouga's eyes, trying to see if there was any sign of him lying. He smiled when all he saw was love and truth in Kouga's eyes. "I believe you Kouga. I love you as well, with all my heart." He confessed, he could feel himself blush from confessing his feelings, and knowing that they were returned. That is what made him even happier then finding out that Kouga cared for him.

Kouga smiled at Inuyasha before he leaned in and softly pressed their lips together in a soft kiss. He slowly ran his tongue across Inuyasha's bottom lip, causing Inuyasha to gasp, opening his mouth to Kouga's hunger tongue. Kouga moaned as he tasted the sweet taste that was only Inuyasha. He slowly coaxed Inuyasha's shy tongue into a playful battle, which Kouga soon took dominance over, tasting all that was Inuyasha's mouth. Slowly he pulled away when the need for air came to both of their attentions. Kouga looked at Inuyasha who was now blushing a faint pink. "Inuyasha?" Inuyasha looked up into his eyes again, "Hmm?" He asked breathing deeply. "Will you consider becoming my mate?" There, he asked the big question. Inuyasha's eyes widened for a moment before they were filled with happiness, that unlike any other that he had ever seen in the hanyous eyes before. Inuyasha swallowed hard, "Y-yes Kouga, I would be honored to become your mate." He smiled happily up at the wolf demon, as Kouga excitedly wrapped his arms around him in a hug, then pulling back and kissed Inuyasha deeply. "You have no idea how happy that has made me." Kouga laughed happily. "I think I have an idea." Inuyasha laughed as well. "Inuyasha would you like to become my mate right now?" Kouga asked as he finally let go of Inuyasha. Inuyasha looked surprised for a moment at the sudden question, but grinned none the less, as he said the one word that would seal their love and themselves together for all eternity, "Yes."

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Kouga gently laid Inuyasha onto the ground, and started to remove his clothes, all the while kissing him deeply. Once all of Inuyasha's clothes where off he pulled back from the kiss and looked at his prize. There was Inuyasha laying right below him in all his glory. Cheeks blushing, pale skin, shining golden eyes staring up into his, own blue ones. A huge grin plastered itself onto his face as he hurriedly took of his armor and what little clothes he had on underneath off. He quickly went in to kiss Inuyasha deeply on the lips while positioning himself between Inuyasha's legs.

Kouga slowly started trailing wet kisses down Inuyasha's jaw to his neck, where he sucked greedily. He gently played with one of Inuyasha's nipples, causing gasps and moans to come from Inuyasha. Once Kouga was done with the one nipple he soon moved onto its sisters, causing the same reactions to come from Inuyasha.

Once he was done doing that he placed two of his fingers into his mouth and sucked on them until they where slick, then he raised one of Inuyasha's legs up, "Ah! K-Kouga!" Inuyasha gasped out in pain and discomfort as Kouga slowly pushed his index finger into Inuyasha's tight virgin hole. "Shh, relax. It won't hurt as much if you relax." Kouga gently told Inuyasha as he kissed him. Kouga waited until Inuyasha was relaxed, and gave the slightest of nods to show he was okay. With that Kouga slowly slipped his finger in and out of Inuyasha. Once he was sure that Inuyasha was okay, he pushed in his other finger, once again kissing Inuyasha to distract him from the pain. Once again when Inuyasha was okay, he started making scissor motions with his fingers, stretching him. Once he felt that Inuyasha was ready, thanks to the calls of pleasure coming from the inu hanyou, he pulled his fingers out.

Inuyasha looked up at his soon-to-be-mate in confusion, as whimper of disapproval came from him Kouga looked up into golden eyes, but once he figured out what Inuyasha was disapproving about he gave a quiet laugh and kissed Inuyasha passionately, enough to perk his ears up, from where they laid during the preparation. After they pulled back, Kouga positioned himself at Inuyasha's entrance, and asked, "Are you sure you want this?" He asked, but the only answer he got was that of Inuyasha sitting up and pressing his lips against Kouga's and giving a determined nod as the pulled back from each other. With that Kouga slowly pushed himself into Inuyasha, and started to thrust in and out of the inu hanyou.

As he tried different positions, he finally found Inuyasha's sweet spot, in which sent waves upon waves of pleasure throughout Inuyasha's body. That, plus the extra pleasure of Kouga pumping Inuyasha's own manhood to the rhythm of his own thrusts.

After a long hot time they both came, and as they did Kouga bent down and bit into the part of Inuyasha's neck in which his neck and collar bone meet. As he did that Inuyasha also bit into the same place on Kouga. After awhile they pulled back and licked the mate marks, and curled up into each other and feel into a deep sleep.

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Kaede's village

It had been hours since the group had last seen Kouga and Inuyasha.

They had explained to Kaede of what had transpired during the battle and of what had happened afterwards. In which Kaede had told Kagome that she was abusing the powers of the rosary and that she was abusing Inuyasha both physically and mentally, saying that he had already had enough of that when he was young. The others had all agreed, even Kagome agreed to what she had done. So ever since then she had been thinking up ways of how to apologies to the poor inu hanyou.

The other four members of the group sat outside Kaede's hut talking about what they would do once Inuyasha got back.

"I hope that those did not get into a fight again… That would be the last thing that Inuyasha needs right now…" Miroku sighed and looked up into the night sky. "Yes, but knowing those two, I wouldn't put it past them." Sango told him. "But Inuyasha is not in the state to fight! He would be terribly injured! ….He does not deserve any of this… None of it at all…" Shippo silently told them. Sango and Miroku looked at each other, and then Sango picked up the depressed Kitsune and hugged him. "You think of Inuyasha as an important family member don't you Shippo?" She asked him softly. "Yes, I think of him as a big brother… But sometimes I think of him as a father…" She nodded, "I see. Don't worry Shippo once Inuyasha gets back everything will be fine."

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