Even though I had her trapped against the wall, I was still at her mercy. That flirtatious glint in her eyes and her wrapped up in my coat. It was amazing I still had some semblence of self control to stop myself from crashing my lips to hers. She licked her lips and that was my undoing. I decided to indulge myself and captured her lips in mine. I'd never get tired of her soft yeildeing lips. Her cool breath fanned m y face as i let my hands run down her sholuders, over her arms, her hips, settling at the small of her back bringing her closer.

A faint trickle invaded my thought Edward! In your room maybe but you shouldn't do that in school. I saw an image of Mr Banner walking in this direction and catching us in a more compromising postion. I stepped back distancing myself from my addiction. I could feel in the air the heightened temperature of her body. I groaned inwardly. As much as i loved Alice for keeping us out of trouble it was still disturbing to have her privvy into our intimate moment.

Bella looked at me with a confused expression. 'Alice' I replied to her unspoken question and took her hand to lead her into the cafe. Her face flushed with a deep red but understanding coloured her expression. Her heart was calming down after all that exertion. As much as i loved the fact that i was the one that induced that reaction, it worried me that her heart might one day give out from being over worked.

I guided her towards the luch que aware that her sense of equilibrium frequently deserted her in moments like these.

'What took you two so long' Mike inquired. We'd been gone for seven minutes and alreafy he was jumping to conclusions. Bet they were hooking up

I struggled to keep the smile that threatened to appear on my face. 'Getting a book form the car' I replied handing Bella her tray. The food they sold in the cafeteria was sub-standard even by my standards.

Alice just looked at me, dissaproval written all over her face as she got an image of Mike'd face in his food and me holding his head there. Bella won't be happy if you did. She mentally chastised me while turning bach to continue her disscussion with Angela.

He's still after Bella Swan after all that's happened. Jess looked over at Mikle then whispered to Lauren. 'Bet Cullen and Bella are sleeping together just look at them.' I wanted to proytect Bella from her poisinous mind. She deseverd a better friend than her and I was thankful she had Angela. Who smiled when I caught her looking at the two of us as we traded music players.

They look so happy together. Thankful for her indeed. I spent the remainder of lunch leaning back in my chair with my arm slung haphazardly over the back of Bella's chair with my earphones stuck in. Her playlist was entitled Blue. My favorite colour on her and today's choice of sweater. I stroked the small of her back which elicted a slight shudder and her glancing up at me, whenever a mention of angels came on in 'Hear You Me.' She had let me in. Twice and I was here to stay.

I didn't mind being ostracised form the rest of the group. As long as I had my angel. I glaced over at the closk after 4 songs realising that we had to get o class soon. I paused in the middle of 'With You' and gathered our trays together. Most of my food had been eaten by Bella or was in a crumbled mess on the tray.

Biology that had once been my favorite class because I had a whole desk to myslef had become my favorite class of the past centuary once I had the perfect partner to share it with. It was more out of nostalgia and the person sitting next to, that i smiled most in this class.

She'd knocked me off my feet. I'd fallen. Hard. And she'd caught me. She loved me just as I loved her.

Today we'd been given the hour to revise for a trial exam that we had tomorrow so i pulled out a set of cards with notes written on them.

She quirked an eyebrow at them and leaned in to say 'I thought you have perfect memory Cullen'

'I do Swan but i have to keep up appeareances.' Most of the clas had paired off to revise. So i suggested wed do the same. I quizzed her on each card. Then passed it to her to keep. It seemed like no time had passed at all once the bell had rang. Time was never enough when i was around her. An eternity wouldn't be enough. It was selfish of me to think that way but it wasn the truth. Forever and a day would never be enough.

We headed for the library insted of Gym. Carlisle had excused us from all phisical activity until further notice due to various ailments. This month she was suffering from back ache whilist I was just genearlly unfit to partcipate. It was like that for all of the us Cullen children. We went to Gym only when we had to, to keep it convincing. It was nice to notice that Carlisle had thought of Bella as one of his children when he gave me the notes.

AN:
Sorry it's later than I had planned. I'm back to school tomorrow so updates will be even further apart.
Though i am on study leave for the next two weeks and my birthday on the 11th of january so I'll try and get something written up then.
Drop me a line if you have any suggestions/ corrections/ critique.

Much Love

Jojix