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And Fairy Tail doesn't belong to me !
Natsu's POV
"I'm so sorry Lucy. I don't deserve to even think of you anymore. I should stay away from you. It's for the best..'' Natsu whispered now laying in his bed and falling asleep with tears still falling out of his onyx eyes and a sad expression.
~To Lucy and Happy~
"C'mon, Happy. Let's go to sleep.. It's late and I know that we both are now exhausted from this stupid day," said Lucy getting in her bed and lifted the covers so that Happy could get in with her.
"Aye!" Happy chirped and flew in the bed next to her and getting on her chest and cuddling on top of her breasts. Lucy giggled and turned off the lights.
The next day at Lucy's apartment.
Lucy oppened her eyes and stared at the ceiling. 'Why is it not gone yet? Why do I have this bad feeling?' Lucy thought and began to get up but stopped. 'Poor Happy. I'm going to beat the shit out of that bitch when my eyes land on her. I'm okay with her hurting me and my feelings... But not my little whiskers!' Lucy got up carefully and lifted the little blue cat and put him on her pillow. Happy whined a bit but curled more and fell again asleep.
Lucy sighed relieved that she didn't wake him up and walked into her bathroom where she took a shower and then brushed her hair and tied it into a pony tail. Then she looked into the mirror. She stared into her lifeless expresion. Even if she ate and slept she still looked like she was about to pass out every minute now. Her once cheerfully eyes were now a dull mud like colour and her smile.. her true smile didn't exist anymore.. except the times she is with Happy. That cat is truly making her feel better when she needs it. She walked out of her bathroom in only a towel.
'It looks like I lost weight too..' Lucy thought and looked down as she was walking. She got to her closet and pulled out a black T-shirt with the words (Regret looking at me) and a pair of white jeans. But first she pulled on her red panties and matching bra. She got dressed quickly. While putting on her black sneakers she glanced at Happy. He wasn't sleeping anymore and then flew to her and asked "Lucy? Do you think Natsu is mad at me?" the blue exceed whispered averting his sad gaze to the ground above him.
Lucy smiled at his sillyness and said "Of, course not. I know Natsu too well, and what I'm saying here is that he will never be mad at you. I just know it,'' Lucy answered his question and petted his head lovingly.
"Lucy.. Thank you," Happy said looking in her eyes and gasped a little.
"What is it Happy? Do I have something on my face?'' asked Lucy rubbing her cheeks. Happy just stared a bit more and then looked away saying "Where is that spark in your eyes, Lucy?'' Lucy bit her lip and chose to smile. She couldn't possibly make Happy and sad then he is with all of her problems.
"Let's just go outside and search for Natsu and see how's he's doing and to show you that he is definitely not mad at you!'' grinned Lucy brushing off his question and winked at him.
"Aye..'' Happy not wanting to upset her with annoying questions just followed her out of the door and into the direction Natsu's house is.
To Natsu
"Ngh..stupid light! Go away and let me sleep!'' Natsu groaned with a groggy voice then turned to the other side of the bed and pulled the sheets up over his head. After 1 minute he was falling back asleep but a knock brought him back out of the dreams land. He ignored it thinking 'Who the hell is at this hour in the morning?! It's 7 AM for fuck's sake.' and closed his eyes not in the mood to deal with anybody right now. He then heard another knock, then two and three more and soon turned into full blow pounding. He felt beyond pissed and threw the covers off of him and got up from the bed and began stomping to the door.
''WHAT-,'' He began with a roar but shut his mouth with a snap when he came face to face with Lisanna.
"Mornin' Natsu~'' she chirped and walked in. 'Lisanna? What the hell does she want now? I hope not another date. I'm sick of those besides I don't really like her like.. in a loving way. She's my childhood best friend. That's all.' Natsu thought and stood in the doorway staring at the ground. Lisanna then pulled him inside and closed the door with a loud bang. Natsu winced at the sound but soon forgot it as he was pushed onto the bed and felt Lisanna skillfully climb on top him straddling his hips.
He panicked not knowing what to do cause he really didn't want something like this to happen and tried to push her off of him and ask her what's wrong with her but then stopped as he saw her leaning down with her eyes closed and kissed him quickly. He REALLY didn't have time to avoid it even if he wanted and his eyes widdened as hit heart was pounding in his chest from all the confusing things Lisanna was doing to him and he was too shocked to stop her in time.
He panicked once again when he saw that the door suddenly opened and there in the doorway stood Lucy and Happy staring at them with their faces stunned and mouths opened in little's ''o''.
Lisanna smirked against his lips and pulled back and her smirk only widdened when she saw Lucy so shocked and decided to twist the knife deeper into the wound she already created in Lucy's heart and soul.
"Don't you know what knocking means when a door is closed?'' smirked Lisanna as she watched Lucy's fists clench and then she ran out of the house muttering a very little ''Sorry..'' that was barely audible to even Natsu's sensitive hearing. Happy then snapped no longer wanting to see his best friend suffer so much just because Natsu was such a dense idiot that can't realize his own feelings.
''WHAT DO YOU MEAN KNOCK? THIS IS MY HOME TOO!'' Happy shrieked with tears pouring down his face and then he looked at Natsu and hissed out between clenched teeth.
"And you? What are you doing Natsu!? Don't you see how much you are hurting Lucy?! DON'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH SHE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU!? Can't you see that Lisanna changed? Can't you see that she wants you to hate Lucy and not look at her anymore?! She wants you to love her! Not Lucy! Why are you so dense! Natsu you BAKA!''
Happy yelled and flew off with tears pouring down his face and said one more thing that stung Lisanna's heart very little and enough for making Natsu push her off of him catching her off guard and she screaming tumbling down like a sack of potatoes with a loud and satisfying *THUD* and stood up and ran after Lucy finally realizing his mistake and understanding why Lucy was so weird and hurt these past days.
"I hate you Lisanna! You're not going to be like my mother like you used to be! I don't want to be near you ever again! Lucy's always going to take your place in my heart!''
Happy's voice echoed through the room. Lisanna ignored it and she was on the floor pissed off that Natsu ran after Lucy and left her just like that on the damn floor but soon laughed evily as she imagined new sceneries on how to make Natsu hers again and make Lucy suffer more. She hated Lucy with a burning passion for stealing Natsu away from her.
To Natsu and Lucy.
"LUCY! PLEASE WAIT!'' yelled Natsu running after her. 'Now.. I understand. Those feelings that I felt weren't for Lisanna. They were for my Lucy. Happy's right. Why didn't I see earlier how stupid and dense I'm?! I-I.. don't want to lose her!' Natsu thought and his heart clenched when Lucy's tears scent came in full force in his nose.
"Lucy!'' Natsu yelled his voice cracking at the end.
Again coming closer to her and used his dragon-slayers force to run faster and catch up to her. He caught her arm and pulled her into his chest tightening his grip on her when he felt her trying to get away from him. 'My Lucy.. I'm not going to let go of you.' he thought with silent tears falling helplessly out of his onyx orbs. Lucy still struggled and told him to let go of her but after some minutes she gave up not having the strenght to fight back anymore and her legs bucked and she let out a choked sob.
"Lucy? I'm here. It's okay.. '' whispered Natsu and then he scooped her up in his arms holding her bridal style. Now she was clutching for dear life to him crying harder as she screamed and sobbed.
"It's not fucking okay!"
"Shh.. please calm down, Luce. I'm here..''
"Natsu! Please let got.. I don't want to feel this pain anymore. This... THIS ALREADY HURTS ENOUGH!'' she sobbed even harder and burried her head in his chest whimpering.
Look at me. Look into my eyes and you will know that I'm not going to lie when I tell you this,'' Natsu whispered and lifted her chin with his thumb. Lucy looked into his eyes with her dull ones that scared Natsu. He stared at her pained expression. Tears were pouring down like rivers down her rosy cheeks and her heart was beating very fast. Natsu's eyes softened and he brushed a strand of hair behind her ear that fell in her face. She began to sob once again and looked down.
"Lucy..'' He lifted her face again and continued speaking as he was looking in her eyes with sincerity.
''You're the one I love, Luce!'' Natsu's voice raised loudly not caring if somebody heard him. Lucy's hysteric state stopped immediately and her eyes widdened and a glimpse of hope were shown in them, but slipped away as soon as it came and she whispered back "No, Natsu.. Lisanna is the one y-'' she got silenced by him kissing her gently and her eyes widdened once again and she stood still.
Natsu looked in her eyes that now were regaining colour and that gave him hope and kissed her more harder and pulled her more into his chest still staring at her. After one minute he pulled apart and hugged her tighter asking ''Now do you believe me?'' he asked using her nickname in hopes she will stop crying already. Lucy's heart was beating even faster and fluttering in her chest.
"But Lisan-'' she got intreruppted once again by him now saying "Lisanna's just my childhood best friend. At least that's what she was. Right now she's like.. nothing more to me. Because look, I was so stupid to not notice her behavoir and you got hurt. Happy oppened my eyes and made me see whom I truly love. I may be dense but I know what love is Lucy. And I know that my heart belongs only to you. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I'm sorry for everything and-,'' now he got interrupted by Lucy's soft lips.
He raised his eyes to hers and looked in her now chocolate brown orbs. He smiled through the kiss and tightened hig grip on her and kissed back. Lucy pulled away and smiled at him. A true genuine smile, not one of those fake smiles anymore. His heart did a flip at her smile. He grinned his signature grin at her and said after weeping his face and getting rid of her tear stained face as well. His fingers were gently as they brushed against her cheeks then the corners of her eyes.
"I truly love you, Luce.''
"I-I love you too, N-Natsu.'' she said blushing and playing with her fingers. Natsu began to laugh at her cute behavoir and Lucy pouted. Then they heard a voice that was annoying enough to disturb their moment.
''Tsk, tsk. Natsu why choose such a weakling?''
He began to growl and looked in the voice's way and his grip on Lucy got a bit stronger and Lucy too clung to him. She wasn't afraid. She was just feeling safe and comfortable in his arms. Oh! And warm too. He's a fire dragon-slayer after all, but not only because of that. She just loved him so much that she would of have wished to stay in his arms forever. She then looked towards the voice too and she narrowed her eyes.
To be continued..
