-**It's Chapter 3 now...**-

Here, we have new characters.


Rin's POV

There is an uncomfortable silence.

...

...

...only to be broken by the laughter of Neru. The laugh was lighthearted enough but there was a core of worriedness in it.

"Hahaha! Nice one Rin! You're really not good at charades. You're not going to make us think you have amnesia."

What? Why is she saying that? How does she know my name?

The hospital door creaked open. It was the doctor.

"Well now, let's have a look at the patient who may worry me somewhat."

The doctor did what most Ph.d's did. Check the temprature, test the blood pressure and whatever.

"How is she?" Miku said, rubbing her hands together.

"She's plenty healthy...but her mind is-"

"Holy jars of pickles. Whatever you do...don't say she has...amnesia." Neru pleaded.

An uncomfortable silence...(again)

...

..."She has...,

memory loss."


"THE HELL!?"

The girl with the side-ponytail was screaming and the teal pigtails was hitting her head against the wall.

This was, of course, after the doctor had left.

The boy just sat in the chair. Staring blankly at the sakura tree outside through the window.

"Well..." I started. "Why don't you begin by telling me your names?...Since you guys already know my name..."

They looked at each other and seemed to decide on something quietly..., with unspoken words.

How do they do that? I wondered.

The boy stood up and looked directly into my eyes with those...eyes. Those eyes were indescribable. Fine, I'll try to describe how they look like in as much adjectives as I can think of...

Blue, striking, clear, calming, intimidating, feelingful, and...probably just at this point, a little..., sad.

And they made me tremble. I could hear blood pumping in my ears. I could feel my heart beating and thumping against my ribcage. This feeling...what is it? It feels somewhat familiar. But..., when did I experience this?

"Rin."

I kept quiet, waiting for what he has to say.

"You should know us. We're your best friends." he said then pointed to the ponytail. "Neru." then the pigtails. "Miku." he pointed to himself. "Len."

I looked down. And slowly shook my head.

"No. I don't remember the people behind you." I looked up with blank eyes. But they were tearful with emotion.

"And I don't think I know you..." my voice trailed off. I knew what I was saying. But I couldn't understand my tears. Why? Why? Oh...! I think one just fell. Another one...3..4...5...6. WHO CARES!? There's no use counting them., they're coming in floods anyway!

I buried my face into the white sheets of the bed. And cried...for no reason I know of.

I tried remember...everything. From the simple addition property to what love was.

"Oh! OH! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!AAHH AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!"

My scream resounded throughout the building. It was so loud and full of pain my 'friends' covered their ears.

I grasped my head. I saw glimpses of my past. All of my treasured moments. My 11th birthday and the playground. My school. Et cetera. But for some reason., they all had similarity. That blond-haired boy was in every single recallment...my torn-in-two mental environment. It's driving me crazy!

"OMG RIN!"

I looked up, still clutching at my head. It was aching, I was gasping. I saw Neru covering her ears and sitting against the wall.

"Sorry," I apologized.

Miku came over to me.

"Let's just go outdoors." she said. "Where do you want to go?"

I really didn't care. My brain was still zooming around endlessly. I was still pondering about this situation. But I still answered.

"Anything, anywhere, anytime, anyways, anyhow."


Eventually, we decided to go to the park after 30 to 40 minutes of trying to get me onto the wheelchair.

We strolled around for some time around the lake. And that lake is damn huge. As we came by some picnic tables., Miku stopped and looked.

"What's up?" Len stopped pushing me and looked to Miku's direction.

"Remember when we sat there after school? And I teased Rin about being in love?"

Neru nodded then said," But that was only a couple days ago."

Miku sighed. "I know but it feels like over a year now..."she looked towards me. "Do you remember it?"

It gave me the oppurtunity to think...hard. Ah yes, I do remember! I was doing my homework and then-

"AHHHH!" I yelled. I grabbed my head once more. Among those speeches of miscellaneous, ambigious and inocennt senstionalism, somehow, my soul shearched for the unsearchable, and that is... love

"Dafuq!? Rin are you okay!?" Len shouted above my noise.

He grabbed my hand which was clinging helplessly to my skull. Instinctively, I touched him but I wanted to say nothing to him.

Ba-thump. Ba-thump. Ba-thump Ba-thump. My heart raced faster and faster. That feeling again!

It hurts too much! Both the feeling and my head.


A couple weeks later, I could walk again. And so...I HAD TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

I still have the memory loss of they still said, "Go to school."

And I wanted to tell them, "Go to hell."

I only remember that school is where you get education.

I found my mind unable to controll the existing capacity of my knkowledge added onto schoolwork. But I still went.

One day I was doodling on my graph paper during break. I had drawn a heart. I drew a line down the middle. On the left side, I drew question marks and storm clouds and colored it black. On the other half, I drew a single question mark and that was it. My heart consists of two sides of realism and escapism.

I sighed. Then slammed my face onto the desk. Everything is dubious everyday, and then, like that, you know.

"Are you okay?"

I looked up. Len. Wait a second. Have I been here before? I think I have...?

No time to think 'cause the bell rang and we returned to our seats.

"All right, students." the teacher began. "We'll introduce two new transfer students from Osaka."

He nodded to the doorway. Then a boy and girl came in.

"This is Rinto and Lenka Kagamine." Then he looked at me and Len. We are overflowing with Kagamine's.

I did a facepalm. And Len shook his head. A worthless pun made by a boring teacher. And quite ironically..., after coming up from my facepalm, I smiled.

The teacher directed Rinto to sit at an empty desk next to me and Lenka to sit next to Miku. Rinto turned to me and smiled.

"Hi I'm Rinto." he said.

"Hi I'm Rin." I nodded.

I felt Len tense at my side. This feeling again...? Maybe I can ask Rinto about it later. But I still don't know why Len was feeling edgy just now...

Maybe he...no. Never. Just..., no.


I really don't think this was my best one. 'Cause there was like no plot whatsoever. But I still hope you liked it. What's going to happen to Rin? Is having Rinto and Lenka a good idea for Rin and Len? You probably know what I'm going to do anyways -_-. Special Thank you to Ali Chi. \(^o^)/