As I walked into the diner I saw Spencer sitting there, he didn't notice me at first and as I stopped and looked at him I noticed how nice hair he had thick and lush I just wanted to run my hands through it and those cheekbones were to die for and his…but I cut my trail of though of stop it you cant thnk like that he is your friend besides your not ready to start anything new and then spencer saw me and called me over
Spencer: hey sash how are you
Sasha: yeah I'm ok just don't think me and maddy are going to be friends anytime soon
He then touched my arm and gave me this reassuring look but as he did it I swear I felt sparks between me and him and I think he felt It too because he gave me this look and we both just stared into each others eyes until the moment was cut by Rosie
Rosie: hey you two you coming to school or you just gonna sit around here all day
Men and spencer both laughed and we excited the diner and made our way to school as I was walking into the school gates I could hear people sniggering at me and saying my name, maybe they heard about what maddie said to me at the beach yesterday
Spencer: just ignore them sash they're will be some new gossip at the end of the day and they will forget about everything that happened on the beach
But as we walked into school there were hundreds of posters pinned up on every school locker every classroom of me, the picture I had sent stu years ago when we first started dating with the caption hore MADDY I THOUGHT how did she get these , then I saw mullos old mates in the corner and I remembered them saying once about them having pictures of me after I got into a fight with them about Rosie they must have given them to her. Everyone was laughing at me and then I saw rosie and holly laughing, I ran I just ran as fast as I could tears in my eyes straight our the school and to a corner of the beach where no one could find me
BACK AT SCHOOL:
Spencer: how could you do that to her maddy ts like I don't know you anymore
As this was happening rosie was running around a ripping al the posters of the wall and hiding them in her backpack
Maddy: well now she will get the picture not to mess with me and stay away from you
Spencer: well I hope your happy maddy because I'm never talking to you again
Rosie: oh and this is for Sasha
And Rosie slapped maddy just like Sasha had done yesterday and then her and spencer walked off to Bianca's office to tell her about maddy.
Back at the beach:
This was the worst day ever, I just felt so low so I thought maybe I could go speak to brax about it he was always there to listen to my problems so I headed to Angelo's but he wasn't there no one was he must be collecting a delivery for the restaurant because there were some sealed boxes on the floor and then on the counter was a bottle of vodka I took it and ran out I drank it as I cried and walked back to the farm I knew dad wouldn't be there because he was at some business trip about some new medical thing I don't know I don't get doctor talk
As I walked into the house I couldn't see anybody but then I walked into the living room still holding my vodka with my mascara down my face and there were all sitting there playing some sort of game obviously having a couples night it was indi , romeo ,dex ,april and Casey and Tamara. Then they saw me
Indi : Sasha what the hell are you drinking for give me that
And Indi leaped up at me trying to take the vodka but I wouldn't let her
Dex: Sasha what happened are you alright
I then looked and Casey and saw him look at me with this concern on his eyes oh how I loved those eyes, stop it I thought to myself then romeo cut my thoughts
Romeo: Sasha what's going on tell us know
As I was a bit drunk my words came out slurred and I was still crying.
Sasha: Yeah-well maddy is really angry with me after I slapped her yesterday after she called me a slut for sleeping with him
And I pointed at casey and now my words were getting louder
Sasha: and so she decided to put topless pictures of me up all over school that say hore, the ones I sent stu but its ok (I laughed in a sarcastic way) because she's right and now everyone at school is laughing at me and my life is shit so what's the point anymore that's why I may have got a little bit drunk
April: omg sash I'm sorry you're not a hore don't think that
They I saw Casey get up and he came and tried to give me a hug I pushed him away and said
Sasha: what are you doing don't touch me this is your fault you used me just like every other arsehole I have dated you made me feel shit, so no know you cant hug me.
Then spencer and Rosie came in before Casey could say anything
Spencer: omg sash where have you been we have been looking everywhere for you
And then he pulled me in for a hug and I cried in spencer's arms I felt at home there and safe, I saw the look on Casey face as I was hugging spencer if I didn't know any better it looked a s though he felt jealous no I must be wrong I though to my self and spencer took me up to my room and put me in bed
SASHA: thanks spencer you are always there for me
Spencer: yeah well I care a lot about you sash and its my fault that madddy is being so mean to you she is just angry at our breakup and is taking it out on you even though she broke up with me which is really stupid I just don't know what has gotten in to here but I will always be here for you
And then we both leaned in staring into each others eyes and then he kissed me a long passionate kiss it felt amazing and we looked at each and he left.