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Chapter 3 - Just Stop

Stevie's Pov ;

I bursted out in tears as I read the newest text on my phone. It was from Zander.

From Zander R :

"Stevie Baskara, I hate you so much. Get out of my house! I never want to see or talk to you again. You're out of the band."

Zander kicked me out of his house and the band...I can't believe this is happening. Where was I going to stay?!
He wasn't home yet, so he was probably out with the band or with Julia. He's kicking me out of his house. He knows about my family troubles and he's really doing this to me? I quickly wiped my tears away with my sleeve making my makeup smudge. I went to my closet and took out a luggage bag, I threw all my clothes in it and took all my make-up, pictures, books and all my personal belongings with me. I looked onto my beside table, it was a picture of me and Zander. We were so happy, how could he just throw away 17 years of friendship!
The thoughts came to my head, tears started to fall again. This was too much pain all in one day.
I took the picture and pushed it onto the floor causing the glass of the frame to shatter. It lied on the floor, helplessly, just like me. By the time I finished, the room was empty. I made the bed nice and neat, he always liked a nice neat bed.

Zander gave me a ukulele and necklace on our 15 years of being friends. I was questioning myself if i was going to leave it or not.

I left the necklace on the bed with a note attached.

~thanks for the memories. x stevie.~
I went downstairs, Mr & were sitting on the couch watching television.
I walked to the door, "Thank you so much for everything! You guys are the closest I have to family." Tears flowed down my cheeks, "What's going on, where are you going sweetie?!" They got up from the couch and looked really worried. I didn't want them to worry, "I found somewhere I belong..." I whispered.
"Oh sweetie, you belong here I'm sure!" hugged me tightly.

"I don't." I looked to my feet. I didn't want to leave but if that's what Zander wants me to do then I have to.
"Thank you for everything. I really love you guys so much." I gave them both one last hug, I took a deep breath.
This was the last time I was ever going to walk into this house. I'll miss this. I'll miss them, I'll miss Zander.

I just kept walking, every step away from that house hurt me even more.
I was going to call Kacey but if they kicked me out of the band they probably don't want to talk to me.
This is all my fault. I shouldn't have yelled at Julia.

I'm pathetic. I have no family, no friends, no money, no house. I'm hopeless.
All I have is Danny Mangoes. 7.25 an hour.

I walked to a park, I threw my luggage in the sand pit. I sat down on the swings. It just hurt, everything just hurt so much. I checked my phone.

0 messages.

They don't need me, they don't love me.

I'm nothing.

pathetic, nothing. worthless.

A/N :Chapter 3! hope you like it !

Short I know it's because I don't want to change the !

-Lori