Hey guys at the very end of this there is a big secret funny with a close friend of mine. This is also a birthday present for her. Happy Birthday Brandy! Love you girly!
Chapter 3: The Last Weekend Of The Month
*Lemon* It is very important so don't yell at it being to soon. It is a binding factor for the rest of this book. You don't have to read it but its important and it will have thoughts in it not just sex.
Mana stuttered as the words he said where tossed around in her mind. He had said what?
"Mana?"
"Say it again. Slower."
A sigh. Was it hers or his?
"I've been going to the island for a while now and I got drunk and slept with a woman. She is now pregnant and I must marry he because of her religion."
Why hadn't he said it like that the first time?
"Do you understand?"
"Why did you do it?"
Wasn't I enough? Did I not give you enough? Was it because we where a secret? Or because no one knew? Was it something I did? Or was I just not pretty enough?
"I was drunk and I do weird things when I am."
No he didn't. He had never done anything weird with her when he was drunk. But then again she got drunk with him.
"So you won't be coming back?"
"No." He sounded like it was a question.
"So this is our last night?" She felt tears on her face. When had she started crying. Her breath wasn't coming right. She couldn't breath because of the lump in her throat.
"Yes."
"Should I go?" Her voice was soft but strong enough to know what she had to say.
"I don't want you to."
And with that Mana lost it. Her tears streamed down her face. She wiped them away quickly. She was stronger then this.
"Then I won't."
"Can we have one last night?"
Was he begging?
"Do you think we should?"
"I want to. I think I need to. I don't want to forget you."
He couldn't say he loved her. Maybe he didn't. But that didn't matter. What did was forcing the painful questions from her mind.
"I don't want to forget either. Once more."
Mana watched as he close the gap between them and closed the door. the door handle hit her back and it made her think of the first time with him. He said he enjoyed pain and clawing, but he was easy with her.
His lips made contact with hers and she knew that she wanted the last time to be like none other.
She wanted it to be as new and unused.
She wanted the pain. She wanted to feel the pain. She wanted their last time to be as painful as her heart. She wanted something that was equal to the pain in her mind.
"Your way, Mako."
His face feel. Then became excited all in one. He nodded and grabbed her wrists pinning them above her head kissing his way down to her neck starting with her lips.
His teeth made contact with her neck and she felt her legs weaken all her weight was placed on her wrist. She moaned as his cold tongue circled the bit mark. It hurt but his soft muscle was massaging away the pain.
Mana felt his mouth leave her neck and one of his hands left hers. His hand was pulling up her shirt and he ran his hands up her stomach his calloused hands where for once rough on her. She whined in protest.
His hand left her wrists and it slammed into her mouth. She gasped and feel onto the door.
"I'll punish you if you whine. Bad puppy." She nodded and he smirked. Mana had never seen him smirk and it scared her.
"Please?" What was she begging for?
He nodded and stripped her off her shirt. His hands where so rough and fast. He ran his nails down her ribs. She shivered and her breath barely came out.
He smiled and grabbed the back of her head, his fingers where in her hair and they pulled. She moaned at the pain. This was exactly what she wanted.
He pulled them down onto the couch her body under his. Her chest rising and falling she could barely breath.
His eyes became wide and and wild, but in behind the wildness she saw fear. He was afraid of breaking her. This was not the night she wanted.
Mana wiggled her hips under his body. He moaned and pressed against her. His length was hard and she felt him growing.
Her legs where lifted from the couch and uncovered. Her legs where cold and her underwear where getting wet.
She saw him taking off his tie. He grabbed her arms and tied one end to her wrist then weaved on to the table end before touching her other hand.
"Stay."
Mana watched as he undressed. Her fingers itched to take the clothes off. He stood in his full naked glory and she moaned at the memories of how his kind fingers prepared her and he took his time gaining pace for her.
He gripped her hips and broke the cloth that kept her from him and he placed her hips on him. She wrapped her legs around him and he rubbed against her. Teasing her.
She moaned her please and he responded. He shoved into her anus. She screamed and his hand chocked her scream for a moment. She stopped. Her breath gone. He left go and her neck went cold.
She whined like the pup he had called her and he slammed into her. She screamed and he went fast and faster. Faster then ever.
Faster then the first night when the kisses tasted like wine. Faster then any of the night's she would remember for the rest of her life.
Mana started to cry. From the pain of his pace and the loss of love this action now meant. She didn't know how long they where like this how many hickeys where on her body she was to busy remembering.
She remembered the first time he screamed. He screamed her name as she first came under his touch.
He licked the tears from her face and smiled. "Good Puppy." He said and shoved into her. Mana moaned.
She was falling for the one thing she had once hated. She would only let him do this to her from now on. Her body would be a temple for him to give pain. No one else's.
She screamed back with him and came. His ragged breath mixed with hers. She shall her shirt in his hands and it became a blindfold.
Mana couldn't breath right not like this. She trusted him. She trusted him enough to let him have her like father had, but enough to give up all her senses and her only way to protect herself?
Yes. She nodded and he wrapped her head. Her skin pricked. She could feel his warm breath ghosting her body. She shivered and felt his breath above her. The only time he had been here before was on the night he told her he loved her.
Her mind swan with memories of that sentence. This was the last time he would do this. Would he say it again?
Cold met warm. Wet met wetter and she bit her lip to keep from crying.
She moaned and he kissed around her in a small circle. Her breath wasn't right. Was it from her crying or was she enjoying this?
His muscle when in and she moaned loudly.
What of his neighbors?
The muscle moved and she forgot them and moaned again.
I moved again and again. Teasing her and it suddenly left.
Mana whimpered and moved her hips trying to get it back but instead she was gifted with something much larger inside of her.
It surprised her and she banged her arms up but they where pulled back down by the tie.
He pounded. Far more gentle then at first but less then normal. He was still scared of breaking her, and he did she came at the acts of her father in another man.
"I love you Mana." He whispered it, and it sounded like a gunshot in her ears.
He untied her wrists and kissed them.
How kind of him. He was still loving her even after he had been caught in the act.
She found his breath to even out as he slept.
She loved that noise. What she would have given before to hear it in her ears, but now it was teasing her and she hated it. So she dressed and left.
She got in her car and drove. She drove and found herself in front of the new house. She walked to the door. Her backside hurt but she could deal with it. She wanted to do good now that she was away from the wrong.
Mana knew she have put on a jacket but where Mako's hands had been where warm. To warm to cover. The feeling of him was ghosting her body, and for once she hated it.