AN: I wanted some resemblance between the first chapter and the last chapter and I think that I got that. Let me know what you think about it. That would be really great and how knows maybe there will be a sequel or something like that but it would take some time before that happens, cause I need to finish my other stories. And the next story that I'm planning on finishing is I remember love, if you haven't read that you I suggest that you do it.

That one is one of my favorites when it comes to my own stories.

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All I want for Christmas

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You ... yeah

It has been a year since we first met at the door at a Christmas party at the Davies residence and today is going to be one big day. I made the decision on doing this after I talked to my parents, I kind of told them that I wanted to do this but I wasn't sure on when I was going to do it. But as soon as I got to this party with her I knew that this was the right time, if there is a time that is right for doing this.

But tonight was the night, it was perfect, we met at this party a year ago and I knew at that moment that she was the one. I can't believe that I ever thought that my ex was the one she was noting compeered to this girl. She is amazing in every single way I can think of.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
(ahhh) Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...You baby

Every time I hear "Last Cristmas", I think about her and the truth is that every Christmas song that I hear at the moment reminds me of her on some way. Well that isn't really true every song reminds me of her. I hope that she feels the same about me. I love her with every beat of my heart and every part of my body.

As I said before this is the night.

The night that I will forever remember.

The night that will change my life forever and I'm not scared of that change.

I'm looking forward to all of this but I'm not sure one how I'm going to do it.

Both me and Ashley was walking up to the door, that was the place that we first met. I know that we both remember that, cause we always joke about that but not tonight I'm too nervous to do that and I know that she knows that there is something wrong. She has been asking me that ever since we woke up this morning. But I don't want to tell her that would ruin the whole surprise thing for her.

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
(ahh)I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

We both had gotten in to the diningroom, and we both were kind of nervous at this point but it was out of different reasons. That is something that I'm pretty sure of at least.

The fun part of this evening is that it's our one year anniversary and we are going to spend a part of it with our parents. I don't think that I have ever spend something this important with my family but at the same time I want my parents and Ashleys' parents here when I'm going to do what I'm planning on doing but they won't be exactly there when it happens. If they all are here then I might not chicken out. Cause this is the perfect moment and I don't think that it will ever be something like this again.

All I know is that I want it to be special and I think that this is the way it is going to be special or at least I hope so. What if she won't like it what if this is all wrong, what if she isn't ready, what if she doesn't really feel the same at the moment. This isn't good I haven't thought this through I need something to drink, just to calm my nerves a little, you would need it to if you were going to do what I'm about to do.

Oh all the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly baby)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air (oh)
And everyone is singing (oh yeah)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

We were all sitting at the table, we had just finished the main course and we were waiting for dessert. And in a few hours I would possible be the happiest girl in the world together with my girl.

That was when it happened my girl stood up and asked for attention. I was wondering what she could be up to I knew that this would be good but I just hope that it's not what it is, then this all would be destroyed but at the same time it wouldn't.

"I just wanted to say something." She said and at the same time looked at me that was when I knew that she was going to ruin my surprise for her later.

"What I wanted to say is that I have the most amazing and beautiful girlfriend." She said and looked my straight in the eyes and I could tell that she meant every word that came out from her mouth. I just smiled.

"so I wanted to make a toast to her." she said and smiled towards me and that all I could do was mouth 'I love you' and she did the same. "so to Spencer."

"and Ashley" I had to add. "she is beautiful and amazing and so much more." And when I had said that she mouthed 'I love you, too'. As I said she is amazing she knows exactly what to say.

"to Spencer and Ashley." Everybody said and I knew at this moment that it would be one more of those toasts before this evening is over. After that little toast the dessert was brought in and we all sat and had a small conversation with each other and I could tell that Ashley once again was building up her courage so that she could do whatever she wanted to and so did I but I had it all planed out and I knew that this was going to be great. Half an hour later Ashley stood up once more.

"I know that I have already said this earlier but I need to say it again." Ashley said and looked at me. "the thing is that Spencer here is the most amazing, sweet, beautiful woman that I have ever met. I don't really know what to say. Last year when we ran in to each other in the doorway I couldn't really understand what it was that happened, I felt like someone was shaking me trying to get me to tell her about me. Later that night when she showed up at my door and we talked it felt like we had known one another for years even though it was a question about hours." She said and looked at me I couldn't believe what it was that she was saying. I knew what she was doing and she had tear in her eyes.

"My life changed that day and I never thought that it would happen at one of my parents Christmas parties that I never have liked to attend but I did last year and I'm so happy that I did, cause I met Spencer." Ashley said and looked at me with her eyes they were just sparkling and filled with love. And with that she went down on one knee in front of me and she took out a black velvetbox.

"Spencer Carlin, you mean everything to me, without you in my life it would be so empty and I wouldn't know what to do. You have opened my eyes during this last year. I don't know how I should say this but will you do the honor of spending the rest of your life with me and become my wife." She said and opened up the box and I couldn't say anything at that moment I was speechless. Even though I knew in some way what she was about to do I was still surprised.


Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You oooh

I knew that my silence and that I didn't say anything must be scaring her pretty bad at this moment but I was just in shock I couldn't believe that she did this.

"Spencer what I'm trying to say here is, Will you marry me?"

"I-I-I" I said, I really love that girl but I at this moment I don't know what to say, this wasn't the way it should have happened but I must give her an answer.

"Spencer this is the time when you give me an answer." She said and began to laugh a bit nervous, this wasn't something she had expected, I know that because I could tell from looking at her.

"yes, yes." I said, when I realized what she just had asked me. "I would love to." And with that she placed the ring that she had gotten for me on my finger after she had done that she stood up and gave me a kiss and I began to trace my tongue alongside her lower lip asking for entrance, which she more the willingly granted me. We were in our own little world, and then we both heard someone clear their troath. We broke apart and when we did, I leaned in to her ear.

"Ash, just so you know, you weren't the only one that thought about that but I would have used the doorway." I whispered in her ear.

All I want for Christmas is you baby

THE END

AN: okay so this didn't get as long as the other two chapters of this story but anyway I didn't want to make it to long either, it was supposed to something that is like an epilogue.

So leave a review and I will go back an work on my other stories I think that is a fair trade don't you think so too.

I hope that you all have had a great new year and this year will be even better.

~Jo