June 10, 1993
Dear Friend,
I think Sam might be pregnant, she has been getting sick lately and having funny cravings. She also said her period was off by two days. I told her I will take her to the doctor when She got off work, and when I get out of school.
When I got out of school I had no time to stop by Bill's class to talk to him, so I left a note to tell him why. As I was going to pick Sam up from work I started to think what it would be like for me being a dad and stuff.. The I started to think what am I going to do about school. So I just turn the radio on and listen to it so I can stop thinking about it.
As Sam got in the truck She told me how she might be in a play, and how it can help us out. She did not say anything about the doctor visit we are going to. So I broke the ice about it and ask her this, "So I was the only one you had sex with lately? "
" Yes Charlie you are the only one. Why did you ask?"
" Just wondering."
" Don't worry."
Then she lean over in the cab and gave me a kiss. That was when I pulled in the doctor office. We got out of the truck silent, but we were holding hands. I guess we were both scared of this place. As we got in the doctor office, Sam and I went in to sign in. We told them why we were in, then they gave us a number. By the time we got over to the waiting room, they called us back. All Sam and could do is look at each other.
When we got in the plain room, they told Sam to pea in this cup. So when the got her pea sample they took us to another room with plane blue wallpaper, and that was all. When the doctor came back in the room, they told us that Sam was pregnant. That ia when my heart stop a few beats. Then I blacked out. . .
Love always,
Charlie