Dearest Diary of Belarus

by RoseyNote

Someone being able to have a casual conversation with Belarus. Probably doesn't exist .Take a look into her head to see what's really going on in her head. Lietbel ,but not the focus. Minor language. Hints of other pairing.

3. Chapter 3

Dear Journal,

I went to go ask big brother to marry me today. It did not go as I hoped.

Then again it never goes as I hope, but in a different way this time.

Big brother did not react in a usual way instead of running from me, he glared at me and yelled at me to just leave him alone. That I was his sister he loved me as one and I should accept that.

Also that if I continued to ask for marriage he would no longer acknowledge me as his sister even.

I'm scared of losing big brother but I love him so much.

Many questions are floating in my head. Am I really wrong to care for him like this? Am I willing to let my love stand before are sibling ship? Why did he react like that now? And Finally how much do I really love him?

Do i really still love him Not as a brother.

I have to think, wish me luck.

With my Hatred,

Natalya Arlovskaya,

The country of Belarus.