Tragic deaths.
Hello again…. Sorry for my disappearance, I have had heaps of school work, (projects, roll-over, things for next year… the lists goes on and on.) I am really sorry so now here is chapter 3!
(BTW… I really don't know how often I will update this fanfic.)
THANKS FOR THE REIVIEWS…
PunkChick25: Thank you and I will!
CreativeWriter96: Ok! There is a bit in this chapter!
TexasBornMind76: thanks! yeah it is sad and I do feel for Lanes… I Will!
Beauty6: yeah I know. Here is CHAPTER 3! *Crying too…*
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Oh look, your back to read about my depressing life. I am like a stick now. Mum made me eat a sandwich today and I threw up after it. It was a whole sandwich. Anyways telling you guys what I spewed out wasn't the best start.
Hi again! I have had this question saying why haven't ever mentioned my dad. Well simple answer. He is dead. Hahah lol! NO!
Yeah he is dead. He died about when I was about to turn 14. So yeah. It was the day just before my birthday. So my birthday gift from earth was… hey Laney! My gift for your 14th birthday will be that you will be depressed and your father won't be there…we will kill him!
Yeah so I had the worst birthday ever.
Enough talking about my dad because it just make me even sadder talking about him.
And…
Now I really…
Sigh…
I can now feel my eyeliner and black makeup sliding down my face.
The only boy I can trust is Larry. He is like a super hero. He could even be mine? No.
What a depressing life…
I don't feel like I belong here anymore. Like what is soo goood about life?
My cuts are getting deeper and deeper, my appetite is getting smaller and smaller. I could die any day really! For all I care it's for the best?
Konnie is so protective now since I accidently spilt out that is wanted to die the other day. She is say everything good about living and everything bad about dying.
On the other hand Larry is supporting and not leaveing me alone, he always calls me and texts me. And if I don't reply he comes over to my house/my mum or tries finding me. Yes he is protective but I do feel safer now.
So what should I do? Live? Die?
I do want to stay alive for the friends I trust but I want to die because of 'you know who'.
Agh! At least I have good friends and a caring mother?
Actually I take the caring mother part back. My mum sent me to this caring program the other day, like really? I need some to care about me? In fact a stranger looking after me? Creepy…
This lady is like creepy and crazy! Mum only told her that I was depressed so I think that's all she needed to deal with. The funny thing was that when I showed her my cuts she passed out! I don't know if you find that funny but I did!
So yeah I don't need this stupid caring programme.
I am not really telling you anything that depressing anymore! (lie) That's like mind blown!
Well I could tell you something depressing, more like stupid. (true)
Well since I don't go to school anymore (normal) I hang out with my friend who is also suspended and she's a cutter too. We had this stupid competition about who can cut the deepest and in the end we both had to go to hospital to get stitches. Yep we are stupid! I had to get 5 and she had to get 3. Yeah massive difference and I was the stupid one.
So yeah, I guess that's all you need to know soooo far….
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Well that's the end of the chapter, I really hope to update soooon! I will continue Twins,Brothers,Sister!
Thanks again for reading!