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Lyrics to all to myself (Marianas Trench)
I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life.
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake.
This habit is always so hard to break.
I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why.
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Everyway that I do.
[Chorus:]
Did you say "please just follow me?"
I thought you wanted me.
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me.
I thought you wanted me.
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like someone else
I'm under the gun, you're like the only one.
I just can't decide what I'm running from.
This isn't what I wanted, but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut.
It's not enough, it's never enough.
I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck.
Can't focus it, but I try it
over and over again.
[Chorus]
Na na, na na, na.
Na na, na na, na na.
Na na, na na, na.
Na na, na na, na na.
Please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like...
Did you say "Please just follow me"?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I can't stay with someone else,
I'll try and suck it up,
I just can't fuck it up,
I want you all to myself.
Did you say "Please just follow me"?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like someone else.
Na na, na na, na.
I sang to myself as I was decorating the last of the cupcakes I made for the club. I had spent my night baking for the club today after school, I made tea biscuits, cupcakes and cookies. The cupcakes we frosted blue yellow and pink (basic Ouran colours.) and the cookies were sugar cookies with chocolate frosting. I danced around the kitchen gathering the boxes of sweets to bring to school with me. I planned to drop them off in the club room before class started. I made Kyoya send a car to bring me to school on the days I made treats for them. So I wouldn't have to carry the boxes or pay for a cab.
"Oh, looks like the car is here I guess it's time to go." I say to myself as I put on my blazer and grab the boxes. I head outside and the driver gets out and opens the trunk for the boxes and then the back door for me. As I slide in the car I notice a figure sitting in the car already.
"Good morning Pauline." Kyoya greeted me.
"Oh! Good morning Kyoya!" I explain rather happily.
"Well aren't you chipper this morning." Kyoya said rather curiously
"Of course, you of all people should know that I'm extremely happy after I cook or bake."
"Oh yes I do remember now." he states cooly.
*skip the rest of the ride to school.*
We got to the school early enough for me to drop the bake goods off in the club room kitchen and get to class on time. Upon walking into class I realized I was one of the first ones there. Hmm I guess i will listen to some music before some other students get here. I thought to myself as I put in my ear buds. Scrolling through my music I started listening to Good to you by Marianas Trench.
Kasanoda's POV
I made it to class pretty early today but I wasn't the first one there. When I got there there was a few students already in their desks. I noticed that Pauline, I believe was her name, was already in her desk humming loudly and perfectly in tune. Man she seems happy this morning. I thought to myself as I headed towards my desk beside hers. She to not notice how many people were starting to enter the room, she just kept her eyes shut as she hummed a tune I didn't know. She had a small smile on her face. She looked beautifully peaceful. The humming stirred something inside me and made my heart pump faster. I couldn't really tell but I wholeheartedly believe if she sung out loud she would have a breathtaking voice. The teacher soon walked in snapping me out of daze but not Pauline out of hers. Our teacher wasn't the nicest and hated when people didn't pay attention.
Pauline's POV
I was happily listening to my playlist when someone ripped my earbuds out of my ears rather roughly snapping me out of my peaceful moment.
"What the…" I start to question.
"Miss Robertson, if you want to learn something in this class, I suggest you pay attention, the lesson starts when I arrive not when you decide to pay attention."
"Well excuse me, but I thought that the lesson started after the bell rung and the 'teacher' took attendance." I retorted. Before she could say anything further, the bell rang and the rest of my class walked in.
"Now if you'll excuse me I have a lesson to pay attention to." I stated sarcastically
The got all flustered and stomped away from my desk. God. What a child. I could see Kasanoda staring at me from the corner of my eye.
"Hey red. Don't look so shell shocked it might freak out the others." I stated cooly
"Hmm.." he grunted in response.
"It's Robertson right?" he asked god I hate when people call me by my last name.
"Nah, just call me Pauline, Robertson sounds to weird.." I could have sworn I seen him blush a little. Hmm, interesting.
"...Okay.. Pauline… um anyways I was wondering if you…"
"Alright class be quiet it's time to start today's lesson." Kasanoda was interrupted by our teacher. God I already hate her. I smile politely at him
"You can ask me later if you wish.." I offered.
"Oh… ok" he replied we both turn and started paying attention to our teacher reluctantly.
*Time skip till end of the day*
Alright it's time to go to the club room. I grabbed my bags and started heading towards the door.
"Robert…. Pauline!" The redhead call out from his seat. I could see the student cower in fear of his deep voice and I could hear them saying things like 'he's going to kill her' or 'what did she do to make him angry' that is strange why are people so scared of him. I turned around with a smile on my face.
"Yes Kasanoda?"
"You I could ask that question after if I wished… wou-would that be alright?" he asked kinda nervously he even stuttered. Damn that was kinda cute.
"Sure thing Kasanoda… should we go somewhere...else these students seem a little antsy about something." I said not wanting to point out that I thought they were scared of him.
"Yeah sure let's take a walk to the garden." I followed him out of the school and into the garden I wasn't really sure what to be expecting I don't know this boy really well and from what heard about him no one really likes him.
"So, Kasanoda, what did you want to ask me?" I asked remembering I still need to get to the club room.
"I wanted.. I wanted to ask you… If you call me by….. my first name." He kinda stutter out his question. It kinda shocked me. I thought people only call people by their first name in japan if they were really close friends or significant others. I didn't know what to say.
"I'm sorry if it's a bit formal to ask, but you see not a lot of people here talk to me they all think I'm scary. And I thought since you come from Canada and you find it weird to be called by your last name if might be weird to call someone you talk to by their last name…." He started to ramble. He really is a handsome boy, and that red hair there is something about it, it makes him more intriguing. I must have gotten lost in my thoughts about him because he started trying to get my attention.
"Pauline…?" He asked. I finally snapped back to reality, and smiled while blushing.
"Ah! I'm sorry I got lost in thought." I apologized.
"That's alright, um so would you mind calling me by my first name?" He asked again.
"No I don't mind it at all. Thank you for thinking about my comfort, Ritsu." I smile again this time he blushed when I said his first name out loud.
Kasanoda's POV
She must have gotten lost in her thoughts.
"Pauline…?" I ask. She seemed to snap back to reality, she smiled brightly at while a blush appeared on her face.
"Ah! I'm sorry, I got lost in thought." She apologized.
"That's alright, um so you mind calling me by my first name?" I asked again a little bit more confident.
"No, I don't mind it at." My heart is going to explode.
"Thank you for thinking about my comfort, Ritsu." She smile. That's it I think my heart exploded I felt my cheeks heat up as she said my name. This is the first time anybody has ever called me by my name without me forcing them.
"Oh, my god! I'm late! I'm sorry Ritsu but I must get going I'm late for my club!" She quickly explained before taking off running before I could say or do anything else.