Falling for you

Chapter 3: flashback

Hello guys. I just finished this chapter, sorry it's taking so long, my teachers are nailing us down with a lot of homework, but I spent a long time on this chapter. So anyway I hope you enjoy. Thanks to everyone who leaves me comments please keep it up I love getting them!:)

With Bella's words still ringing loudly through my thoughts I crossed the small space of what used to be Rosalie's and my room to the door……hesitantly I opened the it to exit the room. Each step was a challenge I haven't been past the giant cross in the hall sense that night. For some reason I felt the urge to stop, and observe the three hundred year old cross carved by Carlisle's father. I couldn't help, but think out loud…..

Emmett:"is there a heaven for our kind?"

Edward:"It's nice to think so isn't it?"

Emmett: His sudden words made me jump "Yes...it is especially considering the…circumstances."I saw him nod in understanding.

Edward:"I loved her Emmett though it I didn't make this as clear as I probably should have. "

Emmett:"I knew that Edward, and she loved you very much…sisters, and brothers fight all the time you know, it never means they don't care for one another."Again he took this with an understanding nod, but he looked as though he was thinking about something."Were you imposing on my thoughts again?"

Edward: "No actually I simply came up to ask you if you would reconsider not coming with us on our….family outing?"

Emmett:"hmmm…you mean hunting. "

Edward:"ha ha, yes of course."

Emmett:"I don't know Edward it was hard just moving from our…my bed room to here I can't imagine going outside, and into hunting mode."

Edward:"Awe come on man there's a niece of yours waiting downstairs who's very anxious to see you. "

Emmett:"Nessie!?"Edward's answer was a wide smile. That's all the answer I needed with impossible speed I was downstairs crushing Nessie dangerously hard to my chest in a bear hug.

Nessie: "Ha ha ha, Emmett owe!"

Emmett: "ha ha oh, sorry."I gingerly put her down, and marveled at her intense beauty now six years later Nessie was a full grown woman her hair growing like a humans was now long almost to the middle of her back, and her bright big brown eyes just as beautiful as I remember them. Though she was about five ten now not nearly as tall as the young werewolf she was being held by.

Jacob:"Hello Emmett it's nice to see you again."

Emmett: "His voice has deepened a lot sense the last time I've heard him, but besides that, and some slight stubble he hadn't aged a bit."Hello, Jacob it's been a long time I haven't seen you, and Nessie around, you haven't come by much sense you guys got your own place."

Jacob: "Yeah well you know the packs been demanding me a lot, and Nessie's been craving blood lately so I didn't think it was a good idea to let her go around humans alone."

Emmett: I walked towards him, and started to observe him with Nessie still clinging to him by the waist like a small child" Now I know what different that long locks of yours is gone."I ruffled his hair like he was a kid brother though he was even taller than me.

Jacob:"Yeah Nessie likes it better short."He said blushing slightly.

Jasper:"Someone's whipped."

Jacob:"Shut up!"

Jasper:"Ha Want to try, and make me…dog."

Jacob:"Ha ha it's your death wish bloodsucker."With this Jacob pounced playfully on Jasper, and they started wrestling like puppies…no pun intended."Gotcha!"

Jasper:"Ha nope too slow pup."

Bella:"ha, hey will you two settle down."

Jasper, and Jacob:"ha ok"

Bella:"ha thank you."

Edward:"So, Emmett will you be joining us in hunting?"

Jacob:"uh, I don't know I haven't been hunting for years. "

Nessie:"Please uncle Emmy!."She made an extra effort to make it difficult for me to resist her by widening her chocolate brown eyes and puffing out her pale pink lips.

Emmett:"awe…fine. Wait…is Jacob coming too?"

Jacob:"Yes I'm a wolf remember?"

Emmett:"Oh, right."

Alice:"Plus he doesn't go anywhere without Renesmee."

Bella:"Finally someone calls her the name I gave her."

Jacobs:"I told you bells that name is a mouthful."

Bella:"Jacob, shut up."

Alice:"Let's go already I'm hungry."

Edward:"Ok, let's go we're hunting for grizzlies."He said this looking pointedly in my direction.

Emmett:"Yes! My favorite."For once I actually felt happy not only am I going hunting for grizzly for the first time in like six years, but I got to see Nessie. Now, with impossible speed we raced past the hills, and all the way up near the sparkling meadow where Edward and Bella liked to go to a lot. Once we reached the hunting area all small talk, and playful talking subsided. I could feel myself being lost in hunting mode as I smelled a grizzly with one final glance at Jacob who was already transformed into the large horse sized red wolf, and tiny little Nessie who was just as fragile looking as her mother moving silently into her crouch ready to pounce at the next sight of prey. Spotting a grizzly I made surprisingly no hesitation in making my attack on it, quickly I jolted out of my predator crouch, and pounced on the unsuspecting creature. But, as I was draining it slowly of its life I was suddenly swooped into my memories not even paying attention to the almost bloodless animal below me. Rosalie, standing next to me her marble hand in mine shaking slightly from the fear of what was about to step out of the woods according to Alice's visions.

Rosalie:"Emmett, I'm scared. "

Emmett:"Don't worry baby I'd take out anyone who even thought about harming you…besides I could take out every member of the volturi by myself without even breaking a sweat."I said arrogantly flexing my forearms.

Rosalie:"Right, sure you could."My beloved said rolling her crisp topaz eyes.

Emmett:"ha, I love you baby."

Rosalie:"I love you too Emmett."With this I pulled her to my chest softly, and brought my lips down to hers kissing her softly, but there was something wrong about this kiss…there was too much tension in it as though this would be the last time I could hold her in my arms like this. With this before I could even figure out this irrational feeling the volturi began swaying out in a perfect formation almost as if it were choreographed.

Edward:"Emmett…Emmett!"

Emmett:"huh…what."

Edward:"it's drained of blood you're not feeding on anything."

Emmett:"oh…my bad...I'm done feeding you guys can keep on hunting if you want, but I'm heading home. "

Nessie:"But, uncle Emmy you only ate one grizzly…I can eat more than that, and I can live off food."

Emmett:"I just…need some time…ok."

Edward:"But, Emmett…brother…wait."It was too late I sped away with all my strength….I swear if I would have hit a tree I would have turned it to mulch. I heard them calling my name coming after me, but surprisingly Edward couldn't even catch me. Way before I expected it I was looking at our house, not wasting any time I raced inside, and locked myself in the silent confines of our…my room. I punch the wall putting a fresh new hole through it all the way to the other side into the hallway. I didn't even hear a knock this time, but tiny arms wrapped around my waist.

Nessie:"Uncle Emmy bear are you OK?"

Emmett:"Yeah I'll be OK Nessie."I lied.

Nessie:"OK, I love you Emmy bear."

Emmett:"I love you too Nessie."With one more hug, and jumping up to kiss me on the cheek Nessie was gone. Leaving me trapped in my unforgiving thoughts of my one, and only love. Her golden hair, and big sparkling topaz eyes. I loved the way that men looked at me with envy for standing by her side as her lover knowing they wouldn't stand a chance for I would have killed anyone who even thought about stealing her away. She was beautiful not because she had the complexion of a goddess, but because she was the only person who could ever understand me ever see my serious side without bursting out laughing. As I stare out the window of our…my room I realize something as result of this day…there is no more living for me, Rosalie Hale was my life, and I'd rather die than be away from her ,a life without my soul mate is my own personal hell, and if there is no heaven for our kind then anywhere she is I'm prepared to make my dungeon so long as she's by my side."I'll be joining you soon…my beloved"