"To simply say I love you is a misunderstanding. You are the beat to my lift and the light in my eyes and you will always be in my heart." –Hayley; May 12, 2008

It was around twelve o'clock when I woke from the nightmare that life was playing before my eyes and the voice of a god was talking to me from the window. The sound of the voice that sang me to sleep and the voice of the one I loved, or the one I thought I loved.

It was after the funeral and the sky was bright and shining down on the Forks as not the normal and he was in my window sparkling like a million shiny pieces of glass, his golden eyes focusing on me as I lay down on my bed.

"Bella, Love." His voice reached my ears sending a shock down my back and little hairs started standing up.

"Edward!" I cried and I was in his arms a second later with the ice cold feeling of his body against my warm one.

It felt good being so close to him and being able top cry in his arms as his hands reached into my hair.

"What is wrong my Love?" Edward asked as he gathered me more into his lap.

"I love him." I stated simply.

"Do you love him more than you can ever love me, Love?" Edward asked with so much emotion.

"No, I do not. He is my brother, my friend, not my soon to be husband."

Edward released me from his tree like arms and allowed me to lie on the bed.

"Bella, I love you more than I could ever love anyone in a hundred million more years on this Earth wondering. You are the light to my fire, and the only one I could ever want to be with." His cool voice hit my ears causing me to breathe harder.

"I'm glad to know this, but he lost his father." I stated trying to figure out my thoughts.

"Listen, Love. You may love him as much as you would like to, you can love him more than you love me, I just want you to be happy." Edward stated looking to calm, so calm I wanted to scream.

I walked to the side of my bed and picked up a shirt I left laying by the bed getting ready for the funeral. It was one Alice bought for me a couple days ago for the big move to Alaska.

"Please, Bella. Be happy and dance." Edward was suddenly behind me holding my waist and whispering in my ear.

"I don't want to dance without you."

"Then you won't dance without me, and you will forever have me." Edward picked me up with ease and moved me to the bed.

"Edward?" I was wondering what the hell he was doing.

"Yes, Love?" Edward was smiling and grinning.

"What are you doing?" I was really wondering what he was doing.

"I want you, Bella. And maybe this will make you love me even more." Edward was actually thinking about the conditions.

"Nothing can make me love you anymore than I already do." I said shaking as he tried lifting my shirt over my head.

"Love, I am not playing to do that, yet." Edward was laughing.

"Oh."

"Yeah, anyways I know you love me more than Jacob. Alice told me so." Edward looked into my eyes and I looked into his golden honey colored ones.

Of course Edward was right, I just felt way sorry for Jacob and I really couldn't leave him like this no matter if he said it didn't matter.

"Bella!" Speaking of Jacob, he was sitting in the living room where his bed was now located, in my house screaming for me to come down stairs.

Nice.

"Love, you don't have to go, I don't want you to leave me standing in this room by myself. How about a visit to the house, Alice and Jasper are home for the day and then they are visiting into Alaska for a few days before the wedding." Edward said sounding sweet and I couldn't refuse him.

"Maybe you should quit charming me every five seconds with your charm." I was laughing and hit Edward with a pillow.

"STOP!" It was Jacob.

"What do you want wolf boy? A bone or maybe a kitty cat to chase?" Edward crouched ready to attack.

"EDWARD!"

"Sorry love, he is trying to keep me from you."

"Yes, Jacob." I said looking at the huge figure that some how fit into my small room with Edward and me.

"Nothing just was saying its time for lunch for normal people."

"JACOB!"