NCIS:
TONY, YOU HAVE TO DECIDE...
DISCLAIMER: NCIS and characters do not belong to me.
SUMMARY:
SOMETHING HAPPENS...NOW TONY IS IN A COMA.
Will he survive? Some of the chapters will be told as the team worries about Tony and ask him to come back.
The other chapters are Tony in a sort of dream while he is in a coma and receives a visitor.
A little different from what Gibbs went through...Tony will not be seeing what might have been, but will have a visitor helping him
CHAPTER 3: ZIVA'S VISIT...
It had been a long night and they were finally able to visit, Tony.
Ziva wanted to visit him alone, so they let her go first.
Walking into the room she heard the machines and the sight of a tube down Tony's throat to help him breathe...she almost could not go in any further.
Finally, she made it to the left side of his bed and took his hand in her own. The tears started to fall.
She really loved him and could not lose him now, she wanted desperately for him to wake up...when he did she would work up the courage to tell him how she felt.
What she had felt from the first time they met.
"Tony...wake up. You have come close to death many times and you cannot let it happen now. I-I cannot lose you and you have to come back. Gibbs, Abby, Tim, and Ducky need you to come back and help solve cases. I need you to come back and help with that to. I need you to come back to...me. Tony, I love you and you have to wake up for me to tell you. Do you know how hard it is for me to tell you this? It has taken me a long time to finally get the courage to tell you...you almost died today and right now, you could still die. Do not leave me, Tony DiNozzo...I need you. I cannot say that in front of anyone else and cannot talk to Gibbs yet, because I want to talk to you first...Come on, Tony. Wake up and quit being...oh, what is the word...wake up and help me here," Ziva yelled, but he did not move or make a sound he heard her.
She gripped his hand and laid her head on the bed, crying harder. Showing more emotion then she would ever let anyone see.
She had lost a lot and been through a lot in her life.
She had lost too much and could not...no she would not lose Tony too. She would not give up and would make him understand that he had to come back, for the team and...She could not lose he as she had lost her mother, sister and as bad as he turned out to be...her brother too, She had loved them and had a few boyfriends, had almost been married.
That did not matter now...no all that mattered now was, Tony and him surviving.
She had no idea what she would do if he died too. There had been so many times that:
She had in small ways told him...
Flirted with him...
'Why couldn't he understand how hard this was for her?'
After being through so much in her life:
The people she lost...
Being captured and rescued by NCIS...Tony had told her that he could not live without her.
Just as now, she knew that she could not live without him now, because she loved him more then she had loved any other man she had ever been with.
He was juvenile with his pranks, nicknames and other things he did. That was the way he was though and one of the reasons.
"Come on, Tony, I need you and you told me once...that you could not live without me. Do not tell me that was a lie, because I cannot live without you. NCIS needs your juvenile humor, the team needs...their brother, grandson and son. I need you for me, you have had my back, and now it is time...that I have yours. You have to wake up though. I will come back and talk to you later. Please, Tony, I know you can hear me. Come back to...me," Ziva said again and after a minute, she calmed herself, before walking out of the hospital room.
She walked down the hall to the bathroom and threw water on her face to wash the tears away.
She had to be strong now and hoped Tony would not let her wait long.
As she stood in the bathroom, she remembered back years ago after she had been rescued from Somalia.
How she had gone into the men's room at NCIS to talk to Tony...
At first, she had been unsure what to say, but in the end, they had talked and worked some things out.
He had her back the whole time and now it was as she had said...
Her turn to have his back, but he had to wake up.
'What would she do without him?
She knew the answer to that though:
She would die without him.
Because without Anthony DiNozzo Jr. she could not think of a reason to go on'
Helping the team catch the bad guys...
Everyone would be there, but without Tony, it just would not be the same.
He had to survive...Ziva David was not weak or one to lean on anyone, but she needed Tony to survive.
