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This is for you guys. Because of you plot bunnies are jumping inside my head. I know the first two chapters are boring and short. hahahahaha I apologize for that.
WANTED: BETA and EDITOR
WARNING: TONS OF GRAMMATICAL ERROR.
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(Athrun's POV)
Okay that's weird, this blonde girl in front of me just points her finger, she looked amazed and at the same time horrified.
"You! What the—" she said.
"Excuse me?" I said still handling the handkerchief.
"You're real? Oh my gawd, I must be dreaming again."she mumbled to herself.
"Pardon me?"
Now it's the other blonde's turn speak.
"What's the matter Cagalli?" She said to the amber eyed blonde.
"Oh! Stel you're in my dream too?" the blonde named Cagalli said.
Stellar, the other blonde who is now gaping at me shook her head.
"Oh Shoot! You're Athrun Zala right?" she asked.
I look at my surroundings and I noticed that many people are looking at us.
I put my index finger at my lips and she nods in understanding.
"Sorry" she said in a whisper.
"Wait, so I'm not dreaming?" the amber eyed blonde said.
I just shook my head.
"I believe this is yours?" giving her the handkerchief.
She stares at me before taking the said handkerchief.
"Yeah, thanks." She said shyly.
I just nod my head. To be honest I really don't like talking to people, many says that I'm cold and distant. But that's who I am.
Besides they don't know what I've been through, the struggles and hardships that she and I carry on our shoulder back when we were younger. I am successful because I don't want to be back on the cold streets, I don't want to be beaten up again just to have something to eat. Nobody knows the pain that I suffered, no one but her.
No one has the right to judge me.
"My name is Cagalli and you're Athrun Zala right? That's what my friend called you but to be honest I really don't know who you are." Cagalli said, smiling at me.
Then again I just nod my head.
The reason that I always rode a bus is to remember my pain, the pain of my lost, the pain of my sin, the pain of my fault, the pain that reminds me that I'm still human, that I am a sinner. I don't have the right to be happy; I will never be able to find happiness, not anymore now that she is gone. I'm only left with a heavy conscience, bearing the guilt, guilt of knowing that I am the one who killed her.
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(Cagalli's POV)
Unbelievable! The man in my dream, he is here in front of me!
"You! What the-"
Okay that's rude. Don't blame me, I'm shocked you know.
Then again maybe I'm dreaming.
So ask my friend, but she just shook her head.
"Oh Shoot! You're Athrun Zala right?" she asked.
Who? Athrun? the 'Hunky Billionaire Bachelor'?
So again I stare at him, I know staring is rude, but come on! Let's switch positions; knowing that the man in your dream is right in front of you wouldn't you be staring too? I mean he's handsome, but do you think I still care about that? Shock is more powerful than admiration you know.
He handed me my handkerchief and said nothing afterwards.
I tried to make a conversation so that it can ease the rudeness that I displayed earlier.
But boy! Someone is having a bad day! He just nods his head!
This man in front of me is way too different from the man in my dreams. The man in my dreams is gentle and kind, but this man, oh well let's not judge the book by its cover.
Speaking about dreams, I dreamt about him and the girl.
I think they are having a little argument.
(In Cagalli's dream)
"I told you not to roam anywhere it's dangerous!" the man with blue hair and green eyes said.
"Don't tell me what to do! I have my own life! You have yours! Give me some space to breathe!" the girl with long black hair said.
"I'm just protecting you for pete sake!" the man shouts
"Everything is different now! Look at you! You're different, sometimes I'm beginning to think if you are still the same person that I share my life with!" the girl began to cry.
Seeing the girl crying the guy gathered her in his arms and began to soothe her.
I know I'm not a romantic person, but seeing those two makes me wish to also have that kind of relationship.
Looking at my right where Stellar sits, I know that romance will have to wait.
I don't know whether to tell her that Shinn sends me a letter, I left it unread. The other part of me is telling that I should keep it to myself and the other part of me is telling that I should tell her.
But neither of the two is the solution. No matter, whether I tell her or not, Stellar will just end up being hurt.
Why is life so complicated?
I looked up on where 'Athrun' is standing I saw him in a deep thought. He keeps clenching his fist and anger is written all over his face.
Ignoring the man on my right, I began to doze again.
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(Normal POV)
Noticing the familiar road way Athrun readied himself to exit the bus.
What a day.
Another 10 minutes of walk and he will be finally inside his mansion.
Living in this place makes him sick, but no matter how he wants to leave this hell, he still needs a reminder of where he came from, how they both struggle and the guilt of the sin that he committed.
He loves her more than anything and anyone in this world. She is the reason why he is very successful now, he owes everything to her, but what did he pay her back? He killed her; he killed her with his own hands.
Arriving at the mansion's front gate the guard immediately bows to him. He just waved his hand and proceeded to the main doors, where his maids are waiting for him. Not giving any interest at the maids he just walked towards the stairs.
He needed to be in his office, he needed to bury himself to work, his thinking way too much.
Opening the large oak doors of his office he was greeted by silence and a huge portrait of her picture.
He really paid someone just to paint her picture, staring at her painting makes him relaxed and at the same time guilty.
He had to admit, he worships her, her beauty, her kindness, everything about her.
His office is really huge, located at the third floor of his mansion; there is a mini library, four large French windows that gives a good view of the sea, a fire place, a lamp, an office table, a lazy boy chair near the fire place.
It is actually cozy and really relaxing.
A knock on the door pulls him out of his thoughts.
"Master Zala, dinner is served." His butler said.
"I'm coming in a minute." He replied.
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"See you tomorrow Stel!" Cagalli waved at her friend.
Many know that Cagalli is rich. But what they do not know was that she is in fact REALLY rich.
She is leaving in a huge house, well not that huge to be considered as mansion. Only she and her little brother Kira, is leaving there, orphan at an early age their parents leave them a lot of properties and business, but they can only claim the whole property if they prove that they are worthy of that kind of richness.
Today, her brother will be leaving for his studies; he will be going to a private school for boys.
She will probably miss him.
"I'm home." She shouted and immediately she was greeted by only family.
Kira, her seven year old brother.
"How was your day?" Cagalli asked her brother who was hugging her waist.
"I'm done packing my things, I'm going to miss you big sister are you going to miss me too?" Kira said. He can't help but feel sad knowing that he will be away from her sister for a long time.
Cagalli knelt down and began to ruffle her brother's brown hair.
"Of course, I'll gonna miss you, but this is for your good, Jade University is a prestigious school I know that you will learn a lot there." Cagalli said, hugging her brother.
It is really hard for her to be parted with her brother, but they need to follow their parent's last will.
"Are you taking me to my new school?" Kira said.
"Oh how I wish I could, but Mr. Kisaka will be the one who's taking you there." Cagalli said.
"Why? Oh Cagalli please?" Kira's eyes start to water.
Can she resist her brother's charm?
"Alright, wait just let me change my clothes; I'll here in just a minute, okay?" Cagalli said, kissing her brothers cheek.
"Okay big sister." Kira said hugging Cagalli's neck.
It is part of their parents will to send Kira to a university. That will be good for him, she really hates this feeling, the feeling of losing or being distant to her family, Cagalli knows that Kira will be having his personal maid, but she still can't help but to worry, Kira is still a child.
She hate that she is powerless, she wants to take control of everything, maybe if she can prove herself that she is well capable of handling their money and her brother then everything will fall in to place just like what she wanted.
But first she needs to look for a fine job.
A professional job.
Hearing the car's engine, she immediately went down stairs, where Kira is waiting patiently.
"Are you ready kiddo?" Cagalli asked, holding Kira's hands.
Kira just nods.
Sensing something is wrong Cagalli knelt down.
"Hey, don't be sad, it's not like we will never see each other again. I promise to visit you during my free time, cheer up okay?" Cagalli said while caressing Kira's cheek.
Kira can't hold it anymore; he wrapped his arms around his sister's neck and began crying.
"I—I'll, I'll gonna miss you big sister, I promise I'll be a good boy, I'll behave, I will study well. Big sister can you promise me that you will call every day?" Kira asked.
Cagalli lift his brother to her arms, he is definitely heavy, herr little brother sure is getting bigger, he's not little anymore.
"Of course I'll call you every day" Cagalli said while walking inside the car.
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Cagalli drop off Kira to his new dormitory, she can't help but to cry, she'll gonna miss her one and only family.
Kissing Kira goodbye she walks down the hallway, stopping in front of a bulletin board.
She noticed a certain piece of paper, which reads.
Immediate hiring!
Assistant editor
Requirements
*must be at least 18
*has knowledge in literature and business
*pleasing personality
*motivated
*hard working
Please contact
Meer Campbell for more information
(234-87-56)
Oh boy! This is her lucky day!
Without a second thought she took the piece of paper and put it in her pocket
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Arriving home, she immediately calls the contact number.
"Ahuh"
"Okay"
"Yes"
"Fine with me"
"Ah"
"Yes"
"Okay I'll be there"
"Thank you"
Smiling at her luck, Cagalli went to her room and prepared herself for a goodnight sleep.
She doesn't have the appetite to eat, without her brother the house is really empty, saying her prayers; she drifted to her dreamless sleep.
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"Did she get my letter?"
The black haired male keeps pacing back and forth in his room.
This is really the first time that he wrote a letter, a simple letter, okay, okay, a love letter.
He knows he's taking a risk but he is willing to try anything just to be with her. At first he thought that it is only an ordinary crush or a puppy love, but as the time past by his feelings began to develop.
He just can't sit down and stare while other guys are chasing her.
A sudden knock on the door interrupt his thought.
"Yeah?" he answered
Mayu, his sister entered his room.
"What is it Mayu?" Shinn asked.
"Oh, nothing I'm just wondering, have you seen the recent post in our school's bulletin board?" Mayu asked lying down on her brother's bed.
"What post?" Shinn remained standing.
"About the ballroom dancing." Mayu said while reading some text on her phone.
"So? What about it?" he asked.
"Oh nothing, maybe you would like to apply as Miss Cagalli's partner, well many of the student body are auditioning tomorrow." Mayu said standing.
"What?" Shinn's eyes grew into saucers.
"Oh I just thought maybe you're interested, besides you have a huge crush on her am I right?" Mayu said while walking out the door.
"Who told you I have a crush on her?" Shinn shouts.
"Ow blame it on you cellphone's wall paper!" Mayu shouted back.
"It's not just a crush"
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Okkay. . how did it go?
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I promise next chapter will be longer.